First day,second job.

Stalkers,you don't wanna miss this.

I'm so effing tired right now that I even failed to type the F bomb properly.Jyeahh. It's almost 3a.m.
still tomorrow it's gonna be my second day.Together with Jiha,my best bud.
You know what, I'm not gonna whine about how tiresome my job is, no I won't even let you know how many damn hours I have to stand on this weak legs of mine. I believe you guys had enough of all those cliche I-got-the-damn-job-under-control-though-I-my-life's-on-the-line-on-my-first-day-as-a-tempt. Neowww,I won't.

Just fyi, yet again, I'm doing the salesgirl thingy so proudly. The payroll is not much. But it's sure is enough,yep. The job is torturing the hell out of my life. And I'm still going tomorrow. One, because I've been put under the 'Men's Department'. I was like 'bleugh' at first but little that I know, I'll be handling the heaven side of the store.

*slutty evil laugh*

I loved being a salesgirl. It made me feel that I'm somehow matter, that people appreciate me for my helps, my attention, my sacrifices and such. I'm so feelingless right now that it is real hard to describe.shit. I've been writing a one whole paragraph back then.shesssh.maybe later.

I'm gonna drive a stick tomorrow. God save me @_@'


Readers,do me a favor now will you?If you like my post but won't click the like button, that's okay. Even if you comment behind my back but never leave a single written comment, I can live with that. You don't even want to follow me via fb, it's alright. But screw the 'i write to express' shit. I write so you might wanna help out this lousy writer by clicking my nuffnang's iklan once in while,you know~ Not that I'm shamelessly asking you to but hey, I didn't set those up just for a stare subject. Ah, offence not taken,right? :)

The Hate Book

Due to some new nemesis, I'm going to reincarnate my Hate Book,the augustest!

I used to be such a bitch, and for a while, I thought I should stop,be a little bit human but turns out having this couple of nemesis being hit by a truck or sometimes being raped by a shark in my mind just won't do.just won't,I'm afraid.

One more thing, it really does sucks being the good guy. You just sit there, sakit hati and rasa macam nak cry my heart out because of anger bila kena buli by the so called inferiors. Seriously, good people, WHY! It feels much better to stand up to them, tak payah jaga hati, jaga reputasi, afraid of what other may judge you,urgh for crying out loud, forget it.

Why the sudden, Fynn?

#1 I'm no longer below 18,so if people get kill, I have death penalty waiting.

#2 I don't seems to have friends around me anymore to listen.

#3 Because crying isn't my thing.

#4 Curiosity kills the cats.and sometimes,humankind.

#5 I just had so many assholes to hate.

#6 I have to walk this world alone.

What will be in the hate book? HAHA. that's the point of the book. So, watch out guys. Whenever you saw me scribbling something now, onward, be worry :)

I'm not insulting you. I'm just describing you

p.s. hate me much?that's your fucking problem.Look at all the fuck, I'm giving~

My 2011 resolutions!

Oh don't get me wrong, dear hardcores of whatever in between, I'm a muslim yes,I know what awal Muharram is, but I also acknowledge new year. Bukan by clubbing till dawn, countdown at metal's group concert, or keluar date (konon romantic) on new year's eve. Not like that. But I enjoy fireworks,though. Afterall, I'm a teenage girl regardless of the fact that I'm getting into 20's soon (dammit),right people?All I'm saying is that, I don't see no wrong in going around telling people 'Happy New Year'!

Throughout 2010, I've been through lots of shits, craps and pricks. It's real world,who's to blame,kan? BUT, I can't believe it I'm saying this. BUT,those are the things that made me into me. Simple say, 2010 sucks to the fullest. Maybe this is a wishful thinking but I'm hoping for a better 2011.So hey, be nice.

# 1 Internet less.Study more

I don't know how on earth does I'm gonna nail this,but I did put this as priority no. 1 though.LOL

#2 There will be more days on which I don't give a fuck.

Tudung looks like shit?

Assignments still to do?

Bitches trying to make me mad?

