I need a gun! (fullstop)

*sigh*

i really have to let it out,

but i just don't know how...

it was so simple yet too complicated,

it makes me happy but at the same time tears me apart,

i was in the dark,

assuming that i have the light in my hand,

but then,

when i look around it was just BLACK.

i saw the door,

thought that i might have the key,

but then,

my pockets are empty!

from behind, i heard voices,

when i turned around,

i am still alone.

  then i walk along,

said i'm terrified,

but i'm not leaving,

deep under,i knew i should pull the trigger.

as my life flashes before my eyes,

i'm wondering will i ever see another sunrise?

and all i got is a scary thought.

"Close your eyes,sometimes it helps"

p/s : one fact about suicide is that,it took away life but never the pain.(credits>roullete russian)

Beauty & d Beast di mata lelaki!

Ahaha!i found tis when at tagged.it really does get the rotflol outta me...hillarious,i shall say.girls,jgn mrh oke?to boys,  u guys sangat kejam kot~ *still laughing

Kalau perempuan lawa pendiam

Lelaki akan cakap:: woow, ciri-ciri isteri idaman...

kalau perempuan tak lawa pendiam

Lelaki akan cakap: eh tak reti komunikasi betul...

kalau perempuan lawa berbuat jahat

Lelaki akan kata: musti ada krisis dalaman nih.kesian

kalau perempuan tak lawa berbuat jahat

Lelaki akan cakap: dah la tak lawa, perangai pulak huduh...

kalau perempuan lawa menolong Lelaki yg diganggu

Lelaki akan cakap: heroin sejati...!

kalau perempuan tak lawa menolong Lelaki yang diganggu

Lelaki akan kata: taktik nak ngorat le tu...

kalau perempuan lawa dapat Lelaki hensem

Lelaki akan kata: ok gak la....

kalau perempuan tak lawa dapat Lelaki hensem

Lelaki akan kata: kesian..mesti kena bomoh lelaki tuh!

kalau perempuan lawa ditinggal kekasih

Lelaki akan kata: buta kayu betul mamat tu....

kalau perempuan tak lawa ditinggal kekasih

Lelaki akan kata:...patut pun kena reject...

kalau perempuan lawa penyayang binatang

Lelaki akan cakap: perasaannya halus...penuh kasih sayang

kalau perempuan tak lawa penyayang binatang

Lelaki akan cakap: sesama keluarga memang harus menyayangi...

kalau perempuan lawa tak mau bergambar

Lelaki akan cakap: pasti takut kalau2 gambarnya tersebar

kalau perempuan tak lawa tak mau bergambar

Lelaki akan kata: sedar pun diri...

kalau perempuan lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki

Lelaki akan cakap: caring sungguh....

kalau perempuan tak lawa menuang air ke gelas lelaki

Lelaki akan cakap: nak tunjuk caring le tu....

kalau perempuan lawa bersedih hati

Lelaki akan cakap: dont worry i will make u happy forever

kalau perempuan tak lawa bersedih hati

Lelaki akan kata: sikit2 nak nangis!! mengada2...

kalau perempuan lawa masak
Lelaki akan kata: dah la lawa, pandai masak pulak tu...
kalau perempuan tak lawa masak
Lelaki akan cakap: ntah sedap ke tak????

kalau perempuan lawa main2 miss call
Lelaki akan kata: takpe...
kalau perempuan tak lawa main2 miss call
Lelaki akan cakap: ko ni takde keja lain ke... sibuk je tau..

kalau perempuan lawa hantar2 email
Lelaki akan kata: sukenya....
kalau perempuan tak lawa hantar2 email
Lelaki akan cakap: balik2 email dia.boring btol laaa

so,any comments?

was it a matter of stereotyping,prejudice or maybe discrimination?

yes,fynn mengarot...*winks

Tell me,who would u blame?!

i had a friend who LOVES reading like a load!

one day,she came out with a fab yet exciting

little quiz that she read from a book!

so,i thought u guys might gonna like it too~

come,have a try!

Before that,u might need a pen and a piece of paper!

*note that i'm a dummy at using paint *winks

yahh,i know u could draw better ;p

ok,lets begin,shall we?

now,imagine yang korang sudah ade hubby(suami bukan boyfie),kalau yang boys tuh,wifey la kan...

one day,hubby/wifey korang kena pegi outstation,kerja lah!so,anda akan ditinggalkan berseorangan di rumah anda.

nonono...korang tak sedih sbb spouse korang blah,oke?instead, sebenarnye, u guys ade a secret LOVER!

woohoot!how's that?haha...this is just a game,scandalous are not encourage by me,got it!VERY!so,

selepas partner korang blah,korang pon pegi ke rumah LOVER korang kat seberang(yang biru itu,sungai!).

                                    

masa korang pegi,takde lagi assassin di situ,oke?then,bila korang dah sampai kat rumah LOVER korang,2 or 3 days after,u got a call from hubby/wifey korang...

dia cakap,   

"Hunn,i balek awal taw...lagi sejam,i sampai~"

then,mestilah korang bergegas-gegas nak balik kan?(takot kantoi~)

okay,here comes the problems...

masa korang nak ikot bridge/titi tuh,tetiba pulak ada assassin kat atas uh....agak-agak lah,kalau betol la ada pembunuh kat atas tuh,berani ke korang jalan?nampak orang gila pon lari...kan?kan!haha

then,korang pegi jumpa si pak cik boatman.dia kata,boleh kasik tumpang,tapi kena kasik 50 sen!wth??!=_=' 50sen,siket jeh tuh~ haha...masalahnya,korang tak ada duit masa tuh!!!so,korang pon pegi balik rumah LOVER korang dan mintak pinjam...but,dia kata;

"Sorry,i taknak kasi pinjam.pandai-pandai lah u~"

HAHA!panas tak???but,what to do...it's your own fault!nak tak nak,korang terpaksa melalui bridge tuh sebab korang takut kantoi dengan spouse korang.tapi,nasib anda memang malang, 

U GOT KILLED!

now,think deep....REAL deep...if this really happens to you,who would u blame?

the hubby/wifey  : sebab tak bahagiakan korang?

the lover              :sebab selfish gila nak mati?

the boatman       : 50sen pon nak kecoh!

the assassin      :sebab bunuh korang tanpa sebab?

and then,come out with a list.senaraikan mengikut urutan orang yang patot disalahkan atas your death!cepat!cepat!(urutan menurun,yeh!)

iklan jap ~

DONE???

(sukatilah nak tipu ke,it's ur lost!haha)

list yang u guys buat tadi ialah priority list (perkara yang korang letak sebagai keutamaan anda)!

TOP 4 of your priorities!
lalala~

here's the meaning;

if u blame;

hubby/wifey :: LOVE/CINTA

lover             :: LUST/NAFSU

boatman      :: MONEY/DUIT

assassin      :: LIFE/KEHIDUPAN

p/s:kebenaran tak dijamin,tapi bg aku,mcm betol!haha