too tired,literally(maybe)

this gonna be BORING.dont read

haha.i dont know,why on earth am i telling u all this but,bare with me.i am just too dayyyym tired.penat!letih,dow!this one whole week sgt torturing!i've been stuffing myself with foods(which i consider as a bad thing) as my tummy is getting BIGGER by days.*sigh*mr choy,in time, i'll become a real Santa.ouh,great!i did have a diet plan,and as what happened in the past,i always end up saying"manusia hny merancang,tuhan yg menetukan"LAME,i know!but,nafsu MAKAN aku kuat dow!i can eat a whole cheese cake in less than five minutes! O_O SERIOUSLY.so,dont bring me to secret recipe no more,buddies.gosh!im getting FAT!i dont want tooo!no!no!lipo?why dont u tell me to kill myself instead of doing that stupid thing???!i dont have trust in doctors,okay?if lawyers are lier,then doctors are MURDERERS.hasty,generalization?wtv.so,i was thinking about how to lose weight within this two weeks and i came out with no solution.amazingly,kan? ;p i always be the kind of girl with solution in her head.but in this case,i turn out to be on a dead end~so guys,jgn kedekot boleyh x?gimme tips!!!

well,penat,gemok.doesn't make sense AT ALL,kan?haha.act.,i was going to talk about the seminar which i have to attend for this weekend.mad?DO YOU REALLY HAVE TO ASK??!attending this program,means that i will lose my precious weekend!the time that i need to SLEEP,EAT and BREATHE!plus,BEL's assignments are killing me inside and out.*_* how do they expect us to cope with these...im about to lose my ultimate INSANITY.sooner or later.

and,aku sgt penat to see people who used to gimme some sort of advice bout this and that,and now they are doing the OPPOSITE.how nice is that?i just feel like giving them a slap in the face.come on,wake up!aper kaw tipu aku slame nihh??yihhhh....now that i look stupid to follow their way of looking at things,they leave me all ALONE.huhhh.which side is true???aku penat men-figure it out.maybe i should turn to the original me.MAYBE,fullstop.

and,the thing about reunion thingy.i hate it!face it.stop informing me this and that about it.not that i can go.and,not that u even care if i don't.i thought i did inform this one person about why am i not going like totally OUT LOUD.but then,i keep receiving invitation.which in ur view would mean politeness and kindness.well,exclude me.de facto is, it get me some sort of SAKET HATI,taw kan?or,heartache?not literally,larh.i thought by telling this one person, u guys will stop 'torturing' me by the feeling of jealousy.but u guys keep on texting,calling and messaging me like u guys didn't contact each other and mention anything about me not going!n siap mention my institution's name as if there are others here BUT me.haha.funny,guys.weird it doesn't excite me,(again) AT ALL.suka hati korang lah.not that we're close like sisters pown,i suppose.(no offense)

last but not least(poyo,aku taw!),i was thinking to make some renovation on this site.like A LOT.i kept myself wondering all this while,why on earth does i have this pink background on MY site?and,surprisingly,i done NOTHING.aneh.and,it looks like a school kid's blog,doesn't it?ADMIT it lar.so,i was thinking to go back to my original colour that is BLACK.now,bold your eyes.no funky and childish lagi.im going to turn it to boring so that no one will read mine.unless professionals.and,for u stalkers out there.poyolah korang.why on earth must u open my site and leave like as if it a pavement for u to pijak-pijak?for that,i was thinking to make it a private one.sooner or later.i dont welcome stalker aka loser :)

p/s:kepada yg rase i know ur stupid secret,just get outta my face.u one fat lier XD

tag....ZHET!

thanx for tagging me,babe.it shows that u still remember me;p p/s:ika,ur tag lmbt sket,eh.sorry,cus lappy xleyh bluetooth picca...

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
already did.lol~u better ready to receive my voodoo spell!

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
equality among all... :)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
u know whu~

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-shopping

-till

-i

-drop!

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nope.i dont trust bestfriend.they're our worst enemy!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved,of course...it has been a long time...

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i'll wait forever.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
that why im not getting my hand into this love thing anymore!

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
my ex!in a film called manEATER! ;p

10. What takes you down the fastest?
i wont tell ^^

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
im still blurr...

12. What’s your fear?
BLOOD! and boys!

13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Zhet?haha.worth friends with :)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and reach.if i choose to marry,he'll leave me somehoe..*sigh*

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up
sleep back again *winks*

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
em,i've STOP giving out,okies.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who is willing to let me go for another..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
NO.it isn't ALL about u!its involving my life,my heart and my FEELING!

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
relationship.but i wanted to stay SINGLE.

20.List 5 people to tag

everyone seems busy now...so,if ur name is on my page or u happen to read this,its up to u,okies?:)

N,u tagged me!tengss^^

Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions until you write the names of the 5 people.No cheating please!
Reminder : Don't read ahead unless you fill above names first!

