tripyyy to Langkawee^^

as some of u knew larr.last weekend im OFF to langkawi.nayyy,its not a family vacayy.my parents are too busy fer that..&& so,i made up my mind to join a camp.camp nihh under belia...korg tawukn belia?yg skunk comercials dorg byk kt tb && tenet sumer...when my fren told me bout this, i just say yesss!cz,hell ya!i really need to away...yelarr,u noe how beaches drives me insane!(:so,y hesitate???haha..ptg friday tuh,we all gather kt jetty.yerp,kuala perlis fer sure..

so,in the ferry[i cud say]...me && [wardah] dpt larr mingle ngan members yg pegi...huuu^^.honestly!that tym i mmg nk larik or terjonn ke dlm laott tuh!erkk...dorg sumer freaky + jerk!i knew it from the start lagik yg this kind of programs && society mmg are planned fer bad kiddos!yelar,to avoid them from rempit && etc. larr..duhh!bkn pe,dahla mmg hingaq tahap r!rase cam nk pecah my eardrums ooo!dgn munyik enjin lagikk,plus mulot bitch2 sial yg tak tawu malu terpekik terlolong saner sineyh!duhhh...im gonna stuck wit them fer days!!!at first i thot,wut could be worst...yeah!lps tuh worst thing ever happened!cam sial && vudusss..boys yg dudok kt seats dpn usha2 blakang!&& i was lyk,"damn it!geliiiii!"stakat usha2,i can stand larrr.bt then,siap pkai phone snap2 pics lagik.ape kejadah weyyy!pastuh,sayer x teragak-agak nk praktik skills taekwando dolu2...haiiyakk!sekali aku kickkk dye nyer seat!hahaha!baru puas ati aku!haaaaahhhhhh.....xpe larr,sebab nk mandi pntai && pegi shopping chocolates punyer psl,sayerr sabo jerr....kepp on going^^

lepas sampai jetyy langkawi,we all naek bus tuhh...xlamer la sgt until,ktorg sampai Sandy Beach Resort...dkt Chenang.at first i thot nak tdo dlm chalet ker...u noe larrr me, a bit demanding!haha.bt,ktorg dlm shade yg nk kate bilik,agk besau gak...paper je larr..tp,dat rum ader 2 katel queen!!!haha.syiokkk!air-condtioner,wajibbb r.overal okayy.dlm bilik tuh,ktorg 5.me,wardah,atynn,ana andd peepah!supposed 4 jerr....but,i larikk bilik!ahaha(: yelarrr,nk dok ngan frens^^!naseb bek,pakcik2 tuh kasik..klu x maw naness da i,t!agaga^^wa sygg lou org r pakcip...!haha.smpai situh,ptg larrr.yg beshnyer diz camp,xtvt mmg x pack at all!so,byk tym free...mlm tuh,baru larr adr briefing psl wat we're gonna du tommorrow.overal bushan!!!!!sgt2....yelar,just byk ceramah memanjang && LDK...sayer mencik grup sayer!!!!huhhh.amt lame && bushan!mmg sayer pasif thp ar...SERIOUSLY,dude!dorg mmg ngarot.dorg nanye nape sayer senyapp jew?bt,biler i kasik idea dorg wat xdgq!!!vavvviii tol.i kasik idea namer grup letak 'BRAVO',baru cam besh.&& realistik,opkosss.dorg IGNORE!tym tuh,i decided tamaw ever ever ckp ngan dorg lagikk..lantak r!last2,taw pe name grup kami?kasik besau sket...jeng..jeng..jeng!

"Ape-ape Aje"

so,wut u tink?bijakk x dorg?haha.aku mlss nk kater pe.jap2..nk taw motto ktorg?yg nih lagiii r perghhh!

"Jangan benci kami,ok!"

