Let Me Go...

lol..tajuk xboleh blah!okies2,this gonna be entri plg pendek from me...why???im OFF to shah alam...uitm,to be exact...nk sambong stadi dah...klu ader maser,i'll update...nway,so long and farewell!^^

these are our MALAYSIANs...

haha...tajok ala-ala politik lak!adesyyh..hari nih,isnin(yeker?)...perlis cotiiii!sbb aper???bday raja ktorg kowt?myGod,jgn kasik aku tulah!*sigh*friends,korg tak yah risau cus mmg aku tak serik lepas accident arituh!wiuwiuwiu....hari nih,aku ngan cik iena melewaqmerantau ke negeri yg tak coti ari nih,a.k.a. kedah D.A.!haha...main purpose,nk pegy wat xray ngan shopping sket2...journey agk lamer cus ktorg naik highway...yahhh!wat pale taw(:*grinn*sepanjang perjalanan aku ngan dak iena nih,waaalaaaweyyh!byk jugak dugaan yg melanda...sabar je larr...even todays trip xlarr lamer sgt...but,byk ragam rkyt malaysia kita yg aku dpt taw ari nihh...slama nih aku igt sumer rakyat kita amat bermoral dan berakhlak mulia!duhhh...seriously,aku ingat rakyat kita nihh,masing2 ader halo dorg senirik!ternyata aku salah...sebelum tuh,so sorry...bukan nak kutuk/hina rakyat sendiri..tapi just nak buka mata kita,ttg peri pentingnya nilai-nilai murni..haha ;p

WARNING!!!sesaper yg rase still underage,plus fikiran still tak matang,sila skip kes no.1...harap maklum^^

Kes no.1 ::

first incident nih,jadik tym ktorg tgh relax2 kt highway tuh...muahaha...iena,ko drive laju x???lajuuuu....highway punyer km/h braper??110,eh???ko bwk 120 an...so,nak dijadikan citer,tym keta kancil iena nih tgh besh jekkk pecutt kt lorong paling kanan aka lorong utk memotong tuh,tetiba ader satu keta wira hitam nihh lalu sebelah...(lorh...taa nmpk keta plak tadi!)...klu ktorg bwk 120km/h,dye braper eh???*sigh*knaper larr tade speedtrap kt situh!bhahaha...aku mrh cus dye lggr had laju kewr??!daaa~i don't give a damn larr,oiy!haha...yg xbleyh belahnyer...tym keta tuh potong ktorg dari kiri dgn slumber-nya...aku nmpk dye bukak tingkap!aku kesah ape dgn tingkap dyer???then,out of a sudden ader,tangan kua dari tgkap tuh smbl tunjok penumbok but,jari tengah angkat!aper maksod dye tuh weyhh?rotfl~fer one second,aku igt iena dah drive sampai hollywood dah...ouh,rakyat malaysia!ternyata kita kini maju...moral pown tinggi!seriously,aku tgk muker driver tuh,cm tade prasaan...sgt respect samer dyer!bijak sungguh mengawal perasaan..ternyata dia juga prihatin akan had laju dan kereta yang kami naiki yang berpelekat P...walaupon iena tak nampak,aku sorg sudah ckup bagi merasai penghargaan pak cip tuh..bgsa?aku no komen...tp bkn melayu!phewww...jgn lega dlu!tgk kes 2 lak^^

Kes no. 2 ::

kes ni lak,tym ktorg SESAT!bhahaha...kedah pown leyh sesat ouh!pnt pusing satu kedah nak carik KMC(kedah medical centre)...tawu,tym traffis light merah,ktorg tnya sorg pak cip nih..maner kmc?"ouh...k*c!jln tros jer...nnty jumpa"tym pakcip nih,explain mmg aku rase len mcm...but,respect dgn org yg bpngalaman pnya paseyy,trosss je larr...lol..tawu aper ktorg jmpa?KFC!!!bhahahaha...pakcip!ktorg tak mrh,okay^^nway,tuh bkn citer dyer!erkk...jgn marah ha...incident nih payah sket nak terang...duhh!cmnih larrr...ktorg yg tgh pening tataw jln tuh,mmg xprasan lansong yg ktorg ader kt sblh yg slh tym nk kua simpang tuh..adeyyy!pastuh,ader larr sorg pakcip sengal nihh,tros jer belok nk msok dari arah depan!*sigh*bkn dye tak nmpk,ktorg block jln!nak jugak2 masok tuh...s**t tol...so,sbb ktorg sedar,slh ktorg...reverse aje larr...igtkn nk settle larr...aku mmg nampak pakcip tuh muke bengang giler!haha..tym dye lalu sebelah,dye stop then gune sign language dyer sambil menunjukkan muke burokk bengis dye tuh!mksud dyer."pikir arr"...maluuu?nope.marahhh?nope.then?KESIAN dkt anak bini dye dlm keta tuh...tuh bru facing an amature driver cam ktorg...family matter entah caner lahh dye handle...huhu...tingtong!satu lg sifat rkyat kita nih,panas baran...haishh...aku tym tuh mcm nk keluarkan otak dan bijik mata aku tunjok kt dye...knaper?lu pikir laaa sendiri!lol(nabil,sila jgn marah aku^^)

dua kes pown dah cukop kot???nnty pnjg sgt lak...gpown klu nk list satu-satu mmg xckup ruang...haha!okies2...anyhow,aku post entri nih bukan nk kater aku nih perfect giler larr kn?kdg2,aku bengang gak kat some road users yg mengong nihhh...(whu doesn't kn?)tp,tade larr smpai thap nk insult habes org...bunyikan hon jadi laa...be a lil bit rational and bijakkk sikett...kiter sumer tade yg dilahirkan tros pandai drive larrr...sumer start from L to P...and,blom lagik,campor how many times u gotta failed JPJ's test...kn!kn!

GUILTY

haihhh...my superduper uncool life recently mmg byk diancam masalah!!!*sigh*saper ckp hidop aku kewl???think twice,no, lebeyh larr babes!haishhh...im thinking of suicide!bhahaha...nope,aku over...^^ above all,metaphore is cool,ryte?haha(:

ok larr...back to the topic.i think,its not too late for me to wish

"hepyy teachers' day!!!"

hari guru tade kaitan dgn tajuk entri kali nih???saper ckp?!haha...tanggal 16 Mei 2009,aku dgn dengan semangatnyer pown drive black citra my mum tuhh...do i have the guts??daa~apparently,i do..haha!take note that im among those drifter,okay?so far tade accident lagik..so far,larrr...lol!so,first stop,santan!pick up wani hassan...then iena,(stuck situh kejap..)bhahaha...*sigh*,pastuh,kak tin and lastly,nuura...phewwww!what a journey!raser cam pusing satu perlis ouh!braper kali langgar trafic light merah???twice ker?might be more...yahhh!JPJ,sila tarek balek lesen akuh!bhahaha...

