Cliche'

Is there any paper stuck behind my head

saying ;

"TAKE ME FOR GRANTED?"

no?yes?*sigh*

but then,again...

i know where i stand...

i thot by being nice to others,

they will treat u almost the same.

at least CLOSE.

*long silence*

but,

sheet!

i'm hating the fact tat i always be the one who'd listen to u,

the one who always making u laugh like crazyyy,

brightened up your day,

wipe away your sorrow,

while,

i'm the one who needs to let things out,

the one who've been surrounded with tears,

one whom her day is gloomy,

and need a sunshine~

i try and smile again today,
so u will smile,
that person just constantly make u cry,
so i wanna make u smile however i can,
i'm in love by myself,
for me its so hard,i cant bear it,
but because you crying is worse to me than dying,
i smile again for u today...

i love u,because i love u,
because if u just exist, i'm happy,
though my heart aches,
i try and smile again...
like a person giving smiles,
like a person with no sadness,
today,
i try and cry silently behind your back again.  

though it's tough enough to kill me,

though it hurts like crazy,

i smile.