Friends start giving me their new drama?

Some jerkass trying to tell me that I'm accomplishing nothing and should get a life?

#3 Ending 2011 single.

I did it this year,and I can do it again. Yes, there will be plenty of meaningless crushes that gonna seems like the one, but they are crushes, meaningless and temporary.

#4 I will start to look on the brighter side of things

#5 I won't hate myself for the imperfections

#6 I won't slack off in class...maybe just a little

#7 I'll appreciate my parents more

#8 Cry less.I'm 20

#9 I won't get butt-hurt over silly things

But, most importantly,

#10 I'll let go of the past

Oh,lupe,

"Have a great 2011"

Banyak lagi perlu kita belajar.

"Kau tahu cara kau lansung tak islamic"

"Nak jadi peguam syariah,kau kata? HA-HA"

"Ni mcam aku baru ada gaya,kau mimpi~"

Stereotype yang alah bisa tegar biasa bagi aku.

Pertama kali dengar,makan dalam,betul.

Dua tiga kali dengar, 

aku senyum saja.

Diam dan dengar lagi.

Aku perhati,

Mereka mengkritik, mencerca golongan free hair,

yang pakai tudung tak betul.

Kebanyakan perempuan lah.

Betul lah tu,sebab nanti ramai ahli neraka ;

perempuan.

Pelik,

Yelah,pengetahuan agama aku tak lah sedalam mana.

Tapi seingat aku perbuatan mengumpat itu juga dosa.

Kenapa diri sendiri mereka tak cerca?

Kenapa tak tegur depan depan,

kenapa mesti mengata di belakang?

Aku senyum,

diam dan dengar lagi.

"Dia tu hari hari keluar dating"

"Confirm buat maksiat"

"Dah la mencarut tak kena gaya"

"Jangan haraplah nak masuk syurga"

Aku nak senyum tapi,

pahit terasa.

Dalam hati aku tertanya,

Jika terkhilaf memang pasti neraka kah nanti?

Jika sekarang ini aku jahat neraka kah nanti?

Yang dikutuk itu,

pasti neraka kah nanti?

Aku pelik,

bagaimana mereka ini begitu pasti.

dalam sangat kah ilmu mereka ini?

Sampai dapat melihat ke depan.

Neraka atau syurga tempatnya nanti.

Mereka ini,dulu ustazah tidak pernah cerita kah?

Tentang kisah dua beradik.

Yang jahat dan yang ulama.

Yang ajalnya usai setelah niat masing masing tergerak.

Tak belajar kah mereka tentang dosa umpatan dan fitnah?

Tak tahu kah mereka jenis jenis riak?

Jadi kenapa kau membisu,Fynn?

*giggles*

Aku siapa,nak jadi peguam syariah pun tak layak,bukan?

Aku ambil dua pengajaran kisah ini;

Satu, jangan kau pandang jelik orang lain,kerana amal ibadatnya bukan pada pengetahuan kau.

Dua; jangan kau riak takbur memikirkan diri kau sudah lebih bagus dari yang lain.

Aku tak beli sandiwara tepi jalan.

Kalau kau fikir kau bisa kiri kanan main drama,

kau betul.

tapi kalau kau fikir aku tonton drama kau macam filem 5 bintang,

kau silap,sayang.

bila namapun cerekarama,

aku harap kau tak mengharap akan kebenaran.

kenapa kau tanya aku?

orang tak bikin filem tentang realiti,orang cipta fantasi.

Jadi,bila kau buat aku sebagai watak pipih dalam kisah dunia pari pari kau ini,

skrip nya,aku yang tulis.

mungkin depan kamera kau lah teraju utama,

bangga menghayun langkah di apit dua si polan,

walhal aku yang di tanah,

merangkak rangkak,

kononnya terima balasan.

tapi bila waktu siaran tamat,

kau lupakan,apa yang jadi?

atau kau lupa skrip?

aku bikin kisah yang ada kitaran,

yang ada nyawa,

yang ada turun naik,

jatuh bangkit.

bukan mendatar dan cliche.