FYI,tym present kne ader gye skalik..just imagine larr!hadeyyy...rusakkk!rusakkk!whatever larr.anything asalkan i dpt mandi pantai^^.nmpk x my desperation???haha.so,again...skip~skip~skip~skip~skip~sampai la,its tym!ptg sabtu tuh,ktorg ader riadah.at first mmg totally free la ptg tuhh.but,its okayy larr cus riadah can be fine!^^hehe.ktorg men games.3 games total sumer..agk best.no,i lie.AMATTT BESHHH!first game,si buta.hehe.bygkn dkt beach tuh,kne pkai blindfold yg wat sayerr betol2 blind!&& again,kne play in grups.surprisingly,it was TOTALLY fun!eventhough agk malu larrr...bt,takpe cus i x nampak sesaper!weee^^but,i heard laughing larr...mmg ktorg freak out!taw lar,dkt pantai.kang xpasal kne terjon laut!adeyyy...sape maw?sumer jerit;tanak!!!!kami x kawennn lagik!hehe.sayer jerit plg kuat tuh!hihi..&&!jaat punyer fasyy,dye suroh ktorg jln itekkk!damn yuuu,pakcip!maluuuu....

second games,grup bebas...alar,game maen passing2 belon....oit!!its not dat ez larr.ktorg kne kepit encik belon tuh between us,&& bawak dye jejalan fer about 100m ahead!shessssss..amat larr sengal!xpasal i kne pektis jln cm pregnant woman.*ahem!sygg,i dh pndai jln pregnant,t sng larr u...hikhik^^.[aper aku merepek???]okokokok.last2 ktorg klh...bt,its okeh,jz nk abehkn ASAP && pegi swim swim!last game!waaahhh...sayer da sangap da tym nih...da pkl 6!klu xsempat brenang...i kickkk bontott fassy[s] sumer!!!hehe...well(:...ganasss ker?x eyhhhh....last2,men telepon burokkk!adeyyy!first tym i jadik front man!xpasai jerrr kne hafai ayt berjelaaaaa....siyezly,wa ckp lu.i still igt!ayt dyer cmnih....

"ibu menyuruh Awie ke kedai untuk membeli barang iaitu:

2kg gula,1kg garam,1.5kg beras,3bgks kopi,i kotak mineral.wang saku yang diberi oleh ibu ialah rm23."

hebat x i???ahaha.tp,yg penting aper yg org last ckp.not yg depan.no matter i dpt igt or x,xpntg sgt...so,biler smpai dpn,mmg hancussss!hahaha^^ader ke dye ckp;"5kg gula && 1.5 guni berasss"adeyyy!nk wat kenurik ker yunk oi!haha.lantak larr ko...jnji afta this aku maw terjonn laoootttt!!!!haha..&& so,dpt gak mandi...tp,sayer ngidam lak maw naek banana boat!i lyk!tp,dorg tanak...so,xdpt larr nek...tp,takpe,i swim2 around situh jer...ajr dorg sumer caner nk float!haha...bergune gakk sayer amek swimming klass!erkk...wendu samer zmn dolu2...FYI,i nihh penah jadik penerjun negeri wooo^^!sgt sexy!oit,jgn imagine...sepakkk maw?hehe.skunk da retired.tu yg bdn agk xslim tuhh..hihi.i miss swimming pools damn mach!coach pown!next>>>>then,ader satu incident sengal happens!

ader kerr patot???i noe,mmg x patott!ader mat salleh nih!dah larr besau cm giant!!!pakai boxer SPONGEBOB!warne kunen...dtg dkt ktorg && nk bukak sluarr!kesialann yg melapaw!f**k u matsalleh byk mulu dkt chest!hihihi.sayer pown,larikkkk,i mean swim awayyy!sian tawan2 kne larik dlm airr..hihi!jnji wa slamattt^^pastuh,tibe2,pakcipp feveret saye dtg samer pakcipp gataii.erkkk!ktorg igt nk larikk dr dorg.yelarrr,suda free hair sumer...adeyy!dorg sowh g maen2 dkt ngan dorg cz susa maw jage gadisss santekkk cm ktorg..ahakz!sejokk gak ati dgr,tros jer kte pindahhh.hehe..bt then,ader la sorg sis nih tny sape maw naek BANANA BOAT???i tros larik smbl jerit2;sayer nak!sayer nak!nak naek menda kiutt tuh!!!pastuh sayer nmpk dorg && pakcip2 tuh gelakkk..jibon!adeker patott...akhirnyer!pastuh,ktorg pegi grab life jacket,semgt g pkai tuh...!tgk2,dorg ckp tade myk...hukhuk..mmg sedeyh..maw naness!pakcips fassy sumer gelakkk.dorg sowh balek cz da lwt da tym tuhhh.lamer gak ktorg tgu myk smpai..dats y kne balik gak.&&,biler jer ktorg campak jacket2 oren tuh,tibe2 jer...abg2 tuh jerit2...myk smpai dah!!!hehe...pastu,dorg siap tlg kasik pakai jacket tuh!hey,yeayyy!beshhh^^mmg puasss dpt naek tu...lajuuu...&& superduper kewl!tp,last part mmg xbesh!ktor djatuhkn from dat thing!shit betoiii.tp,overalll...amat besh!!!&&,tribute to pakcip feveret && pakcip gataii cz sggp tggu ktorg naek banana wee^^muahhhx!sygg!saye chenta banana boat!!!
haha.so,head to bilekk larrr...thats all jer fer now.pnjg kn,post nih?ader g lagi 2 smbungan pasnihhh.entry pasai tym nak balek,keadaan bilekk ktorg yg amat NEAT!&& post ttg pakcipp feveret yg suda ubah sayer nyer perspective!so,curious???stick with me!~

taggie^^

yeah,cik taty telah TAGGED sayer...phew!tengs,dear (:

1.Apakah hubungan awak dan dia?
dye?baru jewrr jmpe...tawan,i can say (:
2.5 impressions terhadap dia?
- lovely!~
- amattt open!!!
- motivated ooo^^
- tough
- ambitious
3.Perkara paling memorable yang dilakukan kat awak?
memorable,yeah?sembang2 tepi dkt beach smpai 4 a.m....hihi
4.perkara paling memorable yang dia kata pada awak?
habaq betoi ah,jgn ah caya sgt kat laki...
5. Kalau dia kekasih awak.. awak akan...?
nk jugak force dye benti smoke!!!
6. Kalau dia jadi musuh awak.. awak akan..?
sepakkk!ekeke...
7. Kalau dia kekasih awak..
he need to change.i mean,a LOT~
8. Kalau dia musuh awak..
maybe sbb past habit dyer!nonono...tamaw larhh*___*
9. overall impression ttg dia
he's a GREAT person beneath ((:
10.The most desirable thing to do to her /him
naek banana boat sesamerrr!agaga^^
11. Apakah awak rasa tentang pandangan org terhadap awk?
typical...maybe a bit synical kowt?
12. the character of you for yourself?
i just wanna live!!!
13. On contrary, the character you hate about you
pemalassss^^
14. The most ideal person you want to be with?
hubby bee~~~
15. For people who like you, tell sumthing about them.
tengss a lot,guys.tel me y,cus i dont c d reason y...
16. Ten people you tag:
tamaw tag...sengal!hehe :)em,sorg jer larr
-harith aka pooh!
17. no 2 ade hubungan dgn sape?
ntah?dye ckp dye single...
18. is no 3 male or female?
male larr,dude!adeyy^^
19. if no 5 and no 7 ade relationship?is that a good thing?
aku tak relaaaa...haha
20.Macam mane dgn no5 dan no 8
22 aku kasik lempang!!!!LOL
21. no 4 single kah?
he said 'yesss'
22. no 1 belajar apa?
suda kijer da...samer belia!wahaha
23. say sumtin about no 6
musoh=bodohhh...sialll!
dye=i wanna meet u again^^borak epi beach lagiii!
24. no 9 kelakar tak?
true!klaka yg amat^^

phewww...finish juak!

Check this out!

first offer!

Your Application to Universiti Tenaga Nasional

Congratulations Nur Syafina Munirah Binti Mohamad Nasir! You have been offered with Foundation in Civil Engineering( 12008 years ) programme. You will receive an offer letter soon. You are required to return the acceptance letter not later than 06 May, 2009. Thank you.


my very first offer nih!tp,i x minat engineering larrrhhh.so how???

sakett ati i,taw!

Your Application to Universiti Tenaga Nasional.


application@uniten.edu.my
Thu, Mar 26, 2009 at 8:55 AM
To: fieynna@gmail.com

We have received your documents and it is incomplete. Please forward the document(s) indicated below immediately. We will ONLY resume processing your application after we have received the document(s). Please go back to our online applications webpage at http://www.uniten.edu.my and reprint the covering letter to accompany these missing documents when you send them to us.

• Copy of Identification Card (MyKAD)

sialan apekah ini!!!!!aku dh includekan larrr potostat ic...ni yg geram nih!
dh larr,im away fer about 2 days!DAMN!!!ape hal nihhh...*sory,tgah bengang

post yg xsedappp!

argghhhh!korang....helP mehh...tulun...tataw atas alasan aper kat donia yg indah ini sayer raser x sedapp ati!!!!wuts gonna happen nihh.adeyy!rase takot tetibe...rase cam nk nanes!!!besok sayer nk AWAY^^pegi langkawi...bukan vacayy.bt,pegi kem under belia..[wardah] yg invite.so,i tink better i challow chaow jerr...RINDUKANN AKU,YERRRR!muahhx!sygg korg.waaahh.bt,stil xsdp ati nihh.y?y...............btw

rehan aka ALANG sayer dpt pegi interbiu JPA!!!!!congrates tuu her...i ENVY uuu!gud luck,taw!moge2,xdpt...hikhik.guraww jerr^^gambate***

sayer nk away ASAP..sayer nk hepyyyy,hepyyyy^^

si Miawww^^

hurmmm...wut am i gonna write bout fer this entry?..I HAVE NO IDEA!lol..mcm nih larr sygg sayerr sekalian.wahaha!korg tawu kn.aku punyer kegilaan?one thing that drive me CRAZY!!haha.xlarr smp giler cam mahyon tuh.sket2 jerr...i sygg sangat kat dat furyyy lil guy!hikhik.soooo cute.dats y kdg2 bler org nampak sayer talk wit it,dorg akn ckp yg i've lost my mind.hey,maner ader!em,in case korg xpenah tawu...MIAWW aka KUCING tuu larr yg slaloo wut sayer xbley jadik matured!eyh,ader kena mengena kerr?"lu pikir la sendiri!!!!"ahaha(:one more thing,guys!dont tell my sisters taw,pasal nihh!haha.dirty lil secret.i always hate names yg dorg letak kat my beloved sumerr tuh!ALWAYS!haha.dats y,sayerr slaloo panggey dorg dgn namer yg sayer letak senirik^^guess dorg lebey suker my choices!hakhak...dlu,when i was a lil gal,sayer ader sekor miaww nih..kiuut!comeyl!sangattttt...namer dyer [ORANGE]!haha.i saygg dyer sgt!he's d best!no cats in diz world yg bley ganti dyer...tp,dyer da hlg...*my mistake...hukhuk.how shud i noe?i was just SIX!i gunting dyer nyer wiskers...waa...i thot he'll luk cuter...em,guess i wrong?..okey larr.diz is my latest miaww.my siss called her Catry..bt,i dont prefer that name.haha!so,i called her MIAWW!haha.sumer miaww i panggey miaww,wutever larh.jz nk tunjok pix jerr..huhu

dyer sedeyh cz i sowh dyer posing depan toilett!agaga^^

nk mintakk simpati r tuh!!!no wayyy...hihi

kesangapan yg melampaww!nk kne nihh..

byk lg pix budakk nih.bt,kalo nk upload sumer,take one nyte lorr..o,klu korg nak tawu,dyer nih larr yg suker tmn sayer titow mlm2..hik!maner ader sayer jempott!taw2,bgn besok pg,dyer ader kt atas katel da..xpown i ter-kick dyer jatoh katel!ahaha!*ganass ker sayerr titow??x eyhhh...((:

Closure,finally!

waaah!lamer suda tida wat entry pape..wendu sayer???pooh,cne?agaga^^jgn mara ha,arith..*wink2*!sayer igt,from now on nk tuka style larrr..sayer xnak bahsekn dri sayer lagi daa...em,cus i think i fit well here && so nk tuko larr kasik manjer sket...hakhak![biler fynna jadik budak manjerr nihh...adeyy!](:nevamind larrr...let it happens naturally,yeah!wut say uuu?i fine jerr..okokokok.lets muv on,shall we?^^

heemmm.recently,ader a friend of mine nih komplen pasal contents blog nih..he said

"ko nih fynn,aku nengok blog ko kalau cite pasai chenta2 nihh sure SEDEYH jerr memanjang!come on.muv on larr,babe!seriously,he's totally NOT worth it to be loved,haniiiyDEW!haa.u deserve to be hepyyy=)"

then,sayer tenong lappy..lamerr..[bt,xtemboss2 gak lappy tuh^^].pastu tataw naper,otomatik sayer smile...(:wahai my dearest fren yg amat concern pasal organ dalaman aka my heart nih,tengss a lot.sbb xbyk friends yg sggp layan sayer tym my heart nih bleed.mostly,dorg akn boo lyn jer whenever i mention bout it.haha.i guess dorg x interested lansong nk taw psl menda cmnih..ntah la..some,even ckp he,[my ex] x bersalah lansong!huhh..dorg ckp,

"fynn,its normal larr fer a guy untok syg more than just one gal.kalo x,takkan tuhan kasik laki kawen empat?"

yerp,sayer x deny statement korg.tp,seriously,i wanna ask korg.korg raser,sbb tu ker tuhan kasik laki kawen empat???ntah larr.sayer blaja agme lain.

1,untok membela naseb janda && ank2 yatim...

2,untok mengawal nafsu drpd jadik maksiat...

3,sunnah nabi...

sory,sbb tuh aku xleyh accept biler korg ckp cmtuh.i assume sumer tu hanye desire && lust!sgt impossible larr a boy nk syg kt more than one gal,evenly or sincerely!klu korg yg ckp cmtuh,korg otomatikly masok dlm sayer nyer blacklist.[playboy list].jgn brani2 ckp ngan sayer yg korg tawu erti sayang yg real.x,okay?kalo yerrr,korg xkan dgn slamberr yayai nyer bley defend kwn korg tuh...&&,pretend lyk hati aku xde kesan aper lansong!in my case,laki yg slh.i noe!jgn nk ajar aku.im NOT that stupid to be fooled!kalau korg raser,aku yg rugi bler i DUMPED [my ex] cus i found out yg dyer ader byk giler pompan len behind me.terserah(:korg ader otk,bleyh pk.told ya,boys samer..&&,biler aku ckp cmnih sure ader gak some yg condemned sayerr..

"ko ney,finn..jgn r gune sume boys.bkn sumer boys camtuh.mcm pompan bek sgt!huhh"

weyyh.i x ckp semua lelaki dalam dunia samer by d tym i said those phrase.instead of memahami sayer yg amt terluka tym tuh,korg tros condemn..marah...kutok2...&& bengang kat aku.korg rewind balek tym korg kne dlu.tym biler friend korg marh balek biler korg ckp pompan mmg cmtuh...knaper korg tanak paham akuuu?!sesungguhnya lelaki,tuhan da cipta lebey kuat drpd wanita...sayer kaum hawa,insan lemah && fragile..tp,xpew.aku angkat white flag.aku lebey syg kn frenship..yelarr,sumer my mistake..(:until now,korg ngadu ngan aku,ckp,nasehat; jgn pk sumer boys samer,pompan samer gak..biler korg ckp cmtuh,aku cm nk nanes.tataw knaper,instead of ckp cmtuh,aku slalu tringin nk dgr korg ckp

"fynn,bukan sumer boys camtuh.there is stil gud one,ot there.destinied fer u.luk from d bright side,ur one person closer to [mr right].so,hrp ko jgn lost hope.&& always percye yg jodoh x ke maner..(:"

tp,whu am i untok deserve nasehat cmtuhkn..bg korg,xpenting aper yg aku raser.yg penting,aku xleyh blame sesaper.cus kte korg sumer tu slh aku jugak..betol ker,slh aku?

entah larrr...sumer yg sayer mention tuh...my frens.sumer tuh pndgan korg.up to yuu.to whoever yg tecian tuh,sayer amat hargaiii.pade yg trase tuh,sayer mintak maap.bkn pe,it has been a long tym sjk sayer pendam jerr..so sorry.i still hev feeling.in case,korg xsedar.i dont mind larr,korg nk defend dyer or wuteva.nk cakp sayerr terokk.nk condemn lagik pown,be PLEASED.cus from now on.no more kisah sedeyh!cus sayer nekad,no more kaple2..boleyyy jln...

haha.tataw lar klu sayer jmpe [mr right].[~_^]

....the end of sad love storyyy

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award nihh,tyrah si ellyen yg kasik...lamer suda...tengggss!!!act. yg ney,my first award da!datz y cm bangge sket...hikhik!em...award nih,dtg skali ngan pakej..lbey kurg cm tag gituh..bt, i da lupe larr!adeeyyyy...i noe...i noe...sooo SORRY!janji^^ xnak wat dah..ngeeee*grinn

my wenduu...

hemmmm...lamer suda tida update blog!!!wendu sgt....*hugs...ckp pasal rindu..tingat dekat bFF sayer sumer...if ever i had a wish.i'll wish that i can go back to school once again!turn back time..with that,i'll get to be with them as OFTEN && CLOSE as before!!!!em,guess diz is y org ckp,hargai every moment of your life..every second worth it!...so here,akibat kekangen-an sayer pade kwn2 sumer...i've came out wif sumthing...tgk larr yer...

kem kejura nihh..mmg besh!tgk muke sayer suda larr!^^

sayer && azni..si angah!!!

sayer && rehann..me && my tuesday!^^alang!

ini sue...sweet innocense larr kononn..manjer!