so,first ktorg headed town dlu...hari sabtu kan,even kangar akan jam like NY!so,aku decided untok park dkt bwh the store...,which i regreted as it turned up to be my nightmare!!!why?keep on reading,yahh!parking wasn't a problem at all...so,ktorg berpecah larr from there on...nak carik prezzy lar,cake larr...dh set nk jmpa 4.30pm...sbb kn grup aku carik kek kat garden tade..*sigh*so kmi trun kt keta lps pnt trun naek the store yg 'tggi' tuh...tggu pnya tggu...si iena ngan kak tin xsampai gak...so,ktorg decide nk tggu ats jewr cus byk gk org carik parking tym tuh!duhhh!(flashback)dummm!"weyhhh!kne aper weyhh??!"aku ngan wani usha blakang serious tade ape!OMG!"fynn!hang hit tyr honda depan,weyh!"huhhh?!maser tgk dpn bru aku prasan yg gler kne weyyy!raser mcm nk trun keta larikan diri jewh!seroiusly!but,dgr balek wani ckp tyr,aku cool sket...still trying smbl getaq giler tgn pegang stereng utk kluar dr situh...damn it!dah r ader keta tgh tggu nk msok parking tuhhh!pastu,aku cm ter-stop..."weyh,nk caner nih?larik ar!norhh?xper?""haah...jln je larr..."tnpa memikirkan betapa byk witnesses yg ader kt situh,dgn akak dkt ticket counter tgk aku cm aku bunoh org tuh,aku pown larikkkk!kire langgar larik arr!ishh...

ouh!keta dye takk terok cm pic ats eyh!just scrathed jew..JUST,ko ckp!!!tp bila pk balek,damn!honda tuhhh!my car?xterok sgt...calar gak,but not as bad as theirs!uihhh!sgt GUILTY!i feel it in my bone!!!bersalah kat pemilik keta tuh,satu hal,bersalah kat parents satu hal...!klo nk ikot intergriti mmg i should wait...but,tym tuh mmg cemassss to DEATH larrr!takot gler!my first experience ouh!so,tym pegi mah cegu rulah...mmg tade mood lansong.i try so damn hard untok pretend to be happy but just try put yourself in my situation!tension!!!susahhhh nk handle weyh!klu aku tggu,jenuh nk settle dgn owner tuh!plus,nk kne byr g!maner nk carik dwet weyyy!dah ar nk masok uitm nih,hbs dwet gler beli mcm2!....sial tol!life ouh life!nihh,aku dh lggr larik nihh...bertentangan giler dgn prinsip aku!aku taaa penah jadik irresponsible cmnih!vudusss...but,thinking of my parents,i ran away...my family bukan larr kaya!sgt kesian samer dorg...my fault!aku mmg taa gune!argghhhh!forgive me...seriously aku phobia nk drive weyyh!!!

aku takot...byk saksi yg nmpak my doing tuhh!FYI,ader cctv lagikkk!korg raser that car owner akan trace me down ke??!dye akn lodge a report kerr???aku tamaw tbe2 ader polis dtg rumah carik akuhhhh!aku tamaw masok jail!!!!aku tamaw!!!!!!!!car owner,have some symphaty on me...please...ignore it,please??i know,what im asking is a bit to much but...entahlah!!!aku giler tak sedap hati...what shud i do??!dkt parents pown blom btaw g...cmner!cmner!tp,lagik satu yg wat aku sedeyh,psl cegu mahzan...the main reason aku nk kua nih pown mmg nk pegi mah cegu...but,sbb lamer sgt stuck kt mah cegu ruslah...tak sempat nk lepak mah dye...sobs...sedeyh ouh!tym smpai dye cam majok..&&.dye siap ckp,"ouh...rmah cegu ruslah lamer laa ehh"cikgu!!!no...jgn ckp cmtuh...xkire!knaper aku syg cegu nih sgt??cus aku nk kawen ngan ank dye yg ensemhe's been more like a father to me!!!nnty nk jugak lepak mah cegu!!!

p/s:sorry iena,kak tin,wani,nuura sbb hang out this tym sgt tegang!i cant help myself!so sorry cegu mahzan!!!sempat pegi kejap je...serious tade niat... :'(

tell me the truth!

ouh!aku sgttt maw jadik lawyer!!!!(too worried to write properly,*sorry XD).urgghhh...sgt susahhh aty!knaper kah?duhh...mcm nihhh..lately ader lar do some research psl uitm shah alam nih...to be exact psl my course larrrh.P1007...google pny google,last2 jmpa la blog dak hanis...*winks*dlm entri dyer ader sorg nih comment, psl kos hanis...act.,kos ktorg samer...

""Program persediaan undang-undang di UiTM ada tiga jenis:
(1) pra ijazah undang-undang
(2) fast track pra ijazah undang-undang , dan
(3) asasi undang undang.

Yang awak dapat adalah jenis yang ketiga, iaitu asasi undang-undang. Perbezaan yang pertama dan kedua dengan yang ketiga, ialah yang pertama dan kedua itu programnya di bawah UiTM. Sedangkan yang ketiga, programnya bukan di bawah UiTM, sebaliknya bawah kementerian pelajaran (walaupun dijalankan di UiTM).

Yang pertama dan yang kedua, disebabkan memang di bawah UiTM terus, jadi memang pelajar-pelajar yang ikut kursus tu, kalau lulus, memang dijamin untuk sambung undang-undang di UiTM.

Tapi yang ketiga itu (asasi) disebabkan dia bukan bawah UiTM, sebaliknya bawah kementerian, jadi tidak ada jaminan akan diberi sambung dalam kursus undang-undang, sekalipun awak lulus program tu.Kalau mengikut apa yang saya tahu, sangat sedikit pelajar yang daripada kursus asasi undang-undang, berjaya diterima masuk meneruskan pengajian degree undang-undang.
Hal ini sebab pihak UiTM lebih mengutamakan mereka yang daripada pra ijazah dan fast track pra ijazah berbanding yang daripada asasi. Jadi kalau awak masuk asasi, hanya sekiranya awak sangat-sangat cemerlang sahaja (biasanya
3.5 ke atas, kadang-kadang kena lebih tinggi lagi, 3.8) baru dapat sambung ijazah undang-undang. Majoriti budak-budak asasi tak berjaya sambung undang-undang.

