Thursday, April 30, 2009

sweet dream♥


tell me about your dream!!!
tagged anyone yg ader bace this post!be honest ok???follower jugak!!!tell me about your dream!xkesahhh larrr,short-term atau long-term,janji maw yous genuiely!bhahaha.whoever got the greatest dream of all,will be announced as the WINNER!!!p/s:ader award menanti ouh!!!

ssup?!

adeyyy!(well,thats was a good start,wasn't it?haha.)ok,deal wit it.hurmmm...waaahhh!lamer suda tida wat entri yg cam besh!(erkkk...ader org maw bacer kewr?daa~)wuteva!bhahhaa!nahhh.im not a mean gal.wait!sounds great?agaga^^ok.ok.dear,friends...to sesaper yg knal aku befire nih,must be well-known dgn my behaviour yg such a REBEL nihh.plus+plus,my attitude yg ANTI-pink!haha..so,wuts got into me,really?i dunno?maybe some sort of hormones' reaction or sumthing?huhhh..like it even bother me anyhow...pfffttt!the point is,im kinda sick of being PLASTIC!honestly,guys!swear to god!duhh!aku benci swear2 nihh..*sigh
i made this blog just to express my feeling through my very own way~at the first place larr.but, now i cant really see where am i going.i just see myself pretending to be others!to be some sort of bloggers(to be exact) who will make others loveeeee their writing,longing to be their followers and trying to be nice for almost every single homosapien(human,FYI) on EARTH!really,i was a bit too much,i know(:.but,seriously!what the hell was im thinking???huhhh...u can say that i probably have gotten a wake up call recently.obviously,the ringing is LOUD.haha..go on,say what u wanna say.i wont stop ya,cus talking will never stop!cus in the end it all comes down to me!eat it!daa...so,hey!!!!!peeps....

WARNING!!!
watch out!cus this girl ain't gonna be sweet no more.there will be no longer MISS NICE around,hah!this girl is gonna get down and DIRTY!!!

*keji kah aku???bhahaha..pape jelarrr.tp,jgn slh phm.aku xkan jadik jahat ouh!walaupon evil sounds wayyyyyy better than angel,fer the sake of HUMANITY...bla...bla...bla...korg sure tanak dgr aku ckp,ouh!haha.xpew2.so,klu korg suker the brand nuw me,stay a lil bit longer.but,if u dont...i'll be please to show u the way out.nway,whu cares?haha...ouh,btw!attention please!!!!aku giler menyampah tgk some people yg sukaaaa blagak bagosss!really.really pissed off,ouh!entah larrr..bagos sgt kah blog korg?adeyyy..taa masok paper pown?rotfl...siapekah???dato' siti ckp,"biarlah rahsia...."haha.no offense,keyh?klu teraser ambek!nahhh kau.kijammmm ouh dak fynn tuh!*sigh to some peeps tuh,yah,u guys might own such a luxurious life(haha),cool friends(i call them jerk.u?),great social life(dose...dose...),beauti-fool faces on(this is the spealling!)& etc. larrr...but,taa pyh larr korg blagak saner sinih,bragging all around psl your life yg seems like a fairytale tuh...no one would ever concern!true,korg ader friends yg sooooo damn cool,mcm iceberg,lagi tuhh!aww!but,klu sumernyer bitches n sluts...u DESERVE each other companies!aku?put me on the list of the last person in the whole universe would ever give a damn!lol...whatever...lantak larr korg nk jadik aper,frankly aku mmg xkesahhh.as long as x menyemak dlm hidop aku yg amt sederhana nihh.peace!
lastly,untuk renungan bersama....

there will be a tym when we have to be annoying(like just now^^) and there will be tym when u gotta be ridiculous n outta mood lyk NOW!haahaa..aku taa taw maw ngomong aper!!!so,sila lihat2 lirik lagu nihh.which aku suker...sebab?in life,i think aku suda byk berkorban.sumtyms aku taa taw wuts the sacrifices are for.somehow,i found myself keeps doing it.maybe this is y?idk larrr.mcm taa masok akl.yeah,ckp larr aku prasannn suci!silakan ckp!mmg ponnn.im VOCAL.so,deal with it!gah~no more talkin larhhh.here's the lyrics:

Sedihku sakitku ku terima
Ku rela ku pasrah jalanku
Ini suratan aku dicoba
Demi rahmat-Mu ku memohon

Ya Allah ridhoi ketulusan hati
Ya Allah beri aku ketabahan
Ya Allah aku sanggup berkorban
Demi rahmat-Mu ya Allah

Ya Allah ridhoi ketulusan hati
Ya Allah beri aku ketabahan
Ya Allah aku sanggup berkorban
Demi rahmat-Mu ya Allah

p/s: maw tuka lagu bloggie...okayy ka? n_n

Sunday, April 26, 2009

N,u tagged me!tengss^^

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions until you write the names of the 5 people.No cheating please!
Reminder : Don't read ahead unless you fill above names first!