Perlu aku jerit 'cut' untuk kau,sayang?

Jealousy boleh membunuh!

but in my case,

buat aku ketawa terguling-guling!

HAHA

Nak tahu kenapa?

Meh nak cerita,pendek je,jangan risau.

Tadi aku stalk FB Mr Curly kesayangan...

*kening kening*

and aku nampak dia ada write on this girl wall.

urghhh.

YES.berapi rapi aku nampak weh.jealous nak mati,FYI!

siapakah perempuan ini?so aku kelik.

Kau tahu apa mr curly tulis?

"Fuhhh,ayunye~~~lame tak jumpe^^"

And i was like;

WHAT THE HECK!

Hati siapa tak panas,bang.
Okay,honestly masa tu terus aku fikir;

Bongek punya mr curly!punya lah tak setia,gatal pulak tuh.pffttt

Nak give up and cari org baru!huhhh

Then,makin lama aku tenung perempuan ni(selain drpd rasa nak bakar je) aku rasa macam ada something wrong somewhere.

Okay,tak sanggup nak upload and tunjuk kat korg~~~

Nanti tak pasal aku kena sue!

Then aku tengok page dia,and aku nampak ini:

itu dia,Fynn....

Lesson learnt.Tak larat nak gelak guling guling dah ni.
Korang pun,jangan nak cemburu buta ye,nanti malu sendiri macam aku.
Yet another side of mr curly yang adorkable!
I love synical.

Oh!oh!Berminat dengan fan page tersebut?
Sini kelik : TakSalahAsalkanTakUbahFitrah,syggg

Come,eat some heart.

atau dalam bahasa Melayu nya; 

KAU MAKAN HATI TAK?

Degree,literally means GOODBYE to life.

This is no joke.

This morning i had this session with the Dean, Lecturers and those MPPs from law faculty. How was it?

Phewwwww!

Sigh

*deep breath*

OMG! Everyone was like trying to scare the hell out of us!

With the THS and everything.

Talking about how bumpy the journey's going to be,

telling us DIRECTLY in the face how tough is it,

that only few,REAL few would succeed to take it to next stage,

which is LLB.

Three years,guys.three damn years i have to forgone all the 'lagho' thingy for the sake of the unseen yet blurry future....Thanks to the seniors for such a great session, though it was a bit boring but hey! i LOVEEEE the joking side of you guys!haha.(p.s. i know u guys read this!HAHA)

Well,we all need some humors to go along. ;D

i was shaking through out the day not only because of the north-pole-made-of-air conditioner which situated directly above my head, but the hidden message which is supposed to be hidden but everyone was going around whispering it out loud!HAHA.it's a wake up call,i shall say,kan? Muka masing-masing sumpah kecut! Yayyy us!That shows, courage okayyy :)

i can just hope that this is not only a flash in a pan caue i need this like real badddd!

Oh!oh! Did i mention i got a room of 2 people?Spooky isn't it?

Class arrangement worked with me. I guess lucky me for being special case,kan?HAHAHA

and yes, kemahiran insaniah thingy! I HATE being an experiment!!!

Say, WELCOME to Merbok's students and those abang tentera too!

Gambatte for BLS!

I hate my life!

When i say i hate my life,

I fucking mean it!

Sayang,karma jangan buat main ayy!

Okay,now now,macam mana nak start ay? Ay,today aku terjangkit ascent pirates sikit. But nevermind, sebab Johnny Depp is one hot hook-less pirate ever!

*gulp*

ahh!Kapten Jack berhenti distracting me lahh!

1...

2...

...

ahhh!susah macam ni!tarik nafas, Fynn!!!

Okayy,now dah a bit stable sebentar.HAHA

berbalik kepada KARMA. Ouh, ya! Dalam ucapan alu-aluan aku ada mention benda ni kan?Anyone yang tak pernah tahu karma tu apa???

Karma tu,senang cakap; 

bila kita buat something bad pada orang one day, orang lain pulak yang akan buat lebih kurang pada kita.

