sometimes aku lupa...

aku selalu lupa,how much people ouh!dah lamer aku taa nanges...(sobbing)ignore me~ jap...need a while....

fizikal,pentingkah sangat???!haha...yerp,sgt,sgt...sometimes aku lupa...dont tell me that inner beauty is wut counts...its just a saying...jgn ckp,hati yg penting,muka x...fool everyone,but u cant fool me.'naff saying...aku taw aku taa santekkk!im aware of the fact that imma beast...cute?jaoh sekali...haha~sometimes aku lupa...where i stand,hows my phys...lolz..its funny when i thot heart is what matters...my mistake for being grateful for every littlest things i've own...i've been wrong for EVERYTHING!aku lupa...forgot of who i really am...thanx my 'dearest' friends aka my so called bff for bringing me back into the real world...for waking me up from my dream...[puppet], i owe u!

"haha.. wat lwak.. kalo ***** xpe la gak pggil comel.. ang nii.. eemm.. bengis n mnakotkan... ye laa.. dr. strangeglove.. haa.. btoi gak.. dr strangeglove.. hahahaha.."

nihh,one of my trusted n dearest friends yg comment...well,he's right~FYI,dr. strangeglove tuh, is a role which i played dlm drama cmpttn kt skola dlu...she's evil and fucking UGLY...haha,guess thats y i got the role,kn?all this while appearance doesnt really bugging my head...somehow,receiving such a frankly comment from a friend which i expect to have a lil respect on me do shattered me for a moment...its like being stabbed right on the heart...sometimes aku lupa...he's the who once betrayed me.aku lupa,smpai aku forgive him just like that.its like so damn easy for me to lay my trust on everyone on EARTH!duh~mmg,sometimes aku lupa...

i noe,im FAR from perfect...unfortunately,God gave me a heart with feelings.so,its never was my intention for being so emo bout this.sorry.blame it on me.tak,i wont blame God on this...i trust in things called FATE & DESTINY...do i have to apologise for these?

• having ZIP all over my face???
• being a FAT fellow...
• not having such a FAIR skin!
• my STYLE is oldfashion?
• HITAM!

im bored with judgements..i cant even live with that!so,why would i give a damn?sometimes aku lupa...this life is full with obstacles...and in the end of the day,beauty will fade...sometimes aku lupa...life isn't just about it.its not about whus cute,and whus not...its a journey...dan yg paling penting,sometimes aku lupa...dunia ini hanya sementara....jd,taa kesah larrh,whatever people will talk about me,judge me...world wont be a better place if im pretty...but,if i can do something to open up those eyes who keeps insulting me...if i didnt get them to praise me,at least im capable of shutting their mouth up...jd,jangan pernah biarkan aku lupa(:

p/s:sorry aku bengis dan menakotkan!