Akhirnya mereka terpaksa ke universiti-universiti lain, dan sambung dalam jurusan yang bukan undang-undang, contohnya bisnes studies dan sebagainya, sebab dah tak ada pilihan lain. Dua tiga kerat je yang betul-betul bagus keputusan, yang dapat sambung undang-undang.
Jadi kalau awak memang serius nak sambung dalam bidang perundangan, pilihan ke asasi tu agak kurang cerah sebenarnya. Lainlah kalau awak dapat pra ijazah undang-undang, sebab yang itu memang dah pasti akan boleh sambung ke degree. Tapi terpulanglah jugak, kalau memang yakin boleh score, tak jadi masalah, boleh ambil saja ambil asasi. Kena pastikan betul-betul cemerlanglah. ""

tym bacer nih mmg hancusss jewr aty!mygod...sgt sedeyhhh!!!knaper susah sgt...klu cmnih baek pegy matrik arituh!****!!(sgt sedeyh!crying so hard from d inside T_T )...sgt jealous samer niesah ngan syafiq...korg dpt fast track!ouh....sgt jealous!!!ngeee...lebeyh baek aku jual pisang goreng dekat tepi jalan klu taa bleyh further law lps nihhhh!(tuhan,jgn makbulkan*-*)sedih!sedih!!sedih!!!klu larr aku tawu,aku takkan letak kptm dkt second choice!duhhh~knaper tak dpt third choice???(under uitm)...why???!sgt tidak adil!uitm patot clarify everything first,bkn biar aku raser cam nk telan air liur saliva pown susahhhh!aku nk sue uitm!!!hihi...*kidding jek*nnty xpasal jek blog aku kua brita tb3..harhar... *lamer x gune menda lah nih!*

so,seriously aku tataw nk wat aper...pastuh aku tingat,mr HADI!!!so,aku sent msg kt dye,siap dgn bukti yg kukuh lagik!^^...arituh,tym dye explain cm sng jek...last2,aku dpt taw cmnih lak!mmg sgt confius + frustrated sgt.sgt!pastuh,dye ckp sounds veryyy hard*sigh(yelarh,klu tak,aku takkan refer kt unx balek..adeyy!)tp,sbnrnye sng jew..adeshhh!nahh larrr bukti..(naper aku sukaa tunjok bukti?mmg berdrh law betol!lol)

pastuh,sekali lagi(mmg slalu sgt!)ym **** aku tuh,wat hal...so,mmg tak sempat nk tggu dye explain.dye pown out awl dkt fb...aku nk carik contact number cm desperate eager sgt nk dye explain!ouh!aku taa suka trouble-kn manusia .(aku alien kah???)lol...so,aku raser,tggu besok larr aku mintak explanation tuh.&& i really2 hope yg d explaination tuh can really bring my spirit up balek... mr. hadi,so sumer depend on ur explaination...hihi

sbb tak dpt jugak thn aty nih...aku tavel lagik di blog hanis...eh!aku terlepas pndg satu comment nih...
""Camnih, KPTM is not under UiTM tp held kat UiTM gak and skrg nih, (starting from my badge), 30% of the KPTM student, yg dpt highest among all and MUET band 4 or 5 akan trus diabsorb masuk ke BLS (Bachelor in Legal Studies) kat UiTM Shah Alam.
Kalau badge before dis, dorang accept 17 students je.. tp starting from my badge, UiTM dah mule pandang and acknowledge KPTM students gak.
If u confident bole buat, baik ambik Asasi kat UiTM drpd kat Matriks sbb insya-Allah tmpt utk degree tu ada.. ;) tp kena work hard.. seriously asasi undang-undang mmg kena ada minat utk menghafal, minat dlm law yg mendalam ""
comment nih agk positip gak!even 30% tuh sgt siket...however i hef to struggle!work my ass off!!!haha... kalau dye nk absorb 30%,i'll give them 100%!!!so,aku akan jadik among 30% tuh!ouh...dugaan,jgn larr byk sgt,please?....minat untok menghafal?CHECKED!minat dlm law yg mendalam?CHECKED!huhhhh!uitm telah look down on me biler dyer x kasik aku fast-track!so,hey!!!watch out for my ACKNOWLEDGEMENT!i aint talking shit over here...aku nak buat the best nanti kt uitm!aku nak score at least 3.5! bkn sajer boleyh wat LLB,tp aku nak wat sampai bleyh pegi University of Reading kt UK!!! *muka aku dkt uitm nnty+smgt yg membara* so,kwn2,doakn aku berjaye dkt asasi nnty(:..&& dpt jadik lawyer terhormat^^...tengss,syggg korg!

p/s:entri kali nih,byk info yg di-kidnap from blog dearest

zainab hanis .so dear,ty so much!(:

as life goes on...

a week and few more days to go

(to finally leave for shah alam)...

counting days

and i wasn't that excited

as i shoud be!haha...

May god bless me

hatiku,kosong...

ouh!im sooooo into this song at now.yahh!one of the OBVIOUS reason is,Aril will perform this song at the finale...frankly,i never heard of this song before,so right after the af diary,i rush over laptop and go for youtube...gosh!this song is sooo damn sweet!sing it to me,and i'll melt to the ground!haha..

then i was like playing it over and over and over and(u got it,don't u?) over again...at first i was just humming it while picturing me with my mr right(which would be a dream come true,if i EVER meet him!lol).then i was like,ouh!how i miss being in love!its been a while since i've been holding on the 'single' tittle.em...lets see,how long exactly?27 november 08...half year had passed!duhh...feels like yesterday...i just miss having someone to text all day long....night and days...making wake up calls and get scolded!*sigh..haha...to feel protected,to feels safe enough to walk around with someone u love by your side...I MISS having a boyfriend!missing the feeling when one is in a relationship...i long to call someone sayang(with feeling-larr,of course!haha)...i miss to have a call from someone late at night!chit-chating about nuting and feel likes im having the best conversation ever...to hold someone's hand,to hugggg(this is for after-marriage session ONLY!)^^*deep breath*huhhhh...i miss those so BAD!

so bad that i get jealous of other couples...so bad that i have to remind myself every second of what i stand for...so bad that i dont know until when will i survive...so bad that i put myself in every love song...so bad that i have to knock my own head or either slap my own face to bring me back into reality...(is it that bad?haha..try it!)so bad that i feel SO BAD!!!

however,its doesn't matter how much i miss those things...its doesn't matter even i sometimes have to feel lonely...i don't mind if im differ from others...its okay to keep on being single....at least until i make it to the top!i want to have a partner soooo bad!i want someone to call me sygg,to LOVE me for real...to text me all day long...but,i had VOW to myself...no more mistakes afterward...no more boys and their stupid lies...im just tooo fragile to trust on anyone...any boys on earth!whats happen in the past is enough.and enough is enough!afterall,i dont want to ruin my future as i've ruined my SPM...i gotta stay focus...!stay on track!future awaits!so for now,this heart is EMPTY...

STUPID

haha...who are?*sigh* I AM SO SICK OF BOYS AND THEIR STUPID LIES!!!

lol...dont mad at me.mad at your kind..they made me do this..hopeless!untrustable!damn u~maybe this post will offend some,but truely,i am really sorry...EAT my words back.

"SOME boys are damn stupid"

maybe i'll get a gazillions of hit back.or maybe none.but,whu cares?kan?i'll delete this when im a bit cool..until then,hey SOME!faced it!*grinn

Maafkan sahabatmu ini...

haishhh...lately mmg bykkkk masalah kawan2 nih...aku pown suda sakettt otak maw pk psl nih..supposely,sumer nak pegi laluan masing-masing nih,maken rapat ader larr...ni tak,sempat lagi nk menyakitkan hati sesama kawan...entahlah..aku pusing!ada apa dengan dunia??!