Macam mana? takut tak?takut tak?Ada sesiapa nak minta maaf awal pada aku kah? HAHA.joking! kenapa muka cuak bhai??? Some people tak percaya akan karma, mungkin sebab tu lah diorang berani dengan selamba yayai buar dajal kat orang kan? To those yang percaya pulak, diorang akan sabar buat cool je bila kena bahan dengan orang lain sebab diorang tahu, one day, your on top but the next day you're at the bottom. Masa tu dengan bangga gila aku akan cakap, 

Padan la muka kau, bukan aku tak warning dulu kan? Kau yang mengada sangat nak kejar jantan-separa tu sampai sanggup disrespect aku yakni ex-senior kau, kaum sejantina kau and menyumbang ke arah "CHEAT" among men!

Sumpah, i'd rather lie tapi kegembiraan aku tak dapat diselindung lagi.HAHA. this is what happen bila Fynn jadi evil. Aku rasa puas bila kau kena rasa apa yang aku perlu rasa dulu. Like i said, KARMA babeh.

mari meng-cool kan diri sebentar! 

Oh My Wolverine! 

Dulu, alahai... punyalah defend balak kau kan? Sanggup gila subahat, sanggup couple even kau tahu mamat-separa tu bf(aku muntah hijau bila ingat balik) aku kan? Aku respect la sebab kau still percaya cinta sejati walaupun it was so centuries ago, tapi mamat yang kau sayang sangat tu,PLAYBOY,sayang :)

Nah,now dah terbukti kan?

Wahai mahlok-mahlok yang baca post ni,PLEASE! don't make any stupid assumption and make yourself look even more worse dan dengan gegeh nak merepot bergossip sana sini,okay? salah orang kang,malu... Cukup-cukup la jaja kisah orang, main tikam belakang ayy,kawan? Sorang dah kena penangan karma, em let's see...prime suspect belum, konco-konco, soon...!

OH MY GOD!

isn't life is sweet?

Otak saya pusing,sila simpati.

These passing days i had a total out of da world punya blast!

thanks muchos to friends yang sanggup datang jauh konon alasan nak ambil sijil SPM kat sekolah and end up buat kerja lagho and memalukan diri at most of the public places macam kedai makan, Perlis's silly mall, bowling center and even dalam bilik guru. Even dapat dengar tazkirah free dari ustazah, jumpa Pak Ya terchenta, dan terpaksa kejar cikgu yang lari from kitorang sebab Chalida Bunthan free hair, it was worth it sebab aku dapat jumpa Cikgu Ku kesayangan aku which is my forever heartthrob , Cikgu Saiful yang semakin hansome,kacak bergaya,dengan loghat kelantan dan semakin slim (oh boy!oh boy!) dan Cikgu Amir yang panggil kita artissss!

Awwwwww @_@

You know, i think the rumor about me being partially insane and hallucination is coming true.

Seriously, it's either aku kena black magic or it's the over-functioning adrenaline.    

Why?Kenapa?

1. Just everytime i drive aku rasa macam i've hit someone and drag his/her body dengan my car.
2. I think,nahhh.I knew ada orang is spying on me.Well,i'm not quite sure if it is even a human being~
3. I've been having weird dreams lately! and now, i CANNOT remember it.shessshh
4. Why is it the fact that Adam Lambert is gay bothering me too much???!
5. Ada banyak perasaan bercampur baur at once?
6. Some said i've gained 1000pounds!
7. Some said i'm turning skinny!
8. I feels like going to Israel and self-bombing. Fynnn!!!
9. I'm having weirdos and freaks in form of stray cats hanging out my lawn at midnight!
10. I have to write this post.  

Hadirin hadirat sekalian, sila judge sendiri,ye?

Please inform saya if any of those symptoms are worrying.

Anyone yang ada explaination,please do so A.S.A.P. with more S.S.S!

Saya nak sound orang di penghujung entri ini!

