Monday, June 29, 2009

Do you,BELIEVE?

One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside?

TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky.
TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER: Did you see God?
TOMMY: No.
TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He doesn't exist.

A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside?

TOMMY: Yes.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yessssss (getting tired of the questions by this time).
LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?
TOMMY: Yessssss
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher?
TOMMY: Yes
LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?
TOMMY: No
LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today in school, she must not have one!


"FOR WE WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT"

Saturday, June 27, 2009

its 51% already..

i'm not studying introduction to law as i usually did today.i woke up early which i can't recall the last time doing it on WEEKEND!!omg...im not feeling of touching or even have sight on the books anymore!im all screw up today...assignment are still in line.im still thinking whether or not to finish it.or to even got my hand on them.i haven't yet bath!!!hell yeah,i smell pretty much like estee lauder this morning.*sigh*online early in the heck of the morning.laze around daydreaming...text-ing unimportant-things.badmouthing newcomers.hahaha...
WHAT GOT INTO ME???
aku dah sewel.....................i think too much about the ipgm thinggy...&&,lepas my beloved teacher give me a call tadi,i can probably say that im going...heaven yeah,to IPGM...hopefully this is the best of my decision...aminn^^

Friday, June 26, 2009

IPGM..its HEAVY!

Im torn between two...damn!!!oh my godness...today,26 June 2009,i found out that result of institut perguruan malaysia is out!!!Syu is the one who told me about this.They have checked it through sms.Two of my classmate made it.its Don and Syu.Obviously,they are excited about the offer.i can see from their face how happy they were.Me?I did try to check it.but,twice failed application make me stop trying.Everyone is like wanting to know whether or not i got it too.Yeah,hard to admit but maybe they secretly wishes for me to go?lol...its inner voice,ok.somehow...at my room,i checked it once again,and there you go....


"RM0.20 MOE: TAHNIAH!ANDA BERJAYA.91011909****.Kursus:S012R0E0MP di IPGM KAMPUS PEND TEKNIK.Info lanjut layari http://www.moe.gov.my/"
Sh*t!its the first word to come out of my mouth.I did ask for God not to grant me the application.If im damn not interested why am i attending the interview?im blocking other oppurtunities,what?!huhhh...its my mum.She's the one who force me to go for it.As to satiesfied her,and for the sake of obeying...i agree..i only did the preparation last minute!i did the research on the night of the interview,i submitted an INCOMPLETE forms,i didn't gave my picture accordingly,i even submit certificates w/o my name on it!plus,i also failed to answer Q about cabinet in personal interview!what the heck were they thinking??!iam not a qualified TEACHER to be!!!


i know,by the time im publishing all these to the public,lots will say that im not grateful as i should be...I should have aware of the fact that thousand had applied but only few had succeed..how am i going to say that I COMPLETELY understand of the situation!its just,try being in my shoe,then only you'll shut up.its a matter of passion and future..which should i choose???my passion,eager,interest and the rest of it lies here,in law...but,a total promises future awaits in IPGM...i have of the interest on being a teacher...yet,im still considering the risk of studying law...there is not a single promise of end up being a lawyer.also,there is no guaranty of not commiting sins...plus,the unscholarship study in degree...everything compared to ipgm's offer is too much to handle.as in ipgm i will get allowance every single months!job is also secured...
these are among advices yg i dpt...

WHAT WILL BE MY CHOICE???!

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hurmmm...still hoping for clues.im going to perform the istikharah tonight.hopefully it will work.i sygg sgt nak tinggal my friends here.they are all sweet and caring..i started to love them but now it seems like i have to go.my roommates...classmates...i LOVE u guys!!!i don't want to leave...but..maybe its still early to decide.yah.hopefully.am i asking too much for hoping the same incident as USM interfere to happen again this time? T_T


"Ya Allah, saya memohonkan pilihan menurut pengetahuanMu dan memohonkan penetapan dengan kesuasaanMu juga saya memohonkan kurniaMu yang besar, sebab sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang Maha Mengetahui dan saya tidak mengetahui apa-apa. Engkau Maha Mengetahui segala yang ghaib. Ya Allah, jikalau di dalam ilmuMu bahawa urusan saya ini........baik untukku dalam agamaku, kehidupanku serta akibat urusanku, maka takdirkanlah untukku dan mudahkanlah serta berikanlah berkah kepadaku di dalamnya. Sebaliknya jikala di dalam ilmumu bahawa urusan ini buruk untukku, dalam agamaku, kehidupan serta akibat urusanku, maka jauhkanlah hal itu daripadaku dan jauhkanlah aku daripadanya serta takdirkanlah untukku yang baik-baik saja dimana saja adanya, kemudian puaskanlah hatiku dengan takdirMu itu."
p/s:help me to decide...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

homeSICK!