#case 1
nih pasal puppet...kalau ikot hati,mmg malas dah nk ader kaitan dgn dyer nih.bagi aku,dyer nihh hanyalah seorang kawan yang datang tym dyer susah jewr...tym dyer sng?namer aku pown dyer boleyh luper...haha.dulu tym dyer masok skolah dyer agak rapat gak ngan aku..best kwn ngan dyer,sbb bg aku dyer matang..yelarr,susahkn nk jmpa boys yg matured?but,maken lamer.dyer maken brubah.org femes larr katakan...maybe sbb tuh,dye maken bongkak*sorry..konon high class gler...blah ko...kslahan first dye kt aku,dye betray aku..dlu aku igt bleyh luper psl nih...tp nmpknyer x..lps i lay all my trust on him dan dye tikam aku dr blakang ats sbb yg x masok akal...aku rase mcm dipermainkan!second,dye insult aku yg aku cter dlm post before nih...lps uh,dgn slamber ckp dye melawak...huhhh...sorry la klu ko ym aku,aku x reply n comment kt frenster pon aku cm mlssss nk reply...sbb takde maknenyerr!mmg ko ckp ko nyesal,mintak maap n so ever...but,lps tuh ko bwat balek...sbb aper?sbb ko aggp aku sampah..ko anggap aku org yg takder prasaan lansong!i know,im naive,but not dumb enaff to be fooled by u!ko tawu lagu cuba?faizal tahir nyanyi?aku dedicate lagu tuh khas untok ko!trimas cus slama nih ko 'pernah' jadik kwn aku...dan,cukoplah dgn pernah..lps nih,klu jmpa aku kt maner2...kt uitm pon,jgn larr tego aku...cus aku mmg tamaw igt ko lagiii!so long~

"siapa sebenarnya aku padamu..mungkin sama dengan teman lain yang bisa kau buat begitu..dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain,kau pulang mendapatkan aku...itulah aku padamu"

#case 2

nihhh,psl kwn baek aku...tanak sebut namer jugak...hmmm...dye nih,mmg rpt sgt ngan aku...tp lately,mcm dyer tak suker nk kwn dgn aku...suka hati ko lahh..dyer nih,aku trase hati sgt,cus sejak jer habes plkn nih,slalu jer dyer ckp+citer pasal kwn2 kem dyer...cara dye cter cm dyer syg dorg lebeyh drpd aku...bkn pe,tp kalau stiap kali hang out asyek dgr dye citer pasal 'geng' dye tuh,mmg sgt terkilannn..entahla,korg tak phmnyer...klu dye online ym pon,dye jarang nk buzz aku dlu...klu sembang pon,cm terpakse...maklumlah,dye byk fans dkt plkn...kwn2 len yg nk dilayan...siapalah aku,kan...cm besa,aku hanya wujud tym kesusahan...besok aka ari nih,dye akn dftr masok matrik...tp smlm,aku da kecik hati dgn dyer...smlm aku tny dyer wat preparation aper,dyer taa jwb...pnt aku tggu.jadik aku fedup dan tros ckp"oklah,nk titow.gudnite".besok pg,tym aku on9,aku tgk dyer just reply"blom.nite"..nmpk sgt aku taaa penting.aku just nk create a hepyy ending before dyer pegi besok.but,it seems like im nuting to her.aku syg hg,tp hg taa syg aku...nk wat cmner?

#case 3
inih pasal legolas...aku sayang kau sangat!!!!!!!!!dh mcm2 aku wat,dr skolah dlu lg...anta surat,words,kasik choco...then lps kau cm baek ngan aku,aku igt aku ader pluang larr..maybe aku silap...cepat sgt aku wat tafsiran...susah aku nak paham boy cm kau...sejap kau ok,sejap takk...kdg2,kau ckp cm ske aku...kdg2 ko buat aku rase cm pengacau...sometimes aku rase cm nk give up dgn kau...tp,hati aku tanakkk.....aku kan sayang kau..tp,aku rase ko sayang org laen...so,aku raser tiba maser aku walk away...aku bkn give up,tp aku tanak kau raser serba salah.actually,kalau ko tak suker aku,ckp jer...aku bleyh handle rejection cus sometimes,silence itu lebeyh perit drpd rejection...mungkin kau bukan jodoh aku...mungkin ya,mungkin tak..takpe..from now on,i vow to myself...i wont text/call u ever again.and with all my courage i'll try to erase u from my heart,n minds...sorry,klu slama nihh aku bykkk ganggu kau...so,for my last words,legolas...lepas masuk utp nnt,study elok-elok...do ur besh!that is ur dream,kn?tak dpt jadik pilot pown taa pe...chem eng tuh,da great enaff!^^...ouh,aku igt lg mlm tuh,kau tnya aku whether kau ptt masok utp or mara...aku ckp,klu ko nk fly,pegi larr mara.but klu ko syg nk tggl aku pegi utp larr!haha..pastu kau ckp,kau nak pegi utp..aku hepyyy sgt tym tuh!even tym kau ckp kau suker determination aku,kau takkan luper aku cus aku unic...mmg aku sukaaaa!but,knpa kau maken ignore aku?knapa kau jrg text-ing aku lagi?aku tataw where did i went wrong...maybe aku yg prasan lebeyh...i guess sampai sini kisah kita(:

p/s:hatiku,sabarlah...

So long,matriculation peeps!

Hey guys!sedar tak sedar,esok tanggal 11 Mei,sebahagian daripada kita akan mula melangkah kaki ke alam pengajian yang baru iaitu alam matrikulasi...(perghhh!giler aneh aku tules skema!)cut!cut!okay,today is your last day!starting tommorrow,korg akan start to live a whole new life!a life full of obstacles and hardships to endure...*ceeewahh!haha..baju kurung/kemeja sumer sudah cukup????baldi,cebok sumer ader???alat tuless?cadar,selimut,teddy bear??!pics awekzz dan balak dah ader dlm wallet?ahahaha!after months korg away from hostel life,bet u guys mesti tak sabar nak masok asrama lagik,kn?*winks!dah siapp packing barang belomm???

kawan-kawan,korg sendiri aware of the fact that matrix nihh mostly peeps ckp amt susahhhhh nk skor cus in one year korg have to work your ass off!plus,korg kne compete dgn budak2 asasi,stpm lagi larr utk dpt tmpt dan kos yg korg nk lps matrik.im not weighing u down,but guys i just wanted u to know that ur a part of us yg dare to take the risks!so,go prove they were totally wrong!use this one whole year untok stadi betol2!redeem whatever mistakes u have done dkt highschool dulu...n,vow to yourself to never let it happen ever again!put your study before anything else!!!its priority,guys...jgn lost track!u only got one year,so use it wisely!*cewaaahhh aku nihh!haha...no matter what,go for your DREAM!

so guys,i guess this is goodbye...trust me,it will be hard for us to still keep in touch afterward.somehow,make sure that how far u go,or for how long it takes....never let this friendship fade away!!!selamat menjalani hidop baru(:

until we meet again,dearest friend...