Ya,memang aku tersangat lah rasa nak menyinga dan bagai sekarang ni.But,tunggu dulu, kita tulis entri tak berfaedah dulu kejap.

Allright, sedar tak sedar, AF8 sudah pun melabuhkan tirainya..

Yippie!!!

Yabedabeduuuu!

Like seriously, masih adakah manusia yang jadi peminat setia show ni sampai sekarang? 

Nampak gayanya,adalah...sebab kalau tak, takkan aired,kan?

Anyway, Congrates lah kepada Shahir dan lain-lain yeh ;]

Kalaulah ada lagi AF lepas ni,sumpa aku tak tahu nak cakap apa~

Now that Adamaya dah habis, penggantinya adalah:

Benci Bilang Cinta!

Sape tengok angkat tangan cepat!yeehaaa

best bukan?Marshanda and Baim sangat cute!

Walaupun storyline agak sama dengan Princess Hour, but who cares?haha

Bila tengok cerita ni, teringat pulak masa bercinta dolu-dolu.

Huh?Fynn pernah bercinta kah?

Tetttttt!

Silalah tengok drama ni sementara tunggu Nenek Kebaya taw!

Nenek kebaya ni dulu agak best dan boleh laa layan....Now dah makin melarat dan makin mengarut dah! Alah, cerita/filem/drama Melayu memang macam tu kot~ Bukan semualah,but mostly! First-first boleh tahan lagi,makin lama,alahai...no comment di situ (:

Dah tiba masa untuk aku marah kah?
Hurm...jap!
Aku gila nak buat entri pasal playboy ni!
Asyik tak dapat idea je.Memang pakai puaka ke apa diaorang ni?
Tunggu kau,buaya daratan sekalian!Muahaha

Oyeah!masa untuk aku menjadi marah!

Grrr!First, aku gila geram sebab ramai gila mahlok tuhan sangatlah discourage aku from attending law school di UIA! Mostly menakut-nakutkan aku dengan bahasa Arab! What the hell? Adoy...

Fynn, kaw tahu kan, kat UIA ko kena lulus Arab?

Ko ada basic bahasa Arab kah Fynn?

Those question obviously weighing me down,down,down,down!

Aku sumpah tak marah korang dow...tapi, aku just kesal lah. kenapa mesti anda semua pandang negative sangat the whole arabic thingy? kenapa mesti rasa tak boleh buatlah, tak boleh tu lah,tak boleh ni lah. Takut sangat, kenapa?Bukan aku nak over confident,taw...Tapi like i said, dulu pernah sorang Pak Cik ni cakap kat aku, "Jangan takut benda yang belum datang!" Semua kejadah tu kita dengar orang cakap je,bukan? Mana tahu, masuk UIA nanti lain jadinya?

Anyway, yang membuatkan aku benar-benar hangin ni ialah penghinaan terhadap Islam yang makin melampau lately. Tadi masa online,aku ada nampak statement ni ;

When u attack Black people,they call it racism. When u attack Jewish people, they call it anti-semitism.When u attack women, they call it sexism. When u attack homosexuality,they call it intolerance. When u attack a Country,they call it treason.When u attack a religious sect, they call it hate..But when they attack the Prophet Mohammed, they call it freedom of speech!! (make it your status if you care)

betul tak?maybe korang tak perasan,tapi ini lah kenyataan.
bongek betul mahlok tak mengenang budi!
Orang tak kacau dia,sibuk cari pasal!
Banyak lah kau!
Just wait and see...

Sekian,thank you teramat sebab sudi mengambil berat :)

Pernah dengar kisah Bloody Mary?

INTENSE WARNING!

Never read this if u can't get a hold of yourself while looking in a mirror.

Jangan baca sekiranya anda gagal menahan diri ketika melihat cermin.