#1 :: Legolas
#2 :: Sue
#3 :: Aril
#4 :: Iena
#5 :: Anati

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Question 1 : How do you meet 1?
::: dekat skewl,ouh!tym form 4..ngeee~
Question 2 : On the Scale of 1 - 10, how you rate your relationship with no 1?
::: 9!haha...one more to go^^
Question 3 : How long have you known 4?
::: em,three years?kn,iena?
Question 4 : How do you know number 3?
::: sbb dye masok af7!awokkk!
Question 5 : Where 5?
::: stay dkt sp,dowh...
Question 6 : A Fact about number 1?
::: DOB~2 march 1991
Question 7 : Who is no 4 going out with?
::: single kembali(: geng sayerr!
Question 8 : What does no 1 do for living?
::: menghabiskan bogheh yo!haha
Question 9 : Would you live with number 3?
::: i wish!
Question 10 : What do you like about no 2?
::: seems lyk everything...

Question 11 : Do you miss number 5?
::: kinda!she my cuzzy,ouh!agaga^^
Question 12 : Would you make out with number 4?
::: erkk?!i am STRAIGHT!
Question 13 : What's your opinion of number 2?
::: ntah...no comment
Question 14 : What is your fav memory with number 5?
::: maser hols!!!gempaq wooo^^
Question 15 : What would you do if number 1 going out with number 2?
::: nk matiiii kah!!!!grrrr...
Question 16 : ever had a long conversation with number 5?
::: of course...tmbh2,lately nihhh..
Question 17 : have you ever slept at number 2's house?
::: never
Question 18 : Do you hang out with number 3 often?
::: in my dream!haha
Question 19 : Who do you known the longest?
::: #5 larrr...dr tecik tuhh(:
Question 20 : How often do you talk to number 1?
::: sgt selaloooo...nnt,klo x wendu^^
Question 21 : What about number 2?<>
::: sort of larr...she's my besties.
Question 22 : Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
::: im a BIG fan!

Question 23 : May be you want to go out for a date with number 5?
::: boley ajer...cuzzy!tgk wyg,jom!!!

Question 24 : Do you dream about number 2?
::: em...penah kah?tida larrr~

Question 25 : What did number 4 did to you that you never forget?
::: erkkk...nih,projek revenge samer ex!bhahaha
Question 26 : What have you done to number 1 that he/she never forget?
::: honestly,EVERYTHING!&& those letters,kn syggs?(;
Question 27 : What is number 3's hobby?
::: shuffle!hihi

Saturday, April 25, 2009

maktab,CIKGU kah aku??!

kenapekah pic di atas jadik cenggituh?sajewh.inilah hasil kemalasan kuhh!bhahaha.yeah!FYI,tgh pale nih pening memikirkn wether nk masok matrik or tggu upu jekk...masok lagi satu problem!damn it toll...result mktb lak kua 22april rituh...so,sumer excited gler maw check,an.bt,seb bek my lappy tade tym tuh!so,mmg xbley online...&& mmg xbley check.haha..as expected,start r satu...satu...text masok nanye wether dpt ke x.mostly my friends sumer mmg x dpt.so,i wat jer assumption senirik...impossible giler maw dpt!harhar...mmg mintak2 xdpt ouh!my parents sumer sowh jadik cegu....cegu mahzan pown soh jadik cegu!oh no.....pastuh,last2 my mum pegi jugak check!adoyyaiii!mmg wa tade smgat lorrr nk taw.
my god!dpt..y!y!y!!!!tamaw...huhhh..pastuh mmg my parents encourage gler...soh jadik cegu larr.tamaw.tamaw.yeah,sayer mmg sorg yg xbersykr..haha.yelah,i noe byk lg kt lua saner yg nk sgt dpt mktb nihh.pastuh,sayer dpt,bt tamaw lak ann.mesti byk yg mrh an?so sorry...really i dont prefer...ngee~somehow,5may nih interview!duhh,dgn nk kne wat essay lagik la...tamaw!!!!!urghhh!somehow,kne pegyy jugak.maw pwaskn ati parents..matrik cne?masok dlu situh...t,klu dpt offer maner2 baru kua..hadeyy.brape byk mggu orientasi sayerr kne gone through nihhh???sorry,sayer mmg suker whining(:

