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Showing posts with label 2011. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 2011. Show all posts

Friday, January 21, 2011

Resurgam


It has been 3 days since the visit to Sekolah Henry Gurney. Alhamdulillah, everything went well. I know, some people will think that it is weird for me to have this obsession to visit this school. One of my friends even ask,


HAHA.So, the answer is yes. One of my wishlist ever since my mum told me that the school is build on island with big sharks swimming all around it. Eventhough it turns out that the actual school is not on island but in Malacca instead, that does not stop me at all. Not at all. It's just I always have a thing to 'the underdogs' and such~ Simple says, curiosity! Like, does those children eat people,kill people,rape, or does they even look like a human being? I mean, they were all kids,you know what I mean??


So, ini lah rupa sekolahnya from luar. Oh, peringatan, gambar is very limited since no cameras or anything yang boleh record tak dibenarkan bawa masuk,ye kawan-kawan. Okay, masa first nampak bangunan ni, memang teruja habis! Turun bas je, ini kerja kitorang.


Orang lain sibuk angkat barang,kitorang berangan menang hamper sebentar.LOL

Lepas dengar briefing segala, adrenaline memang dah pumping tahap apa dah. Nervous,takut, semua ada. Bila tengok tahap pencapaian akademik, I can say budak-budak situ taklah seteruk yang orang ramai selalu anggap. I mean, SPM 5A's? Budak sekolah biasa pun susah kot,nak dapat. Sukan, koko ? Okay, diorang ni semua human being juga, bukan Hanibal Lecter,no! Masih terngiang-ngiang kata-kata Inspektor tu;

"yang perempuan tolong hati-hati. Kat dalam tu ada pesalah seks..."
"jangan bagi contact number korang kalau budak-budak ni minta!"

Lepas breakfast yang super yummy, kitorang ramai-ramai gerak ke Dewan Parameswara, di mana 30 something penghuni lelaki plus 14 orang penghuni perempuan tengah menunggu. Masa tu, gementar tak perlu nak cakaplah,kan? Bila kitorang masuk je dalam dewan dari belakang, diorang terus bangun. Ada juga beberapa orang Inspektor dan pegawai penjara yang ada. Masa nak duduk dekat kerusi yang tersusun di sebelah budak budak ni, my hand memang totally menggeletar, seram sejuk semua ada. Bayangkan, semua budak lelaki, pakai kemeja dan seluar putih, kepala semuanya botak. Seram tak seram? Tapi, nak tak nak memang kena stay. Siapa suruh memandai sangat nak pergi,kan?

Lepas perkenalkan diri kitorang, fasi-fasi ni, aktiviti first pagi tu is senaman yang agak kelakar lah. Mula-mula muka masing-masing memang macam tak nak buat pun. Fasi pun jauh je duduk from diorang. Tapi lama kelamaan, diorang finally macam dah open. Agak lama juga lah, since lepas buat group, cheers baru diorang nak semangat.  

Sesi : Ice breaking

Masa ni, kitorang was allowed utk pilih our own group. So, I gor grip on this 5 girls group named 'Sempoi je'. I know the name is lame,but budak-budak~

Nama saya, *****, form 4, 20 tahun. Kak Fynn umur berapa?

Dang! Masa ni sumpah nak jerit, weyyy same je umur kita,tak perlu panggil kakak!HAHAHA. Umur kirog terpaksa dirahsiakan and perlu appear years older than them. So hey, Kak Fynn is 25.NICE.

Sesi: Cita-citaku

Agak ironic dan terkejut bila dengar diorang masing-masing nak jadi polis, askar and etc. Funny, they said it's impossible sebab diorang pendek. And to that, I'm SPEECHLESS! memang diorang girls nampak macam darjah 5-6 bukan tingkatan dah! And ada this chinese girl, bila ktorg tanya nanti besar nak jadi apa?

"Saya nak jaga mak saya"

and yet AGAIN aku speechless. Why did you get in here for,anyway?!

Sesi: Jambatan besi

This is like the fun-est game ever played that day! Like seriously, memang semua gelak macam haram lagi kot! Some took it seriously. And for my group,what do you expect? Aku ajar budfak-budak ni buat jambatan paling kelakar dalam dunia!hahahha

"Kak Fynn, muka merah dah!"