Rehan ~ KMPP
Suhaila ~ KMNs
Faiezah ~ KMPs
Nur Azzah ~ KMPk
Izzah ~ KMPP
Ummu Athirah ~ KMPP
Hanna Syahida ~ KMPP
Nurul Shazwana ~ KMPs
Arisya ~ KMNs
Melati ~ KMPk
Hidayah ~ KMPP
Hani ~ KMPP
Syadza ~ KMPs
Hazwani ~ KMPP
Fathiyah ~ KMPP
Rabiah ~ KMPP
Azwani ~ KMPk

I'm left to forget...

Did u forget,that i was even alive

Did u forget everything we ever had
Did u forget

Did u forget about me

Did u regret ever standing by my side

Did u forget what we're feeling inside

Now im left to forget about us

But somewhere we went wrong

We were once so strong

Our love is like a song

U cant forget it

So now i guess

This is where we have to stand

Did u regret ever holding my hand

Never again,please dont forget

We had it all

We were just about to fall

Even more in love than we were before

I WON'T FORGET ABOUT US

And at last

All the pictures have been burned

All the pasts just a lesson that we've learnt

Dont forget

I wont forget,us

Somewhere we went wrong

Our love is like a song

But u won't sing along

U've forgotten about us...

its 'Did U Forget'by Demi Lovato...true,this song is about love but somehow i found it great to describe exactly what i felt deep down under right now...yes!its LOVE,friendships' love...i dont know why but i cant feel the love is fading away bit by bit.a friend whom i used to know back then in schools was totally differ...is it me or her?or them?haha.its funny when i thot we're gonna last forever since in less than a year,we were like losing it all...sad to even think about it...all the sweet memories we ever had gone to waste just like that.i start to go on a thinking that they got their own life and so am i.whether or not to have it 'till the end,its on our own hand...we're the one who gotta choose...once choice made,don't ever think of rechoose cus when its time,im gonna say that ur a little too late,hunn...however,do accept my greatest thank from the bottom of my heart.eventhough ur not gonna be there forever and always,at least long ago u were once by my side..enduring all the pains and hardship together...frankly,i shoud be grateful enough to even have u to comfort me when everything seems so wrong...to always be there and keeps on supporting me whenever i needs back up...mostly for being my bestfriend...maybe im not good enough at being your friend.sorry if i ever bother u with some stupid questions,forgive me for bored u all day long..last and not least,until we meet again.im left to forget......

AFMASUK was a success!

postpone dulu post nihhh...pnt ouh drive!*eksyen..lolz

no weekend!

ouh!hell yeah~bayangkan larhh...no weekend afterward!duhh...must have feel like HELL.haha.act.,these days imma veryyy busy person!why?seriously,i never thot that it is soooo damn hard to get everythings done!yup,i tottaly meant the preparation for the uitm admition...ouh,taty!i envy u!how could u get everything in place in just days???*puzzled*wahhh...i still got lots more to do.akaun blom bukak lagi....borng asasi blom fill lagi!borg uitm,pon!urghhh...can i hire someone to this???ouh,please... somebody???in couple of weeks i'll be off to shah alam which might be a lil bit new to me.nahhh,TOTALLY freaking nuw!and i just dont really know what to expect.obviously,aku sangat sayang maw tinggal loghat perlissss!lolz...yah,bahse perlis can sometimes sound funny and even kampong,but..whu cares???
but,being placed in shah alam(i have to admit it) make me wonders...how will peeps react upon my accent?seriously,by days its getting better(which i believe that sooner or later,i might come out with a perlis's accent translation copy!)bhahaha..my ex-schoolmate(shame to admit it) whom i believe is so fucking fluent with the 'e-e' accent sure is cant wait to laugh at my face!urghhh..i dont blame him.i used to do so aswell.haha.its just he is too plastic!"eh,org perlis ckp aper eh,mende nih?""em,hampa tuh bkn ker kcewa?naper korg gne cmtuh?""peliklah ckp perlis!"dush!dush!bodohkn?haha..no offense.i knew by only looking at him that he's capable of speak in loghat perlis,but wtf??!kampong sgt ker bhse perlisss?...sedeyh ouh!maybe ours is not famous as their kot...ye larr...true2..okies2,suda klua tajok!(:

i think, i might need some meditation to do...yahhh,relaxing...ouh!how i miss being on the beach!!!lying down looking up the night skies counting the stars...which i LOVE muchos!*no metaphore included,okey?aku suka bintang,bkn 'bintang'...soon,im off to a vacayy once again!and,again its gonna be langkawi!whats even better,im off w/o parents to watch my back!!!thinking of attending some wild parties and bikini!*sigh...i might be kill caught doing that!haha.so,i wont!so,stop your whatever imagination..its never gonna happen..but,i do think of some flirting??what?its LEGAL!haha...just when i flirt,doesnt means im interested!yahhh!mmg i did mumbling quite a lot now...but,im so bored to even have a topic..ok,then..later..*sleepyhead

L.E.L.A.K.I. bukan dirimu saja (:

act. lagu nih,tajuknyer....cari pacar lagi!haha...aku sukaaa sgt lyrics dyer nih!tp,aku nk tuko so that bley tuju kt boys!!!korg tawu larr aku nk tuju kt saper...haha!i found this fun stuff somewhere i cant recall...so,aku mix-match dye,and tarrraa!enjoy(:

"cintaku cintaku padamu
tak besar seperti dulu

kamu kok begitu menilai cintaku

begitu rendah di matamu"

me:what will u promise me?

him:i will love you forever...

him:do u love me?

me:with all my heart,my dear...

me:why did u cheateed on me?

him:i love you,but i love her too...

him:i will always love u n never will forget u..

me:please dont,i give u my heart,n all i could ever ask is loyalty.guess,its doesnt mean anything to u...

dulu....igt lg?

"sayangku sayang padamu

tak indah seperti dulu

maumu begini,maumu begitu

tak pernah engkau hargai aku"

him:i love u,hunn!

me:love u too!

me:there is none beside u,dear.

him:i dont trust u...

him:dont get close to him,he's into u

me:i won't...

me:i told them that we're getting back together!^^

him:wtf??!why would u do that??!sheeesshhh...

"ooh,i am sorry

ku tak akan love u lagi"

me:u know what?

him:what?

me:once i love someone,i will love him forever.it will take forever also to forget...

him:i see

i guess,i forgot to tell u that once i forget,i will never remember.now,i've erased u from my heart and my head.jangan marah kalau aku tak treat u well.kau tak pernah buat aku rasa istimewa.jangan hairan kalau aku cepat sangat berubah.jangan cakap aku tipu.kau yang jadikan aku begini.jangan cakap kau sayang aku lagi.sebab aku sudah punya pengganti.