Monday, April 20, 2009

hari nih,start dgn OK sekali...haaa~naper???someone text me!wooohuu(:hepyyy.hepyyy!sumhow,cuaca kt perlis nih lately amat PANASSS!rase cm nk terbakar jewr rambott nihh!aiii...penin sampai nk pecah kepala otak ku nihhh!yup,sayer tipu^^bt,mmg mud baek tros terbanggg menghilang ke awan sanerr...fynn!stop mengarowt!erkkk...okies...hadeyy..suda lamer x wat entri yg cam besh kt my blog nihh..huhhhhuuuu..cedeyh wooo...tataw naper recently cm tade mood sesgt!nayyy...bkn PMS larrr.itu suda^^.maybe sbb cuaca~yerp!panas punyer pasal!im HOT!!!haha.munyik laen,kn?abaikan..abaikan...ok larhhh...enaf wit my crappy talk olready...

again...TRIMASSSS samer ANNA syumell cus awarding sayer lagikk!sukaaaaa sgt!i lykk!bhahaha~at least dpt cheer me up a lil bit(:tenggs,hunnie.rajenn sunggoh kamoo inih!

sumpah!aku jatuh CINTA!

yeah!!!sayerr amat sukaaaaa sama mamat sweet nihh!i loveeeee u awokkk!sayang gilak aku sama kamooo tuhh!suda lamer since i follow af nih...last af yg sayer minat pown af4!huahua...lamer x???tym tuh i crush dkt AMIRUL!!!igt x,tee,mumun???haha...pastuh mmg xsempat nk lyn af nihh..samapi larr abeh spm nih,,,yelarh,kije tanam anggor jewr,kn...bhahaha!last,last...minat larr dekat ARIL nihh!huhu..knaper???sebabbb.....



  • first tym tengok dyer tross jatuh hatii!voilaa^^

  • suare dyer mmg bikin cair woooooo!

  • dye punyer attitude atas stage*perghh..cm pengkritik jewr aku nih

  • aderr style yg the beshhh!

  • manjerr!sukerr teddy + bantal pelokkk!muahaha...

  • mmg sukerrrrr sangatttt!

  • terbaekkk wokk!

so,mmg minat larrr...bhaha!








Saturday, April 18, 2009

memories are meant to keep(:

hari nih otak sayerr 100% E.M.P.T.Y!bhahaha...kenaper kah???ntah...lol.pastuh,sbb kesangapan yg melampaww,i klik jerr maner suker...klik...klok...klik...tiba2,sayer sampai kt inbox frienster!hohoho...byk msgs yg xgunerr..so,delete...delete...&& DELETE!phewww...nk dkt seribu tuhh!pergghh!well,byk pmnt...wakaka!pastuh,sayer terbaca balek msgs yg lamer dolu2 nihh...mcm2 ada~

msg #1::
bt,yg plg i sukerr is a msg from my cuzzie nih,kak ngah Zura!^^ actually,tym nihh,i tgh sengsara ngan [my ex] yg wat hal tuhh...haha.dulu(:so,dye kasik advice.short,bt mendalam!

Relax sis...
if u feel like u r being fooled, think +ve coz u have another 60 years to go..
ramai lagi org yg u akn facing after this...maybe this time only one guy had cheated on u...next time who knows a girl maybe???
carefull k..

#2::

yg nihh,[my ex] kasik...tataw naper i still smpn?anehh..xpe,da dlte da..haha.korg judge larr,wt u think?

korg nk taw pe dyer tuleh???sile jegil-jegil kan mata anda!muahaha((:

p/s:[my ex],ko kn slalu skud blog akuw nihh.so,kalo ko raser terhina,teraib,termalu or ape2 alasan yg aku x penah pk tym nk post entri nihh,siler inpom,occay.nway,sorie hoho~

Friday, April 17, 2009

HOT topic!

