Shit happens,but life goes on...

frankly,i don't know where to start,and obviously how to~well,my emotion mmg sangat tak stabil sekarang nih.and,of course,it's about the result.hadoyyy...i just wish i could be so optimistic that i could use this frustation as a boost for me to work harder but somehow,i can't defy my feeling.

early in the morning lagi,budak-budak asasi dah memekak terlolong kat facebook pasal result dah boleh check...dalam hati,tuhan je la yg taw...baru semalam jeh panas hati dengan management kolej yang sangat lousy tuh,hari nih i have to face the result for my first semester pulak!and,here it comes...

Oh.NOOOO!

ya,u got it.people sumer expect that i'm gonna get good result but,its rather instead!!!tadi,i was okay jeh,but now...i can't help but mourning over my bad result...thinking of others yang super and extremely succeeded in their first sem make me so damn jealous!so,i decide not think much about it.but,people keeps on asking!!!and that torture me terribly well! >,<

*bukti.ym aku tak lekang dengan pertanyaan sampai ke mlm

kalo result oke,xpe gak...boleh jeh aku brag sana-sini macam orang tuh.ahhh,fynnn!dah,jangan nak mengutok orang...dah la result hampeh,nak buat dosa lak!*istighfar*ampunnn^^

so,aku buat la analisis,kenapa orang lain boleh dapat dean list,and aku perlukan lagi 1.1??!

in other words;alasan-alasan nak blame orang lain. ;D

1 > aku tak dapat soalan bocor macam most people!lalalala~

2 > lecturer BEL saya pilih kasih! dan kedekot markah! >,<

3 > carry mark bersama kumpulan saya tak boleh blah punya~

4 >lecturers orang lain best!lecturers aku,no comment.huhu

5 >u*tm tak sistematik!hoho

all in all,daripada pemerhatian aku,hipotesis yang dapat aku buat,defendant dalam case nih,de facto,non other than.....

MYSELF!

tak boleh nak salahkan orang lain.sebab bukan orang lain yang ambik exam.kaw sendiri,Fynn oi! suka atau tak,tu la usaha kaw...jadi,sekarang whether kaw move on and learn something about this or either teruskan bersedih sebab gagal buat kali ni dan ulang lagi keputusan macam ni untuk semester depan!so,my advice to myself...stop envying others and move on.what done is done.u have so many things to do to catch up.remain humble as u should and never give up.failed once,doesn't means forever a failure.think about it.every clouds has a silver lining and thats because there's always a blessing n disguise^^ape aku merapu nih?aiyakkk~dah2...move your butt already.work your ass off!or more proper,work hard,darlings (:

p.s. i haven't told my mom!wooohooot^_~