#1 :: Legolas
#2 :: Sue
#3 :: Aril
#4 :: Iena
#5 :: Anati

Question 1 : How do you meet 1?
::: dekat skewl,ouh!tym form 4..ngeee~
Question 2 : On the Scale of 1 - 10, how you rate your relationship with no 1?
::: 9!haha...one more to go^^
Question 3 : How long have you known 4?
::: em,three years?kn,iena?
Question 4 : How do you know number 3?
::: sbb dye masok af7!awokkk!
Question 5 : Where 5?
::: stay dkt sp,dowh...
Question 6 : A Fact about number 1?
::: DOB~2 march 1991
Question 7 : Who is no 4 going out with?
::: single kembali(: geng sayerr!
Question 8 : What does no 1 do for living?
::: menghabiskan bogheh yo!haha
Question 9 : Would you live with number 3?
::: i wish!
Question 10 : What do you like about no 2?
::: seems lyk everything...

Question 11 : Do you miss number 5?
::: kinda!she my cuzzy,ouh!agaga^^
Question 12 : Would you make out with number 4?
::: erkk?!i am STRAIGHT!
Question 13 : What's your opinion of number 2?
::: ntah...no comment
Question 14 : What is your fav memory with number 5?
::: maser hols!!!gempaq wooo^^
Question 15 : What would you do if number 1 going out with number 2?
::: nk matiiii kah!!!!grrrr...
Question 16 : ever had a long conversation with number 5?
::: of course...tmbh2,lately nihhh..
Question 17 : have you ever slept at number 2's house?
::: never
Question 18 : Do you hang out with number 3 often?
::: in my dream!haha
Question 19 : Who do you known the longest?
::: #5 larrr...dr tecik tuhh(:
Question 20 : How often do you talk to number 1?
::: sgt selaloooo...nnt,klo x wendu^^

Question 21 : What about number 2?<>
::: sort of larr...she's my besties.
Question 22 : Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
::: im a BIG fan!

Question 23 : May be you want to go out for a date with number 5?
::: boley ajer...cuzzy!tgk wyg,jom!!!

Question 24 : Do you dream about number 2?
::: em...penah kah?tida larrr~

Question 25 : What did number 4 did to you that you never forget?
::: erkkk...nih,projek revenge samer ex!bhahaha
Question 26 : What have you done to number 1 that he/she never forget?
::: honestly,EVERYTHING!&& those letters,kn syggs?(;
Question 27 : What is number 3's hobby?
::: shuffle!hihi

taggie by missy tyrah^^

upload satu gambar kegemaran anda

Kenapa anda suke gambar ini?
kenapa eh?sebab,these are my besties.i appreciate them muchos.these are peeps yg slalu ada by my side whenever i need someone to talk to.dorg jugak yg gives me hope untok continue living.we are so like real siblings!!!by the end of the month ktorg nk pegi private reunion!yeyy..cant wait!

Bila kali terakhir mkn pizza?last tym,few days lepas result kua~~~Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar?Don’t Forget—Demi LovatoApa yg anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?dgr lagu~ymSelain nama sendiri anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?sweetheart^^

Tag lagi 6 org *soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan org yg anda tag!

1.Felly
2.Anna
3.N
4.Cikepal
5.Nurfarahliyana
6.Zhet

Siapa no 1 pada anda;
Nuw online fren yg cute(:

Org no 3 ada hubungan dgn sape?
N,eh?dunno larh,xpenah nanye…ngan saper N???

Kata sesuatu berkenaan org no 5;
~sweet
~santekk
~approachable
Bagaimana org no 4?sempoi!i lyk!^^

Siapa org no 2?
Kwn sayer jugak…((;
Bagi pesanan pd org no 6way to go gal!towards brighter future!!~_^

tag from N~~

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed? by whom?
dekat...pipiii!prince charming,boleyh? ^^
2. How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
MG!kemas rumah!du dishes!mandiii!
3. Who was the last person you take a photo with?
[wardah] dear!
4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
i am NOT((:
5. Would you donate blood?
huhh?whus blood?N?bisa..bisa! XD
6. Have you ever had a best friend who is of the oppossite sex?
penah~
7. Do you want someone dead?
y?maw kasik pinjam deathnote ker?i hev a list!haha
8. What does your last text message said?
some sort of advice to my cuzzie yg seems xder function tuh..
9. What are u thinking of right now?
food!food!i DEMAND fer food!!!
10. Do you wish someone was with you now?
Dwane Johnson!ahaha~
11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
Sayer tido pagiii!(;
12. Where did you buy the tshirt you are wearing now?
sambady kasik!adeyy
13. Is someone on your mind right now?
tade~~
14. Who was the last person who text you?
stalker!kesialan kn??mmg looser betoi!
15. Peoples tagged to do this quiz:
MUNZE!!!aku tak penah tag ko kn?*sigh
16. Who is you are having relationship with?
NONE!single,bt not available(;

17. Is no.3 is male or female?u tink???bhahah..

18. If no.2 and no.3 get together,will it be a good thing?

maner ader org dkt numbr two^^

19. What is no.1 studying about?

i believe,a prince does not study![agaga^^..loghat british,mann!]

20. Is no.3 single?

nope..aper?tgk org larr(:

21. Say something about no. 2?

aiseyyhh..pnt owh kemas2! ^^

22. What do you think of no.1 and no.3 get together?

maw kne kickk samer i kah?repot dkt wan jakgi,wardah!prince tuh aku nyer!!((:

23. Describe no.3

nihh tawan sayer tym xmatured dolu2...weee

24. What will you do if no.1 and 3 fight?

no way larr...

25. Do you like no.1?

i LOVE him!haha~

...selesai...