"jangan kau selalu merasa

LELAKI bukan dirimu saja

lebih baik ku putuskan saja

cari pacar lagi"

sometimes aku lupa...

aku selalu lupa,how much people ouh!dah lamer aku taa nanges...(sobbing)ignore me~ jap...need a while....

fizikal,pentingkah sangat???!haha...yerp,sgt,sgt...sometimes aku lupa...dont tell me that inner beauty is wut counts...its just a saying...jgn ckp,hati yg penting,muka x...fool everyone,but u cant fool me.'naff saying...aku taw aku taa santekkk!im aware of the fact that imma beast...cute?jaoh sekali...haha~sometimes aku lupa...where i stand,hows my phys...lolz..its funny when i thot heart is what matters...my mistake for being grateful for every littlest things i've own...i've been wrong for EVERYTHING!aku lupa...forgot of who i really am...thanx my 'dearest' friends aka my so called bff for bringing me back into the real world...for waking me up from my dream...[puppet], i owe u!

"haha.. wat lwak.. kalo ***** xpe la gak pggil comel.. ang nii.. eemm.. bengis n mnakotkan... ye laa.. dr. strangeglove.. haa.. btoi gak.. dr strangeglove.. hahahaha.."

nihh,one of my trusted n dearest friends yg comment...well,he's right~FYI,dr. strangeglove tuh, is a role which i played dlm drama cmpttn kt skola dlu...she's evil and fucking UGLY...haha,guess thats y i got the role,kn?all this while appearance doesnt really bugging my head...somehow,receiving such a frankly comment from a friend which i expect to have a lil respect on me do shattered me for a moment...its like being stabbed right on the heart...sometimes aku lupa...he's the who once betrayed me.aku lupa,smpai aku forgive him just like that.its like so damn easy for me to lay my trust on everyone on EARTH!duh~mmg,sometimes aku lupa...

i noe,im FAR from perfect...unfortunately,God gave me a heart with feelings.so,its never was my intention for being so emo bout this.sorry.blame it on me.tak,i wont blame God on this...i trust in things called FATE & DESTINY...do i have to apologise for these?

• having ZIP all over my face???
• being a FAT fellow...
• not having such a FAIR skin!
• my STYLE is oldfashion?
• HITAM!

im bored with judgements..i cant even live with that!so,why would i give a damn?sometimes aku lupa...this life is full with obstacles...and in the end of the day,beauty will fade...sometimes aku lupa...life isn't just about it.its not about whus cute,and whus not...its a journey...dan yg paling penting,sometimes aku lupa...dunia ini hanya sementara....jd,taa kesah larrh,whatever people will talk about me,judge me...world wont be a better place if im pretty...but,if i can do something to open up those eyes who keeps insulting me...if i didnt get them to praise me,at least im capable of shutting their mouth up...jd,jangan pernah biarkan aku lupa(:

p/s:sorry aku bengis dan menakotkan!

shah alam awaits!

here it comes...setelah dua hari bturut2 aku frust dan saket hati,at last dpt gak,masok link uitm nihh!adoiii!smalam(5may),lps explain kt mama yg shah alam jer,2sem...mama tros kol pak long!haishhh..pak long tuh,ader cable untok segala-galanya~haha!jgn slh phm...aku mmg sgt2 disrespect kt org yg pakei cable nihh..aku seriously taa suka!mama wat cmtuh,mmg sgt pissed off!yelah,lg pown,hadi da btaw yg kompem dpt shah alm...so were some friends...so,aku hrp sgt whatever it is,dpt maner pon,its all on me!tamaw org len masok campor~perghhh!so,smalam,maybe penat cus seharian wat research psl intebiu tuh,tros jer tdo...haha...mmg taa online,jadik,lmbt sket nihh semak uitm tuh!hakhak...haaa,mmg dpt shah alm pown..em,but aderkah sbb aku atau cable????duhhh~

daftar 23mei...samer cm uia ngan pasum...haha..btw,aku dpt kptm!aperkah...?tataw wokk..okeyh,brg sumer taa beli lg...parents bz ouh!hadeyy...sebbek lmbt lagi...lmbt ker?next week lar settle sumer thiggy tuhh..baju taa anta jaet lagik!ngeee~

list peeps yg dpt uitm shah alam,samer ngan aku!

• cik taty (asasi kejuruteraan kimia,kan?)
• niesah (nih,samer jew kte,kn?kn?satu kuliah r t c:)
• zhaff (dye nih,srjana amenda ntah?architecture kot?mmg aku tamaw jmpa kau,zhaff!haha)
• salihbtalib (yg nih,siapakah?kos samer)

its a yeyyy!

hohoho!sgt hepyyy!knape kah?haaa...at last suda berjayer pulang dgn slmt from interview maktab...pergghhh!eyh,jap2!ader org hon kt luar tuh!........*weewitt!shawl suda smpai!weee^^

pakcipp posmen tuh mara cz dorg taa tuless name real,dorg tuless namer glamerr i!hakhak~

.:fynna:.

sorry ouh pak cipp posmen!tenggss sbb sggp anta shawl nihh!hihi..lamer suda tggu!(;okok..meh2 cte sal interbiu td..it was great!xbley larr nk ckp,it was a success cus tataw result lg..haha!taty tunjok outfit,aku maw nunjok jugak ka???erkk..nannty larr,klu picca tu ader c:

interview moment

duhhh!along...bgn,nam sengah daa!adeyyy...tym tuh mmg cm nk ckp,maa...taa yah pegyy larr...nantok!bhahaha..agk2 alasan xmasok akl,paksekn jer diri pegi mnd!sejokkk ouh!siap2 sumer,mama anta pegi maktab~urghh!kne pksa mkn toasted!mmg tida sukaaa!nk muntah daa td!hihi..okokok...mama walked me to the room...igtkn dye nk tggu situ skali.haha..tgh dudok relax2,nk suson sijil sumer,tetbe ckgu MAHZAN lalu ngan suzy!!!yeyy...dh arr aku rinduu sgt dkt cegu!hukhuk...he's more lyk a father to me...everytym i got low in my exams,he'll be the one yg akn sooth me...kire cm my second deddyy larr!hehe...tp,tym form5 dlu,bleyh plak dye pndah...sgt sedeyh!nk taw dye pndah maner?MAKTAB~lol...dye naek pgkt jadik lecturer!adeyyy...sblh skola jer pown...apesal aku emo???opsss...bkn aku sorg ouh!sumer gal klas aku...agaga^^(aku nk citer psl intebiu ke aper nihhh!)hehe...sorry2...ok,slps diperli mcm besa oleh cegu mahzan kesayangan aku tuh,ktorg(aku,zahir,mokhtar&&ooi) kne pkai nametag plekat...cm besh jer!haha...lps serah sumer documents....dorg pown pggl kami masok...ouh!i noe!i noe!mesti nih ujian insak...ahaha!yahhh...135 soklan sumernyer...veryy the kacang!sure korg bley jwb ar...pilihan a/b...*aku mmg suker bocor soklan!~ujian insak TAMAT~

