Who wrote this?!

You're LATE.

Aku tak perlu kawan macam kau.

Ape kes Fynn?

Hush..Shut!shut!

jangan bisinglah!this time biar aku tulis anything that i feel to.

dah lama rasanya since blog ni jadi open diary aku.

asyik blog skema dan plastic. aku rasa macam tahi.

sebab?

sebab banyak blogger bising kalau tulis blog bercirikan open diary ni.

kutuk lah,ape lah..konon aku bayar diorang masa first buat blog dulu.

then, kes panjang.pffttt..

what the heck?

blog orang pon korang nak sibuk?

siap bagi advice macam pro,sinis sial~

banyak sangat kot buku yang korang pernah tulis pasal blogging ni?

HAHA

biarlah.tak matang macam mana sekali pun,

even korang baca posts aku dan tak komen lansung pun,

terima kaseh setinggi KLCC sebab tolong up kan traffic!
 

sebenarnye,aku nak blog pasal lain tadi,korang ah nih!
*bongek Fynn!marah-marah tak tentu pasal*

 
sorry guys.
geram taw,geram!grrr


kenapa aku marah ?
pasal KAWAN lah!

frankly, aku rasa macam terhegeh-hegeh nak jaga hati perut kaw semua. gilaaa! kononnya sebab it has been more than 5 years i should tolerate whatever shit u guys put on me???

like SERIOUSLY?

bangang.
to some of you,thanks a lot sebab always be there for me and for not making me feel like as if i was the only one who's trying to make it work.

bukan buat aku rasa gila low standard from u guys,
cari aku bila perlukan,
dah tu bising pasal life aku!
belagak and acting snob out of nothing.
bodoh la sial.

lagi sorang minah ni,let's call her Pandi.

i don't know what's with her.
but out of a sudden, she start deleting me from everywhere.
senang cakap,from her life lah.
and, why on earth i once thought i've done wrong and i should seek for apology?
guess what?
thanks for the silent treatment.
and hell until now i don't know if i ever done anything wrong.
has i ever?
pfffttt...

to that Pandi:

well,we all know why Pandi,kan?

seriously? why do u think u are that important?

i don't know what is my mistake and indeed i believe i never did any to u.

well, u see...

we are not that close. we talk very rare.

and suddenly u act as if u got something against me like a total retard.

u must be proud,huh?

ouh, and if and only if lah this had gotta do with this girl from high school,

who stole your boyfie....

WTF is that got to do with me?

STOP being ridiculous and childish.

phewww...lega,ok?
sekali sekala lepas tension macam ni,best jugak.

sekian terima kaseh.

Hati kita siapa tahu...

Salam semua ;]

cehhh,skema sudahhh.

Sorry sebab dah lama tak update.ada orang kisah ke?haha.apa aku kisah...

Okay.okay...

Hari ni, cikgu nak cakap soal hati.

Seriously, above all, soal hati is the toughest lesson i've ever learn. bukan semua orang sama, so hati pun lain-lain lah. Tak mungkin kita boleh faham hati dan perasaan orang lain.Kita sedar tentang hakikat ini tapi still when others doing things that we would never do, done things differently, kita mula condemn diorang. betul tak?

Example?

Korang ingat lagi tak kisah budak sekolah yang cuba nak bunuh diri tu? The one who wanted to jump out of his school's building?nah,kalau tak baca berita :

Suicide attempt / Cubaan bunuh diri 

Lepas berita ni tersebar, macam-macam komen public. Memalukan sekolah lah...memalukan parents, bodoh lah...kan? Tapi, frankly, how many of us would really think about his suffer? The pain that he has to endure bila kawan-kawan mengejek and all? Orang yang tak pernah rasa, or should i say those yang pernah buat surething tak akan faham. Selfish.

Tapi,kalau lah the same thing happen to us? Karma,dunia ni bulat,guys :)

sekarang mungkin kita kat atas, but just like wheels, they spin,

mungkin nanti kita kat bawah pulak.

Maybe one day, kita akan stress sebab kerja, sebab boyfriend/girlfriend? atau family. Masa tu, rasa macam there's nothing else u can do,rasa macam dunia ni tak adil... 

Bila masa tu tiba, boleh ke kita berfikiran tipikal macam tadi?

Well, kalau dalam istilah psychology, self-serving bias kan?ke yang the other?

pffttt...

Salah di sisi agama?Totally. but my point is, people tak patut pandang negative whatever others do. there might be in some way, nahhh...there might be some reasoning. Instead of, menyalahkan, mencemuh dan membenci, why not memahami, membantu dan menyelami?

tak salah pun kan? 

sebab,

hati kita, siapa tahu?