yeah!yeah!tekalah aper???ha...taw takpe!hari nih,braper ari bulan ntah?ouh,yerr..17 April!!!i noe,i noe...apehal dgn today,kn?well,korg tawu..today,result matrikulasi finally exposed!so,sumer amat excited larr nk find out dpt pegi maner an...so am i!haha.smlam aku rase cm the first jer yg pegyy bukak webbie tuh!!seriously,kan sayer siap wat countdown lagik?hoho...at first,i guner ic org len dlu [sue],utk nk check..yelarr,GABRA!!!bhaahaha~tgk2,dyer dpt negeri sembilan!then i was like,wooohooot!itu first choice dyer!so am i!mmg ktorg jnji pown...ouh,yeah!then,i check mine lak!&&,waala!SAME!OMG,i was sooo excited tym tuh,sampai i actually forgot yg i'm not hoping fer an offer to matric!!!!damn it.i know,u guys mesti ckp,

"fyn....ko kne bersyukur larrr.ko tawu,byk lg peeps out there yg nk sgt matrik nihh.bt,xdpt!yg ko lak dgn slumber ckp tanak!kickkk u kang!"

duhh...guys!bkn xbersyukur larr...bt,the plan is sayer nk further law dkt UIA or UITM[kptm]~..ryte..so,whats the problem?u jz wait fer d offer.klu dpt,pegi.klu x matrik larrr.the problem is...what if kalau sayer dpt foundation LAW tuhh???caner???even now pown,dh confuse taw!wether nk pegyy or not...wether i betol2,deathly serious nk further LAW!!!or sbb nk ikowt kwn jewr..ouh,mannn!is this the right tym untok ckp,lets the tym decide??!mannn...okayy,cmni larr.i'll just wait sampai 1MEI nihh dlu..pastuh bru perah otak yg da lamer x function digunakan nihh!
however pown,i did some research psl matrik nihh...KMNs~wahhh..cm besh jek!cm webbie matrik laen mostly suda ader psl registration week && so on.bt,i carik kt webbie nih,tade lak..hadeyh!so,i tgk picca && maps jewr larr!bhahaha!itd great to know yg this place is HELL near to my kamponggg!huhuhu..yelah,dkt pilah...tmpt my sis lahir dlu.dkt dhn ulu bendul!
meh i kasik korg tgk map dyer...

nih lak KMNs punyer logo...haha.korg tawu?kaler buses dorg samer cm kaler logo nihh!haha.funny~nk lagi ker??i tgk dyer nyer accomodation pown agk okayy larr.ader court tennis,basketball,gym && etc..i promise u guys,kalau i jadik pegy saner,i will post some pics of the place sinih,alright?(:kalau jadik larr...

overall,hari nih sumer asyek ym,text-ing,comments me sumer pasal matrik larr..sebab tuh hott sgt tuh..daa~ader yg dpt,ader yg x...ader yg dpt choices dorg ader yg dpt jaohhh ke laott saner nuh..fortunately,dorg bley accept.great,u guys!utk sesaper yg dpt tuh,,CONGRATES!!!&& to yg xdpt tuh,cepat2 buat rayuan!rayuan is open sampai 30 APRIL 2009 jewr!so,hurry guys!

besides,nihhh,i got a list of peeps of my batch yg dpt offer matrik...OBVIOUSLY,KMPP is sooo my skewl nyer teritory!anyhow,hepyy furthering kawannnn^^

KMPP~sytra :
dayah,thiyah,shif,iena,suzila,kuchai,izni,nani,zakirah,izzati,rehan,naim,zhaff,yady,nidzam,beep,ummu,naim,harith,suhairiza,syamira,amira,faiq,bagan,pamey,khai

PERLIS::syadza,adilah,wana,wani,wan,aiman,farid bitter(:,naj

KEDAH::nadzirah,radzi,azni,salman,asyraf,yon,amirah

KMNs~NEGERI SEMBILAN::sue,ME,arisya


PERAK::ameq,[legolas],azwani,izzudin


MELAKA::sakinah && our loving couple[chot+jihah],nina

PAHANG::munze,mat fern,moja

LABUAN::wiyah

p/s:saper yg listed sinih,do inform....kalo yg dh inpom tp aku xletak gak tuh,mmg aku tamaw ltk r...sbrg rayuan TIDAK akan dilayan~

Matrikulasi...finally OUT

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setelah berjanggot sayer tggu,akhirnyer,alhamdulillah...dapat dekat negeri sembilan.my first choice tuh!aww...dpt samer dgn syggs sayer,sue!!!weee^^bt,tataw maw pegi ke x g...huhu

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

demam awards is not over YET!

looks like demam awards maseh belom abes..well,its APRIL kn?haha.so here're some award yg sayer dpt...(:

yh nihh,N baru kasik..waaa!tenggss N!u lyk(;

kenaper single?

sebab,tade org nak!!!sebab,tade yg berkenan!!!sebab serik nk kapel!!!sebab tamaw cayer boys lagik!!!sebab,mmg tgh tade prasaan!!!sebab malas nk berchenta!!!sebab islam x kasik!!!sebab byk sgt sebab!!!

these gojess award lak from sweetie-pie ANNA~tenggs a lot yer syggs.i sukerr^^



these awards,flying to......roll it!all my followers!u rawk guys!!!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

kalau...kalau...