Sesi senaman 'Otomen'

Senaman ni memang bapak memalukan. Sebab terpaksa,aku buat kalau tak HAHAHAAHrapan lah. Tengah encore, tetiba budak Chinese tadi datang kat aku,

"Alaaa...akak nak balik dah..."

Mau tak berkolam mata aku weh!jangan risau guys, aku terrer control macho. Time balik, ada sesi bersalam and ramai jugaklah budak-budak perempuan yang menangis. Inspektor tu cakap, ni first time lah benda macam ni jadi,so agak kembang pukoq juga kami masing-masing :)

Aku ingat lagi, sorang budak ni punya speech,

"Kami nak ucap terima kasih sangat kpd abang-abang dan kakak-kakak fasi sebab sudi buat program macam ni dan tak aggap kami macam orang jahat. Terima kasih sebab bagi kami semangat lepas keluar nanti. Dan sebab hari ni memang best!"

Okay,ayat tu memang aku karang sendiri.Bapak la nak ingat,tapi point dia adalah sikit sebanyak. Terharu kami semua,tak terkata.Terkedu. Ada seorang budak group aku ni, siap kasi aku kata-kata semangat lagi,

'Orang yang kuat bukan lah orang yang selalu menang, tetapi seorang yang bisa bangkit selepas dia jatuh' 




Simple says, kitorang melawat Henry Gurney untuk tolong mereka, ajar mereka, tunjuk mana hala tuju tapi honestly aku rasa, mereka yang banyak mengajar kami semua.

Resurgam(moto Sekolah Henry Gurney) : I WILL RISE

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Twenty, today.


Dear Fynn,

Happy bornday. Do not grow up and stay a freak. Don't be so hard on yourself, but do always reach beyond the infinite. Know that, in everything you do, I will always got your back. And I really love you :)

Yours truly.

Two times ten.

I've decided not to acknowledge 19 January since I was nineteen.
Ironic?maybe.

Why?

I just don't see the point of celebrating.
What's there to be happy about?
I'm not even sure if I'm happy.
I don't even know why it doesn't feels as it was 10 years ago.
And I personally don't find having 588 peoples write on my facebook wall once in a year is rather fascinating.


I really think birthday is an excuse.  
If they care enough for me to wish me well,
they have like 365 days a year.

I'm such a bitter person,I know.
but I don't bite the wishers, I thank them anyhow.
Well,at least the politeness is still around nowadays, right, people?

DEAL WITH IT
p.s. Fynn,your such an ass.

Friday, December 31, 2010

My 2011 resolutions!

Oh don't get me wrong, dear hardcores of whatever in between, I'm a muslim yes,I know what awal Muharram is, but I also acknowledge new year. Bukan by clubbing till dawn, countdown at metal's group concert, or keluar date (konon romantic) on new year's eve. Not like that. But I enjoy fireworks,though. Afterall, I'm a teenage girl regardless of the fact that I'm getting into 20's soon (dammit),right people?All I'm saying is that, I don't see no wrong in going around telling people 'Happy New Year'!


Throughout 2010, I've been through lots of shits, craps and pricks. It's real world,who's to blame,kan? BUT, I can't believe it I'm saying this. BUT,those are the things that made me into me. Simple say, 2010 sucks to the fullest. Maybe this is a wishful thinking but I'm hoping for a better 2011.So hey, be nice.

# 1 Internet less.Study more


I don't know how on earth does I'm gonna nail this,but I did put this as priority no. 1 though.LOL

#2 There will be more days on which I don't give a fuck.

Tudung looks like shit?

Assignments still to do?

Bitches trying to make me mad?

Friends start giving me their new drama?

Some jerkass trying to tell me that I'm accomplishing nothing and should get a life?


#3 Ending 2011 single.

I did it this year,and I can do it again. Yes, there will be plenty of meaningless crushes that gonna seems like the one, but they are crushes, meaningless and temporary.

#4 I will start to look on the brighter side of things
#5 I won't hate myself for the imperfections

#6 I won't slack off in class...maybe just a little
#7 I'll appreciate my parents more
#8 Cry less.I'm 20

#9 I won't get butt-hurt over silly things


But, most importantly,

#10 I'll let go of the past

Oh,lupe,
"Have a great 2011"