...temuduga berkumpulan...

pastuh,dkt depan tuhh mmg dok usha dr td,dorg suson krusi dlm semicircle(ouh,aku wendu LK!)guess what?im lucky number one!waaalaaweyyy...so,aku dudok pes dlm semicircle tuh...pastuh,budak mrsm si Mokhtar,budak sengal Zahir dan Ooi...so,pak cipp interbiu yg asyek wat lwk taa jadik tuh brief larr paseyy interview grup nih...klu nk jd cegu,sore kne kuat larrh,kne brani larrr...adeyyy!aku taa maw!erkk..xpe2,nih larr mse aku sharpen acting skill akuh!hahaso,mmg saspen arr tajok per dorg nk kasik...pergghhh!sebbek ader mase 3minutes nk pk isi...eyy,tingat tym aku forum dlu...haha!tajuknyer ialah...."MASALAH DISIPLIN"!ouh,yeah!!nih,tajok tym forum dlu~tp,taa jadik...seb bek igt sket2 g..aku mmg nk start,ceeewaahh!nk wat intro arr kunun...tup2,zahir ckp dlu...fine,then...lantak larr,ko nk jd cegu bkn akuh^^ktorg ckp laa...bla..bla...bla...byk gak isi aku!tp,yg plg xpwas ati,si zahir tuh mmg suker xstuju pndpat aku...aku ckp,kurang ddkn agama,faktor mslh disiplin...taw dye bidas pe??!...."sbg contah,sy tak alem,tp saya msh berdisiplin..."erkk!aku mmg sinyum sinis daa tym tuh!bet 22 interviewer tuh nmpk...mmg aku tggu dye benti mengarot aku nk masok line!"maafkan sy saudara zahir,tp didikan agama di sini tidak bermaksud saudara atau sesiapapun di luar sana harus menjadi seorang yg alem,untok berdisiplin.hal ini disebabkan,asas sesuatu agama itu sendiri mengajar kita untuk mematuhi peraturan serta menerapkan nilai-nilai moral dalam diri kita... "pnjg gi aku membebel tym nihh..haha!aku mmg taa bleyh klu org tunjok pandai nihhh!skunk,korg nampak naper aku pilih law?hahaha...pastuh lagi...soklan kedua,kaitan disiplin dan akademik serta gerakerja ko-kurikulum...perghhh...bukan aper,kiter kne larr phm dlu soklan before jawab nihh..nih taa...pkai jwb ikot sedap aty..isk3...lagik skali,zahir menarek aku,untok membetolkan statement dye..."bg sy,sbgai sorg pljr di sekolah sukan(tataw lak syed alwi skola skn?),pljr yg aktif dlm sukan byk terlibat dgn mslh disiplin.sbg contoh,sy x aktif dlm sukan jadi sy kurg tlibat dgn mslh dspln...sy x stuju dgn mengasingkan sklh skn dan sekolah akademik spt mrsm,krn d skolah akdemik mslh disiplin krg.."lebih cmtuh r si zahir tuh ckp..erkkk!lagi sekali dye dpt senyuman sinis aku yg menggoda nihhh!haha.."sy taa stuju.skn xseharusnya dijadikan alasn pljr terjebak dlm mslh disiplin.bahkan sukan itu sendiri mengajar untok berdisiplin.berblk kpd kehendak sbnr soalan,bkn akademik/sukan itu yg mempengaruhi disiplin tp sebalknya.jka,saudara menganggap mrsm,skolah di mana akademik cmrlg tdk prnh mengalami mslh disiplin,fikirkan.pengalaman sy,sbg sorg pljr sklh brasrama pnh memperlihatkan,meski di sekolah yg bertaraf,mrsm,sbp ataupun kluster msh terdpt segelintir pljr yg tersasar.."*aku taw aku kua tajokk.but,mmg maw serang habis-habisan...!!!haha~lol...pastuh,mmg dye kije taa stuju ah ngan aku.mlss nk kesah..

last2,ooi ngan aku kne wat konklusi..haha!dorg siap ckp,suda2...klu sy biar kamu ckp,smpai besok taa hbs...voiilaa!DONE!phewww...pakcip tuh pesan kt ku ngan zahir jgn bwk gado kt lua...hikhik..nayy,im not like that!

...temuduga individu...

aku org first weyyy!seriously,aku masok plg lamaaa^^first masok...aku tgk,ceeewahhh!mcm af!pengkritik kt depan,aku sensorg...haha..first,tros dyer ckp,please introduce youself,ur mum n fathers and edu background~perghhh!igtkn daa tanak tanyer gune bi g daa...yg nihh,takpe,expected larr!byk ouh dye tanye...em,antranye...

mr i:dpt taw dh upu?

me:dh2...dpt uitm^^

mr i:kos aper?

me:asasi undang2

mr i:matrik?

me:kmns...

mr i:ok..knapa nk masok maktb?knapa x,upu/matrik...

me:(soklan common nihh..haha)*aku tipu wooo!krna...blaa...blaa...carik senirik alsn korg!haha

mr i:asasi undg2 plhn ke brapa?

me:asasi law uitm,plhn kedua(mmg taa tpu,ouh!pes,uia..haha)

mr i:knape x pegi law?

me:(aku kasik alsn yg slalu org kasik..)sya minat undang2,tp profession perguruan ternyata pilihan pertama sy.

mr i:habes?knapa x plh pnddkn kt upu?

me:(dip?nooo...)plhn pes sye upu,TESL...

mr i:(diam wat mke pwas ati..)ouh,jd knapa x amek kos bi?

me:ade skali tuh encik.rekabentuk&tknologi/bi/bm

mr i:beri 3 ciri dlm diri awk yg mlayakkan awak menjadi guru...

me:(erk..aku taa reti ankt bakol,ouh!jd,aku tipuu lagi!haha)kepimpinan...

mr i:bukti2?

me:(tuh sjil da ader...)*dye nk test ketulenan r nih!*sye pnh jd pngws skola,pengerusi prstuan bm,ketua biro akademik,ajk chess...bla..bla..

2,3..taa yah cte r...