1. Kalau anda jadi orang terkaya di dunia?
OMG!maw pegi honeymoon di bulan!!!haha(:
2. Kalau anda jadi orang terseksi di dunia?
SHUT UP!haha..Playboy,Vanity fair,Vogue..i'll be on d cover!
3. Kalau anda perlu terjun tingkat ke-100 untuk membuktikan cinta anda?
Anything fer L.O.V.E.~bt,dgn paracuit yerr*winks

4. Kalau orang kata blog anda teruk nak mampus!
Like i care.ROTFL

5. Kalau keluarga anda yang menentukan teman hidup anda.
Apekah???shit..romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone...lalalala

6. Kalau tiada lagi hari esok?
TOMMORROW NEVER DIES!hakhak
7. Kalau orang yang anda benci berada di depan anda?
try me!muahaha

8. Kalau anda berpeluang masuk Fear Factor dan makan benda2 pelik?
Money makes me go round!ahaha~

9. Kalau ibubapa anda tiada pada pagi esoknya?
syeesshhh...ya Allah kau tempatkan mereka bersama org2 yg beriman...
i might need year untok berkabong...)':
10. Kalau anda berjumpa dengan orang artis/selebriti yang paling anda minati? Nyatakan nama artis/selebriti tersebut.
it will definitely be Miley Cyrus!!!hoho..i'll spend all day long in her wardrobe!bhaha*
11. Kalau diberi lesen untuk membunuh, siapa yang akan anda bunuh?
Seriously???ouh,well.i got a list of some..(;

12. Kalau orang kata anda kacak/cantik?
Laught right away!lol.stop tellin' lies((=

13. Kalau anda ada penyakit AIDS pada usia yang muda?
on one side,i might be unfortunate.bt,on the other side,i see God giving me chances utk ber taubat...(:alhamdulillah..

15. Kalau anda terpaksa mengorbankan cinta anda untuk orang lain?
if he's not meant fer me,then,let him be...

16. Kalau anda memenangi anugerah? Dan anugerah apa yang anda inginkan?
haha!sayer maw menang NOBEL!hoho.dh larr byk dwet dpt!bling.bling.$$$

17. Kalau anda berpeluang mengahwini bangsa asing? Bangsa asing mana yang anda inginkan?
Hindustaniss!y?diorang sgt romantik woo.aww!((:
18. Kalau anda terpaksa berpisah dengan orang tersayang?
fer the sake of goodness,i'll get use to it.things happen fer a reason.

19. Kalau ramai yang tidak puas hati dengan anda kerana mereka cemburu dengan anda?
jeles???lantak larr..bkn hatiku yg sakett..*bhahaha

20. Mengenai orang yang tag kamu ni.
Felly = Kewl!
Anna = Awesome!

21 : I'm tagging :
Anyone yg raser nk wat larhh,be please..(:

Monday, April 13, 2009

don't love me,please...

