stupid selfish!

shit!asshole!fucker!slut!bitchhhhhhhhhh!heeee...lega!excuse my words.i can't hold it no more!!!some people just NEED to be curse to think rationally!!!i wonder what they actually have in their head.but,one thing for sure,it wasn't a brain!stupid.seriously,woman!how do you scored in spm?or they made mistakes while marking your papers???well,it happens.like A LOT!uhhhh!don't ask me what gets me so fucking mad!im going to tell you,anyway.as you might know,my train to perlis is on jumaat,8 p.m. means,besok!!!!lalalala...i was so damn excited about this for the pass three month until this last week before i jump on the train.urghhh.FYI,i've planned it with a friend(should she deserve this??!) whom i knew when i was working part time before in perlis.why did i planned with her if i dislike her?what!before this everything was WELL-planned,but not to forget,beside me,she also got some friends(who constantly change their mind like a total FREAK.) to come along with us.last monday,if im not mistaken,she text me and tell me that we should have take the 4p.m. bus as the journey is going to be longgg.yeah,right!*sigh*also,she included some stupid fellacies,appeal to authority by saying that her lecturer also told her so.ok,FINE!you didn't study LAW after all,i forget.then i was like, I HAVE CLASS ON 3PM!how on earth do you expect me to catch up??!guess,the reply that i've got?

"klu ko tanak join,xpe r."

which by all mean,she was using (again)stupid euphemism!!!what?don't tell me you failed to figure out that she was actually going to say that i should go there ALONE,by myself to that in the middle of nowhere train station that they call KTM!!!i mean,SHIT!people nowadays almost got nothing to do beside being SELFISH and ONLY think of their own needs and satisfactions!bodohhh ar kaw!i took two days to reply.i finally agreed to tolerate and SKIP my class and let my marks be deducted.huhhh...but then,tonight,i got another text mesage from her,saying that,

"weyh,kawan2 aku nak p awal.lps zhor.dorg nk g jln2 dlu.hg nak join ke x?"

babiii kaw!kesialan thap maksima r weyhhh!i mean,tommorow is our train,and tonight out of a sudden,they coincidently got the idea that KL Sentral is full with places that they can go wondering like a moron that extra 3 hours doesn't seems enough for them!!!what the fuckin hell are you guys been thinking??!as if you guys even THINK-larh!nak jalan-jalan??!OMG!i can't hardly believe that i let myself STUCK with people like you!what happen to students of science-foundation???drop their brain somewhere???sweet.now,im the one to suffer.if i know this whole damn situation is going to happen,i rather take the bus and go home ALONE.i mean,its better than to go with you guys!and,what an obvious SELFISH to be.they are all willing to let me go find my very own way to there.the place where i never really been!again,STUPIDDDD!seriously,im aware that science students might dont have feelings,but im surprise to found out that they also doesn't have HEART!what a pity!i feel sorry for them~huhhh...now,why am i not surprise why people keeps on saying that law students dont talk to others.we study about rationality,morality and of course,law every single days!and we also sit for examination in those subjects!we understand exactly what is meant by HUMANITY!yes,lawyers are liars!but,at least,we're not culprit!!!and not CRIMINAL!

all this while,i try so damn hard to satiesfied everyone's needs.be tolerable.being extrovert.try to act kampong whenever im with those kind,act naive,just say YES to almost everything,and let u pijak-pijak my head like i wont gave a damn!!!i try not to be snob,sombong or whatever.but people makes me do all that stuff.im tired of being nice.maybe,i should be all that.start on being FIENDISH once again.then only,you'll get what i mean.to HER,if you happen to read this which i know you would never.or if you(ya,u!) happen to know about this girl do tell her(klu aku xsroh pown,the news will spread.),tell her that,when u live in a place call EARTH,do live like a HUMAN.if u proud of urself for being so pandai,think more than twice!sometimes,WE use brain in life,too.n,don't u dare to come near me ANYMORE.i've quit that friendly little girl role.make urself comfortable with a (when-u-talk-to-me-i-will-ignore) new me!if i were to confront a bitch,i shall be a bitch too!

&&,to this one guy,whom i knew before i got here(uitm),if u happen to read this,just so u know,ur ANNOYING.i wonder why are u so blagak with me.*sigh*earlier this year,u even say sorry for not say hi to me.now,i'll be lying if i say i didn't notice that u've been pretending that u never know me.ever.do i care?yes,i care,but not that because u dont talk to me,i care if i make the wrong theory.i mean,a snob guy,that is so RARE!but,who know,ur one of the legend!haha.forgive me if im wrong,but if im right,just remember,its not just about how well it goes in this world,its how well u've prepare for after world.

PENN OFF.