*phase 1= COMPLETE!

mr i:kalau awk suka memimpin,ape cri2 yg xley ader dlm dri pmmpin?

me:(kcg!)pntgkn dri,x yakin,gler kuaserrr!(based on pak ya!)bhahaha

mr ii:ok,syafina..skrg sya nk tny mengenai isu smasa...awk suka mkn aym?msti suka kn?

me:haaaa??!ayam?sukaaa^^(ape kaitan aym dgn isu smsa??!)

mr ii:ok,awk taw aym kt psr mlm sekilo brape?

me:(dye nk survey hrga aym ker nih!?)dlm rm5,camtuh..

mr ii:ok,pnh hrga aym naek smpa rm6.++,apekh lgkh drastik krajaan bg mengekang?

me:meletakkan ayam dlm brg kawalan(blaja kh form 2)...

mr i& ii:haha...sudah lamer da...yg baru nih...

me:(aku mmg tida peka dgn isu smasa!pdn muker!)em,und..

mr i:undg2 pown suda diketatkan..bgaimana krjaan wat bg 'mmbunoh' pntrnak aym nih??

me:huhh?bnh???(puzzled)

mr i:dgn import...(aku phm daa,korg phm?haha)

mr i:saper mnteri pljrn?

me:tan sri muhidin yassin..

mr i&&ii:haihh!yeker?

aku da gabra semcm tym nihh..huhu~

part ini part kantoi aku,so my advice,sila larr hfl menteri2 sumer!

mr ii:ok syafina,km nk bg 1 pluang lg..(yezzzza!)apekah isu smsa skrg nih?

me:(mmg aku tggu soklan nih,pnt stadi smlm!)isu bantahan terhadap ppsmi!

mr i&ii:ouh,bagos2...trgkn...

me:(dgn pnh ilmu di dada...bla...bla...)

mr ii:(kelihatan amat berminat...)adekah ppsmi ini satu isu politik???

me:(yeah!sebbek daa bce pnjelsn umno smlm)pertama skali,kita harus mengenepikn sgla jns pndangan politik dan fokus terhadap matlamat ppsmi sbnr...bla...bla...

mr i:knapa jepun bleyh bjya walau gne bhase senirik?

me:jepun,menterjemah krya bi kpda bhsa senirk ketika malaysia pd ms itu msh blom wujud lagi.jika baru skrg,kte mahu mengambil langkh drastik ini,kta akn ditgglkan jaoh lg ke blakang.ini bkn sj memkn msa,mlh wang...

mr i:awk skong ke x,ppsmi?

me:sy skong!sbb,bi bkn 1 alsn untk x bjaya..*ceeewahh!lgpun,bi yg dgnekan dlm sns n math adlh bhsa simple.mudah difahami & diingati(:

haha...sekian sajew my review untok intebiu td,nway jgn msk unsur politik,yeah!sye hnya jwb soklan intebiu based on researches...hikhik!kang xpasal masok brite lak^^

p/s:aku hrp sgt2,kwn2 aku yg btol2 nk jadik cegu tuh,dpt larr offer...knapekah org yg tataw menghargai cm aku nihh dpt???....*guilt in my bone

CUAK!is this normal???

urghhh!mmg tension toi ari nih!webbie uitm tuh mmg cm tuutt!suda jnji nk bukak line ari nih,but bukak dr pagi td tade pe...weyyy!saket hati ouh!sampai skunk tade link pape pown yg shows up dkt pagey yg dye kasik tuh...mengong toi!klu ader probz aper,ker..at least,bg taw r...menyaketkan hati dan kepala hotak wa jewr!!belom ape-ape dah kasik bad impression.mmg amt pissed off!

FYI,besok kne pegi interbiu mktab lak...adesshh!masalah lagi!suda blank dan BEKU daa otak nihh!ish....dah ar wat preparation last minutes..nihh baru nk hegeh2 wat essay sumer nihh!dan yg plg membengangkn,soklan 22 dh r cm nk samer jerr....arghhh!tension!tension!ni larr yg jadik klo aku terpaksa wat menda yg aku mmg giler2 tamaw!in case u guys wondering,klu aku taa suka & mmg sure maw pegi uitm,why on earth i would ever give a damn dkt interview nihh?!!huhhh...thats my weakness.if i ever wanna do something,its have to turn out to be SOMETHING too!huhh..byk gler nk kne wat...so,klu aku taa dpt t,aku akn accept larr...sbb mmg x all out pon!there u go...a confession made!lol~

things havent done YET...

• another 3 essay!haha~
• ic,srt branak belom photostat lagiii!adeyshhh...
• x susun lagi sijil2 sumer!!!
• pergghhh!mmg x amek taw lansong arr pasei isu semasa nihhh!
• xjumpa lagi perkara2 dlm PIPP
• baju belom iron!tudung jugak^^
• otak maseh FREEZE!
• mimik mukaaaa berminat..rotfl

to kwn2 yg kne bhgnyer...amatlarrr sorry!!!aku xsengajer ouh..seriously amt saket jiwaaa suda mlm nih!im pushing myself over something that i refuse to do...&,this is wut u get...xpe larr...apepown,wish me luck tommorrow.x dimalukan suda ckup bagosss!&&dpt balek dgn slamat dan tng pown okey...ok larr,duty call!

p/s:susahkan nak please parent kiter..

'X' thiggy T_T

act. nihhh tag curik drpd N...so,tenkiush N syggs!^^&& mmg dedicated untok cik iena,ouh!(+),mmg suda lamer tingin wat tag nihh..but,skunk baru bleyh wat...i found this ex matter is interesting cus they are all LAME!perrghhhh...saper stuju???haha...dont u notice how awkward it is to even say it?ex~sounds pathetic!agaga^^janji,i DUMPED u!(:

1. Adakah sukar untuk anda mengucapkan good bye pd kekasih anda?
::: amatttt!
2. Berapa lama anda mengambil keputusan untuk say good bye?
::: in a BLINK of eye!on the spot ouh!*sgttt pissed off!
3. Perlukah anda mempunyai banyak reason untuk berpisah?
::: if u want it so badddd^^no reason needed!
4. Apa reaksi si dia apabila anda minta berpisah?
::: acting~thats wut guys do,ryte?babyyy,tell u wut?u got the TALENT!

5. Setelah berpisah, adakah anda buleh menerimanya dalam hidup anda lagi?
::: i won't lick up my spit over again!euuuw!nasty!lol..ludah is ludah(:
6. Pernahkah anda teringat kenangan bersama dia setelah anda berpisah?
::: i did and i REGRET...y?buang mase ouhh!
7. Jika anda rindu kan bekas kekasih, apa anda wat?
::: rindu is a word for people that i love..not [ex]...n_n
8. camne anda selepas berpisah?
::: phase 1st= god...y me???
::: phase 2nd= i can do this...aja!aja!
::: phase 3rd= OMG!i did act. fall fer that guy?rotfl
9. Bekas kekasih anda sudah ada kapel baru?
::: kapel?(em,kalau 1+1= kapel klo 1+3=fourple?? )FOURPLE!face it!

10. Apa ucapan anda kepada bekas kekasih anda?
::: Assalammualaikum sumer...first sayer nak ucap time taceh dkt peminat sumer...aww!ok..ok!wahai bekas kekasihku!*sigh*ape-ape jelar..malas nk ader kaitan dh ngan ko!*grinnn
Siapakah yang berani menjawab soalan tag ini?
:::FADHLINA:::

p/s:lately aku mmg kijammm kan?memangggg! C: