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Monday, September 14, 2009

I've learnt my lessons,YOU?

Anyway,hey!mostly,i've seen lots of bloggers suda mule buat conclusion of their first sem n etc.well,mine?it's gonna have to wait.i'll write after the final.well,sure its gonna be LONG!haha.ok,lets move on~

the truth is,i've been thinking lately of what im going to write.should i continuously write spiteful words of the unsatisfied heart of mine or should i bare with it.i've been thinking also,will things gonna keeps getting better.or worst?idk.its hard for me to even think about it.and,like i said.no one will even care if im in such a misery.prove= everyone starting to avoid me these recent days.but,thats ok.i know that'll happen.so,now im better.laughing and pretending all those problems had solves,they're around.ONCE AGAIN.for what,idk.well,its not important anyways.

thats one thing.another thing is that,people keep telling me write short.what the heck???i didn't even pay rents to own this site.instead its free and its totally mine.suka hati laa aku maw tulis panjang ka,pendek ka.well, yes.its bored.so,why read?ouh!maybe for u to annoy me and constantly messing with my life?do what ever u want.i-will-not-give-
a-damn!maybe i got few followers not like some of my friends who got plenty.followers who keep
give out comments and so ever.true,but again,come on!this is not a junk or a cheap blog yang
asyik nak puji-pujian je(im so not pointing at any blogger whom i know.).i write to
express.well,that is me.u got problem with that?
haha.u can lie to me.i know,those people read my blog.same goes to u.prove?habes,yg out of a sudden kwn2 yg aku lamer xkontek pon tetibe tawu jeh sumer psl recent life aku,cmne?
yg everytime i post new entries,there will be phone call or mesages asking for details...when i ask,how did u find out???"aku bace blog hang."see?

n,about my so called agony.at first,i thought i wil keep on smpan dendam and treat them justifyly equal.haha,apekah?then i go on thinking.i should not fight fire with fire.well,they will forget us when they are happy.but when they're sad,they'll come back to
u.so,takpe lah kawan-kawan,up to u.im a sincere friend.i don't love hoping for something in return.i don't care for u just for u to notice me.and,i dont pat u on ur back for u to remember me.im just an ordinary friend who is hoping to make real friends.so,let it be lah.if i were to be the kind of friend who u'll be needing in times of need,let it be.maybe its the best for me.

apepun,thanx sbb ajr aku jadi tabah :)
and,to my besties of Syed Putra.i miss all u.aku syg korg.i miss living with u guys.frankly,korg lah kwn plg nobel penah aku jumpe.kat sinih,baru aku atwu erti persahabatn yg sebanar.sorry if i ever take u guys fer granted.hopefuly aku dpt get out og this uitm asap n be with u guys di UIA or UKM or UM nnt ;p

p/s : kawan sytra,aku sgt sayanggg korg :)

1 comment:

Fadhlina Halipah said...

fin..rindu gile slalu amik ang..ajak g teman alor setar..selalu hang out sekali..then..selalu suruh ang jd spy tengok nabil o9 ke tak.ouh!! tsp! bnyk kenangan!!baru nk wat reunion for those yg stay kat perlis..tp bnyk gak x de..balik kampung..dayah penang,ummu kelantan kot..=( nanti cuti final sem la..roger2 ouh!