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urghhh!i missssss homey so damn much!i wanna go home ASAP,dowh! i noe,back then in high school i slalu kutok budak2 yg tinggal jaoh from schools cus bising homesick larr so ever!padan larr muker!dushhh...huaaaaa....now i noe how does it feel to live far away from your very own castle!your own hiding place! ;) i misss home terribly!yes,its just three weeks but i feels like three years!dulu tym dkt sytra,3months felt like three days.things are different now!!!i though when i'm far from home,i'll be more sewel,happy and own my total freedom!hell yeah,im more SEWEL,but im trapped inside my own self!grrrr...its awkward!i miss highschool too...yup,jihah is right,world gets lonely when no friends around...sobs...its not like i dont have any around here but,sometimes i tend to remember those memories which made me wanna go through high schools once again!damn it!i cant believe it im saying this,but its the fact!goshhh...im getting worst!today is 21june...there is still one damn month for me to finally fly go back HOME! yahhh,im having hiperbole shattered all over my post,but who cares?haha.

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p/s:until then....will i ever survive???sure i will...but still,i want to go home!!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

a promise :)









those are some pics of me and roomates...LATEST,ocayy!haha...we had lots of fun together :)
last weekend mmg all out punyer enjoy ar!but,now is tym to STUDY!!!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

tag....ZHET!

thanx for tagging me,babe.it shows that u still remember me;p p/s:ika,ur tag lmbt sket,eh.sorry,cus lappy xleyh bluetooth picca...
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
already did.lol~u better ready to receive my voodoo spell!
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
equality among all... :)
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
u know whu~
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-shopping
-till
-i
-drop!
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
nope.i dont trust bestfriend.they're our worst enemy!
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved,of course...it has been a long time...
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i'll wait forever.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
that why im not getting my hand into this love thing anymore!
9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
my ex!in a film called manEATER! ;p
10. What takes you down the fastest?
i wont tell ^^
11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
im still blurr...
12. What’s your fear?
BLOOD! and boys!
13.What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Zhet?haha.worth friends with :)
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and reach.if i choose to marry,he'll leave me somehoe..*sigh*
15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up
sleep back again *winks*
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
em,i've STOP giving out,okies.
17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who is willing to let me go for another..
18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
NO.it isn't ALL about u!its involving my life,my heart and my FEELING!
19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
relationship.but i wanted to stay SINGLE.
20.List 5 people to tag
everyone seems busy now...so,if ur name is on my page or u happen to read this,its up to u,okies?:)

life is FUNNY ;p

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huhhh...*rotfl*is life that funny?way....!when i say its funny,its doesn't mean that what i wanted to say its FUNNY.think critically sarcasticly..ha,u got it already?good...if not,get lost,and don't even proceed to the next reading...why funnay?huhhh...my life is,not yours.recently,my life is kind a gloomy a little bit.its not that im having a funeral or what-so-ever.its about this kptm thing.yeah,not all of u know.huhhh...ok,leave it.why life funny?hmmm...recently,i did contact some of my friends from high school...sobs...im missing them so damn muchos!!!i love u guyssssss....didn't i suppose to be happy?why am i mourning and sobbering?lol...by doing that,it had bring me to memories which i wish with all my heart to forget.yeah,memories ought to be fine and meaningful.behind every little things that happened must leave out some valuable lessons with it.but,surely not this one.yea,its not.