td,sayer bukak myspace...stlh lamerrr giler xbukak!hakhak...pastuh,tgk2 ader org drop comment...normally,peeps akn epyyy klo dpt cmmnt,ryte???haha.me too^^bt,this tym,not..lepas je bace cmmnt tuh.i can feel my tears streaming down my face.duhh.cmne nih..im speechless.cmmnt nih,from [firsty].dye nih.my fren [ayam] yg nk ejaskn ngan sayerr..bt..huhhh.wut shud i do....he's been so nice && supportive to me.dye tawu psl sjrh hitam me && [my ex].since then,dye owez kasik advices,semangat larr..i can really say yg he might be one of the reason i can move on.&& living my life alright,now.he made me believe in love.he made me holding on.he reminds me of my life's purpose...
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i appreciate him much!tp,sayer dpt agk yg he might hev crush on me..damn it!this is the hardest part of it.he said that he found someone that he's gonna be loyal wif.i noe,from the talking.i can detect it.i can feel it.dye ckp,dye nk lukis my potret[seriously,mmg lawa dyer lukess!]..duhh.dye slalu praise me..always make me smile.care fer me a LOT!huhh..mesti korg wonder,klo cmtuh y on earth i wud ever reject him?entah...susah nk explain.maybe,sbb my heartbroken made me a paranoia..true,he got almost everything.everything i wud ever asked in a man.romantic.pandai jage my heart.a lil bit funny.loyal.sweet.caring....but.how am i gonna say this?
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dear [firsty],i really am soooooooo SORRRYYYY!i cant accept u.its not u,its me.its just i cant do this.i really,really,really syggs u.bt,im not in love with u.i want to giv it a try.tp,i dont want to be with u,jz bcus i wanna get on track again.while i hev no feeling fer u.its not fair.hunnie,u can call me bitch,slut or wutever.u can hate me.tp,dont ever fall fer me.please.i know,exactly hows it feels being hurts.i dont want u to feel the same.cus i cant be there to comfort u as im the one whu break u down.im begging u,i tataw nk ckp pe g.just jgn syg sayer sgt...i do not deserve your love.there must be someone else even better than me.im not worth a wait.honestly,i want to love u sooo bad.bt,dlm nih...ati nih...maybe dye suda serik.dye x dpt thn lagi.my doesnt hev faith in love no more.im not dare enaff to take the risk,yesss,call me coward.please do.im too fragile.forgive me..
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::this is the comment::
Mungkin Tuhan sengaja mahu kita berjumpa dgn orang yg salah sebelum menemui insan yg betul supaya apabila kita akhirnya menemui insan yg betul, kita akan tahu bagaimana utk bersyukur dgn pemberian dan hikmah disebalik pemberian tersebut

Apabila salah satu pintu kebahagiaan tertutup, yg lain akan terbuka tapi selalunya kita akan memandang pintu yg telah tertutup itu terlalu lama hinggakan kita tidak nampak pintu lain yg telah pun terbuka untuk kita

Teman yg paling baik ialah seseorang yang kita boleh duduk bersama di dalam buaian dan berbuai bersama tanpa berkata apa-apa pun dan kemudian berjalan pulang dgn perasaan bahawa itulah perbualan yang paling hebat yg pernah kita rasai.

Memang benar yang kita tidak akan tahu apa yg kita punyai sehinggalah kita kehilangannya dan juga benar bahawa kita tidak akan tahu apa yg kita rindukan sehinggalah "Ianya" hadir.

Ia cuma mengambil masa seminit untuk jatuh hati pada seseorang, satu jam utuk menyukai seseorang, satu hari untuk menyintai seseorang tetapi ia mengambil masa sepanjang hidup untuk melupakan seseorang.

Jangan pandang kepada kecantikan kerana ianya akan lapuk ditelan usia, jangan kejar kemewahan kerana ianya akan susut ditelan masa. Apa yang kekal hanyalah kecantikan hati seseorang... .

Carilah seseorang yang bisa membuatkan kamu tersenyum kerana ia cuma memerlukan sekuntum senyuman untuk mencerahkan hari yg suram. Akan tiba satu ketika didalam kehidupan apabila kamu teramat rindukan seseorang sehingga kamu ingin menggapainya dari mimpi dan memeluknya dengan sebenar.

Mimpilah apa yang kamu inginkan, pergilah ke mana-mana yg kamu ingin tujui dan jadilah apa yg kamu inginkan kerana kamu hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu peluang untuk melakukan semua perkara yang ingin kamu lakukan.

Semoga kamu memiliki kebahagiaan yg cukup untuk membuatkan diri kamu menarik, percubaan yg cukup utk membuatkan kamu kuat, kesedihan yg cukup utk memastikan kamu adalah seorang yang istimewa.

p/s:please dont love me...

meet my nuw baby boo!^^


syumelllll,ryte????agaga^^dgn skali pndg i tros grab this babyy to the cashier!act, i beli 2 babe.tp,yg sekor g tuh,sdg tdo(:suda di pakai!agaga^^

love me NOT


i LOVE u



u HATE me



i LOVED u



u LOVE me



i HATEEEE u!

p/s:i was just playing around...dont take it seriously.haha.get it over with-larr((:

Saturday, April 11, 2009

me vs chilhood

seriously,tade idea nk post pasal aper...pastuh tiba2 teringat psl hari slase arituh...both of my sis athirah[adek] && umairah[akak] ader masok competition dkt skola stella maris...akak join choralspeaking while adek masok group singing..waala!tgk dye menari kemain g!adeyy!dahlarr make up sgtttt tebal!erk...akak tu lak,tgk dye cm tecik giler among kwn2 dyer sumer...ahaha!satu-satunya my sis yg batot!!aww!jgn marah haa^^



biler tgk dorg tingat tym skola rendah dolu2...adeyy!kalo bley mmg tamaw igt da...huhu.dolu tym tuh sayerr mmg xmatured giler2!wat maluu jer..ruin habess my childhood..tp,start highskewl,i start redeem balekk..guess,im doin' fine..what say u?(:

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MAKLUMAT KEPADA PEMOHON PROGRAM MATRIKULASI BAGI LEPASAN SPM
Keputusan boleh disemak mulai 17 April 2009 melalui tiga cara :
1) Layari laman sesawang - http://www.moe.gov.my/
2) Sistem Pesanan Ringkas(SMS) - Taip MOE (Jarak-space) MAT (jarak-space) No KP(tanpa ada tanda sempang) dan hantar kepada 15888.
Contoh: MOE MAT 911001115263 dan hantar ke 15888
3) Telefon ke nombor 0388844100

Friday, April 10, 2009

award from dearest,N!((;

this is award from N the dearest!tenggs norh,hunnie..i like!(:

taggie by missy tyrah^^

upload satu gambar kegemaran anda

Kenapa anda suke gambar ini?
kenapa eh?sebab,these are my besties.i appreciate them muchos.these are peeps yg slalu ada by my side whenever i need someone to talk to.dorg jugak yg gives me hope untok continue living.we are so like real siblings!!!by the end of the month ktorg nk pegi private reunion!yeyy..cant wait!

Bila kali terakhir mkn pizza?last tym,few days lepas result kua~~~Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar?Don’t Forget—Demi LovatoApa yg anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?dgr lagu~ymSelain nama sendiri anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?sweetheart^^

Tag lagi 6 org *soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan org yg anda tag!

1.Felly
2.Anna
3.N
4.Cikepal
5.Nurfarahliyana
6.Zhet

Siapa no 1 pada anda;
Nuw online fren yg cute(:

Org no 3 ada hubungan dgn sape?
N,eh?dunno larh,xpenah nanye…ngan saper N???

Kata sesuatu berkenaan org no 5;
~sweet
~santekk
~approachable
Bagaimana org no 4?sempoi!i lyk!^^

Siapa org no 2?
Kwn sayer jugak…((;
Bagi pesanan pd org no 6way to go gal!towards brighter future!!~_^

tagged by Z.H.E.T.(:

tenggs norh,dear!adeyy!

1. type of person you would settle down with?

-maw komitmen!!!

-loyal && faithful!>erkkk..cm samer jer!adeyy!
-sayang sayer,fer sure!
2. type of parent-in-law you're hoping for?
surely yg sporting amat!klu bley,nak yg masok gler2!aww!
3. when are you planning to settle down?
9 more years to go!ahaha..exception fer billionaire.besokpown takpe!wee^^
4. how many kids do you plan to have?
i loooovve kids!but,tamaw rmai...3 will be just enough,occay!
5. what would you do if you partner is unable to give you off-spring?
its okayy lar hunnie,da tkdir,ryte?ktorg adopt jer!jadik cm jolie-pitt!
6. what would you do if your marriage is in a bad situation?
-slow talk
-jlnkn my secret weapon!
-counselors..
*waaa...profesional siott!waaala!
7. what would you do if you're a divorcee?
no....tamaw!tamaw!dont please..but klu dye cheated on me,boleh belah!!!bt,i can consider a nuw hubby!*winks
8. what would you if the next morning you find out that your partner is dead?
God,gives me strenght to live...
TAGGED :
1. Kikiey syggs
2. Anna syggs
3. N syggs
4.Felly syggs

Thursday, April 9, 2009

first love

yeah,mood swing...i took dayss to recover!!!duh~leave it down under.haha.now,lets move on to the next topic,shall we?daa...


hell yeah!nice guess...im in the mood of LOVE...huhuhu.what got into me,huh?nothing.its just out of a sudden terkenang this someone...yup,someone special...veryy...veryyy speacial!*winks..siapekah?haha.wont tell u!the truth is,i've been tracking him fer years!hoho.bkn jejak kasih,yaa..alright,u win.he's my sweetheart.at least,used to be.he could possibly was no,he was my FIRST LOVE!god,i miss him soo...em,do u guys still remember,in my older entry...a very old one,,the conversation between me && kamarulnizam?haa..i did admit that my nuwest [ex] was the best among them,ryte?well,let just say,he's not.chill larr [my ex],i put u on the second,eh?huhu.so,FYI he's my first crush ever!yeah,i noe!he's my senior..he's form 5 when i was in form 1...&&,just like satu kewajiban,he got his own nick!given by no one else other than,me!wuuhuu!noty me...wawawa~apekah?introducing....[berok]!!!agaga^^..y?x sweet ker?adeyy!but,i think its cute!weehu again![abg berok]aww!syumell larh tuh!muahaha!p/s:dye tataw!ngee~

above all my crushes,he's the only one yg i manage to tackle!hakhak!fun!lps dyer kua skewl,i mean after form 5 larr..tym tuh x confess lagik.i waited fer almost 3 years!until i finally have the guts to tell him bout my feelings..haha.guess,things really went as planned.believe it or not!ktorg jadik couple jugak finally~~~weee^^.mmg hepyy sgtt.bt,hepyy xlamer...mmg sgt2 xlamer!u noe,i was soo immatured lagik tym tuh...ktorg ader konflik sket..there was a bitch yg interfere!!!damn uuu!mmg aku xkn luper kau larr bitch plus slut!shittty tol..kaco my cinderella story.bt,she's not flirting with him or such.tp,mmg dye ruin everything lar!!!every SINGLE thing!bt,he said,darl its okayy.i dont mind...tapi,i was stupid by then!yelarrr,i was fifteen!urghh...i always regretting things up kn?(:bt,i really want him.bt,tataw lar,what was im thinking tym tuh!biol arr ko nihh,fynn!afta that,mmg ader contact gak,bt not often lar...at last,lost contact tros!mmg i did mcm2 gak maw carik him...bt,xpenah jmpa...until now.nk jumpa!nk jmpa!nakkkk!naakkkkkkk!yup,aku gila((:


korg tanak tawu ker,y sayer suker dyer?well,cmnih...cam besa,ciri2 guys yg i suker,he is so ALEM!y i said so??korg tawu histeria?haha.dye yg slalu tlg incase this thing happen.aww!sweet kn,my saviour??i noe!hero skewl tuh!dolu,tym takowt2 i slalu mintak advice dyer...*weehuut!rase protected sgt tym tuh..sgt!sgt!huh,,how i miss tym dolu2...wendu...(:k,second...he own such a lovely voice!im not kidding u,nihh...mmg i suker dgr dye nanyi!waalaa...raser cm terbang wo...seriously!hakhak...gatai!ok larr...sampai sinih jer...cus the more i talk bout him,the more i fall in love,the more i miss him.hoho.duh..now,im on a mission of tracking him,yet again!em...wish me luck,guys!!!i really looking forward of meeting him again~

p/s:if i really like the boy like sooo much!i will let him know.so far,i did it twice.i guess,i prefer kalau im the yg start flirting dulu.ya,most gal xsuker wat first move eventhough proved guys mmg prefer gals making the first move..i just ove to be the FIRST!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

feel free to h.a.t.e

hari nih mmg tade mood at all...nape?lots of reasons yg me myself pown xphm...im living my life bad now!damn it.how i hate the moody me~i feel like a LOOSER!god,i hate this feeling!stop it.stop it.stop it!!!sumer nihh sbb the lost memories yg berulang without a reason.again.i am to be blamed.*sigh*i just wanted to get out of here!!!the pain had long gone,bt the scar remains!leave me alone!arrgghh.cant find my way through.sampai kapan all the pains will ever go awayyy...i deserve to be hapyyy!sick of pretending!shud i end it all here?suicide,maybe?haha.bodoh kn.i know.dont worry,in days i'll be fine.but then,i'll come out with a post like this.AGAIN.&& yet,i'll be here.faking a smile.hoping for something better.but,,,that will never shows.stop telling me to be strong,cus i doubt it,i couldn't.i WON'T.now,i wonder what the was im thinking everytimes i gave people advice && false hopes.maybe i should stop.apparently,i can't handle it myself.i am so emo.i am so punk.i am so loser.i am so confuse.i wanna go home.to somewhere i belong.where there's always rainbows && butterflies.&& i can stop hating myself.stop blaming myself.stop judging myself.stop BEING myself.
i hate myself . you too can hate me