Okay,i'm serious taw!come to think of it, my first time dengar pasal Bloody Mary (BM) is when i was in high school. Of course,in a very famous game ; Truth or Dare.Pernah main tak? try it. FUN!!!

haha.okay,back to BM. Kawan aku,let's name here Lily? She chose DARE,so my other friend, told her to go the bathroom, tutup lampu,make it dark lah kan.then,bring a lighted candle and while looking into the mirror say;

BLOODY MARY

three times.

i was in awe,terkejut and pelik.mostly sangat aneh lah,what's the point of doing that kan? tak fun lah dare tu. tapi Lily memang dah pucat habis,terus tak nak main.pfffttt...kenapa? well, then that night aku dapat lecture free pasal Bloody Mary.LOL 

well,ni sort of mitos,kisah dongeng or legend from the west la.tak sure whether Malaysia owns our own BM  or tak.HAHA.okay, orang cakap, kalau u did the very same thing like my other friend told Lily to do tu, mungkin,i said MUNGKIN, a girl named Mary akan muncul from the mirror and kill

  YOU!

yes,YOU!in a very terrifying ways.tapi,bagi anyone yang pernah tengok Supernatural, Bloody Mary bunuh orang by korek eyeballs.uhhhuuu...

and i was like,

"ou,that's why.tido jom,end the game lah."

tapi,sebenarnya,there's conformity in this Bloody thing,banyak version and banyak cara.

it was once said kalau ladies nak tengok muka bakal suami, nak tengok future or marriage, we have to walk backward of stairs,pegang candle,into a dark chamber.other hand pegang hand mirror.then,we might be able to see muka future husband!like a glimpse cam tu je...but,if kita nampak tengkorak,a skull,meaning

kita akan mati before kahwin.

and, ada various way nak seru Bloody Mary tu,

1. Like i told u,lah~
2. say "Blueberry Baby (3x),i have killed your baby"
3. Candyman (3x)
4. Do it while flushing the toilet 3x

why blueberry baby?sebab anak BM,named BLUE.

Candyman?nickname for her husband.

okay,sejauh mana kebenaran Bloody Mary ni,no one could tell. 

Berani ke?Cubalah.but never blame me if anything happen ;]

p.s. BloodyMary is also a name for a drink ^^

.i wud prefer tat,what say u?

Hows my poker face?

U know guys,sometimes in life we have to pretend to be somebody else in order to fit in with others.

and,guess what?

it SUCKS!SUCKS!and SUCKS!!!

uhh...seriously,sampai bila do i have to put up this fat juicy yet FAKE smile??!as much as i like to be nice to everyone,i do have my very own agenda and a LIFE rather than to please others je.FYI,i really hate those people who take friends for granted.as long as i satisfied your needs,i'm in?what the F with that?ouh,please!don't act as if the world is yours la babe~rimas!rimas!!!

one more thing,stop disturbing my life la EX!you are totally the past and there is where u ought to stay!even just to think of u as my friend makes me wanna puke!haha.that bad,huh?u tell me.stop being sweet and flirty bcus to me,its nothing but lame,irritating,and the most of it, PATHETIC!in case u haven't notice yet,i'm so over u like....let me see,a millions decades ago?!

i really hope that i made it CLEAR this time around to both of u~

haihhhh...tsukareta! =_='

Top 10 reasons kenapa aku MASIH menjanda!

Har-low.hopefully tajok kali nih cukup hawtt kot?super thanks to my lame semester break and friends who keep on wondering WHY.i dont know why,but i seems to shine like a celeb around my fellas since graduation(high school).its sucks to be a drama queen,though~whatever.wey...STOP spreading news already,buleyh?tahu je korang i was playing my ex la...turning bi laa...what else?pelik taw!ok,sebab aku dah boleh accept such a popularity without reasons nih,i decided to go with the flow.here,i'm revealing the top 10 reasons of why i'm still single~

*drum roll*

Reason # 10 :: Orang cakap, "Fynn,you are too CHOOSY!"

on my defence :sebab i want the best for me and bukan lelaki longkang yang anggap aku sim kad prepaid.boleh ada banyak dan tukar-tukar.