in fact,everytime it came back right into my head,i can feel some kind of smash right onto my heart.shessss...stupid!the story goes like this...before that,i recalled,once mr choy(my lecturer) said"i can't figure it out.why people wanted to share their own personal life with public?"haha...to answer that,as for me,writing has been my way of expressing my feeling.the thing is,none here do actually know me well.its not that i wrote is genuinely true.its not that those characters i got inside will ever notice.(as if i care?lol)back to the issue,long ago...when i was still in high school.i involve in drama.at first,i joined it just for cocuricular marks,u know...i've never really been active in ANYTHING in 3years.so,when they called for casting,i showed up.at first,i just got the role as a nurse,as i audition for the role,only.by some stupid reasons,i finally end up holding a role of imaginary doctor who is a phyco!huhhh..its fun,im enjoying it ;p.however,thats is not my point.its those people who involve in that stupid drama.sorry,i like it but i rather call it stupid than splendid.duhh!its up to me-larrhh.

so,whats the big-D?haha...that time,munzir,harith,zharif,farid also involved in the drama.its funny when im sitting here,remembering about my drama's activity,about those boys and suddenly realize that my 2years life was involving them more than 50%.thats quite a number.zhaff,happened to be one of my best buddy.he's the first one who i let to know that i admire [legolas] sooooo much.he's the one who got to know about me and farid.ouh,btw,me and farid was once a lover.was is going to remain as WAS.he is also the one who betrayed me by not telling me bout farid having affairs.he's the one who keeps hurting me in and out.but yet,he's the one whom i love so much(sincerely as a friend,please.)somehow,he's leaving me now.sobs.before,i thought he's going to accompany me here,in uitm.but,he's not going to be here.he's flying to australia in a years time,maybe?despite being sad of being left behind,i do feel HAPPY for you,buddy.

munzir and harith?haha.they were the one whos revealling farid's dirty little secret :) thanks,you guys!i heart you.obviously,among all, you guys are the only one who actually had some symphaty on me.others?after i broke up,just come to me and say,"sorry,im not telling u cus i dont want u to get hurt"haha....told ya,life is FUNNY.its okay.its their right to think that by not telling me that i'll be better.genius!move..indeed,i did actually thought one of them was having a feeling towards me ;p *lol*both,maybe?haha.i mean,who doesn't fall in love with me?*sigh*nvm.leave it guys,im just making jokes.unrelevancely.farid.huhhhh.do i really have to write about this man?think,most of u had heard enough.ok,he's my ex.i had once though he's the one for me until i found out that almost 10 other girls who actually think the same.u know,what i mean?haha.true,i still hold the grudge up until now.yea,don't remind me of what's good and not.don't tell me to let go and moved on.im the one who's suffer.n trust me,i know how EASY it is to tell others to do good thing if that someone is not YOU!

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Allah doesn't promise life will be easy,i know.so,what made me write about this?its not that i miss those guys or what larh..haha.its just up till now,i've rejected 3 man.what?this is not a brag.its a misery!!!why men keeps doing this to me?bodoh larhhh.i though i've told the world that i will never believe in love ever again.guess,i speak too slow kowt?hahh?stop all these nonsense.im trying to make a life over here.my future's await!stop telling me that not all boys are the same.i know!but,it seems like i've been destinied to meet the bad kind.for all my life and maybe lasted for the rest of it.i wont risk a thing.yea,gamble is my thing but enough is enough.even im struggling over here.despite denying the fact that i fall for cute guys.for smart-looking guys.some machos..im holding my heart back from those feeling real hard!so,help me a lil bit here.dont le me keep on saying that "LIFE IS FUNNY" ever again.thanks.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

just a QUICK post~

apekah?hoho...it has been a while since aku post entri baru...huhu!lamer seyhhh..nk online kt sini mmg susah giler!pheww...ni pown stlh aku pnjam broadband si Jidah,roommate aku..tengss,dear!^^

overview,keadaan kat sinih agak okay..not bad as i imagined larr!even snobbish bersepah-sepah,i can still find diamonds out of the crowd..lol!anyway,so sorry as im gonna be so BORINGGG~its just lamer sgt dowh,x blogging!guess,i've lost the gift kowt?ahaha!i used to haveone ker??haha..leave it..em,its alright.stop reading my blog for a while,for quite some times i'll be away sampai larh registration wifi uitm tuh diapprovekn baru larr i'll be active sket kot...haha...surely,by the time assignment melambak-lambak dah!so,so long peeps...

p/s:ANNA!i missshhh u tooo darl ;p take care,okies?^^