Dulu, masa aku kerja part time, there was this one guy,a cleaner to be exact, stalking on me!siap warning aku sebab tak layan dye!SICKO~that surely is CREEPY!and,u still blame me for being choosy?how about,lepas tuh, konon ader mamat sales-man kat situ datang kat aku & meluahkan segala isi hati, perut dan perasaan dia kat aku.GILA!aku choosy bersebab,and aku ader how-u-

wanna-be-my-boy list oke?

1-berIMAN.tak alem pon takpe.asal tak spoiled!

2-must be pandai drpd aku,at least, AMBITIOUS!

3-LOOKS,number 2.but,kemas sudey cukop~

4-kekayaan.MESTI!budi bahasa.harta tuh,boleyh jugak^^

5-FAITHFUL.well-described.

Reason #9 :: too DREAMY~

on my defences : planning.yeah,thats the words!

yes...aku nak TOP;Big Bang,u have a problem with that??!

Reason #8 :: My relationship won't last lahhh!

Seriously,WHY??! setiap kali bila aku start sayang pada certain boy tuh, sooner or later, i'll found out yang he's cheating on me.or else,the boyfie akan bertukar menjadi sangat tak matang!bertukar menjadi orang lain.bodoh.lelaki memang tak matured.believe it or not,my

longest relationship hanya bertahan less than six damn month.GREAT.now you are talking to me about getting new one,huhhh?

Reason #7 :: I'm waiting for Mr.Right to pops out~

Aku malas nak pegi agency cari jodoh macam korang.malas nak berkenal-kenalan nih. bercampur gaul lagilah... Flirt? bosan lahhh... let's wait and see,shall we?percaya,jodoh dah tertulis di Luh Mahfuz tuh...oke,kawan-kawan?

Reason #6 :: There's something wrong with FYNNA.

haha.no,this is not ORPHAN.there's something wrong with me,there truly is.mungkin a bit paranoid and skeptic?terhadap lelaki?i say,why not...aku dah tengok dan rasa sendiri macam mana insan bernama lelaki tu merosakkan diri aku,kawan-kawan aku,family aku dan masa depan aku.susah la weyyy aku nak percayakan lelaki lagi~

and,,,penampilan kot?yelah...aku kan dah maken gemokkk.tak cute macam dulu lagi...dah tak boleh jadi diri aku lagi sekarang.haila~haila~ ader aku kesah?lol

Reason #5 :: MOST boys are being asshole :)

poligami di mana-mana.setiap hari aku dengar pompan kena tipu dengan boyfriends...lelaki-lelaki kat dunia nih sedang menambah koleksi aweks-aweks mereka.semua nak kahwen lagi satu,semua nak girlfriend ramai...GREAT!these days,boys don't fall for your personality anymore. they are just looking at your tits and your butt,deary :)

guys,don't blame girls for looking up at your abs and ass!woohoot!

Reason #4 :: I'm turning bisexual! WOW~

no further inquiry,please...joking!joking! no lah.i think having girlfriends is wayyy wayyy wayyyy better than having a bf.well,BFF is always better,kan?i have lots of girlfriends to do what a bf should be doing to me.except for whispering love words into my ears.wait,why not? *smirk*

Reason #3 :: kau DESPERATE, aku TIDAK!

buat masa ni,my heart is totally E.M.P.T.Y. em,u can say that,i'm a HEARTLESS womannn.. ;D

except for TOP la,of course.serious,jelesh tgk happy couple sumer,tp takkan nak main redah je grab somebody and pretend to be happy,kan?maybe,maser buat degree nanti :P

Reason #2 :: HATI aku tengah di renovate semula.

i was hurt so bad in the past and are terrified of being hurt again.So,im afraid of falling in love again.

Reason #1 :: Jatuh cinta boleh tunggu c:

study dulu laa weyyy. sekarang,maser tak sesuai...biar at least aku nampak arah tuju hidop nih dulu...bagi dapat dean list ker aper...exception kepada mana-mana billionaire tuh,besok pown takpe

p/s:lepas nih,jgn tnyer lg dah.no more gossips,please!