...sampai the next rinduuu^^

UPU,darling...

duhh...nowadays suda [[blank]]..tataw maw post aperr...so,here it comes..my application fer UPU,,,korg komen larrr..wether ok or not...thanx!^^

Nama : NUR SYAFINA MUNIRAH BINTI MOHAMAD NASIR
No. Kad Pengenalan/MyKad : 910119095020
Kategori Permohonan : A - PEMOHON LEPASAN SPM 2008
Pilihan Program Pengajian :PILIHAN KOD PROGRAM PENGAJIAN IPTA

Pilihan 1: Y0600 ASASI UNDANG-UNDANG UIAM
Pilihan 2: E0600 ASASI UNDANG-UNDANG KPTM
Pilihan 3: E0601 ASASI UNDANG-UNDANG UiTM

Pilihan 4: ASASI TESIL
Pilihan 5: Y0600 ASASI UNDANG-UNDANG UIAM
Pilihan 6: E0600 ASASI UNDANG-UNDANG KPTM
Pilihan 7: E0601 ASASI UNDANG-UNDANG UiTM
Pilihan 8: Y0150 ASASI BAHASA INGGERIS UIAM

p/s: to frens yg trying to reach me out kat fs,ms or blog,maybe...

sory cus i can giv u replies..

tenet wat prob!!!!!!

lembab macam SIPOOOTTTT :((

SO,KALO KORG WONDER,MANER KAH SAYER MENGHILANG?SAYER TAKKK HILANG!!

JZ SUSA MAW MASOK BLOGGER...damn it toll..hehe

until then

SPM!5 years studies,does it worth it?

...my SPMresult

pheww...!FINALLY!everything wasn't a secret no more...this morning,i sampai skewl at about 10.3o...then,teachers said "result kamu semua keluar pukul 11,tunggu sat!"...duhhh...saspen maken uppp^^...tym tuh,im wif [sue].[tyah]+[nuura]...&&,suddenly,[azni] called me...dorg ajak g kantin...dey ol sumer tgh gather kat kantin...tym turun tangge tuh,&& yup she's there to leads us to d grup.waseyhhh.i mmg totally forgot yg my [ex] will be coming too..yea,his skewl too,i noe.[ummu athirah] ,ku mmg x igt AT ALL!urgghh..then,ke-happy-an jumper bFF, ter-stuck cz i SAW him!damn![spoiled] mornink.hows him,huh?em,wut can i say..[i didnt see any regret fer me to dump him^^].yeah!i made d right choice..maybe my 'taste bud' did not function properly by the end of last year...[yesss!i am MEAN].continue..lps chit-chating sumer,ader la diz one announcement said yg result suda bleyh ambik.OMG!so,me wif nuura went sraight up to meeting rum,fer the result.bkn YAKIN boleyh daa...mawu LARI very the lajuuu...&& after,skip-skip-skip-skip-skip...my mum yg first tgk my result...i noe, TEROKKKK!i can see yg her expression change within a second!by the tym,i felt lyk crying...my heart outt...bt,the tears are all dried out...i was so DOWN!down && down...ustazah yg bg paper result pown was in shocked jugak..me as well.my mum was like...huhhh...help me...im helpless...i've [BROKE] my mum's heart...my dad's...MINE...i've FAILED!out of target...mumun,from d very beginning suda shed tears..me?i was like *smile...inside???im not sure fer how long i can hold it...my target?at least...[at least],over 9 subjects,i target 8...guess my OTAK wasnt so good,anyway...dat tym.i am so regret!

fer not studying!fer playing aroud!fer not paying attention in class.fer enjoying too much!fer ditching classes!fer not listening to my parents!fer not working hard ENOUGH!fer being lazy!fer being carried away!fer being in such a fuzzy relationship!fer being stupiddd!fer EVERYTHING!!!

bt,seems lyk,regret is worthless now.crying is useless.what is done,was DONE.i cant turn back time...bt,my mum...hows she???i dont think she can accept it...her expectation on me was damn HIGH!

"im sorry mama...along mintak maaf,i've done everything i could.true,i left with no excuses.what i got is what i've been struggling all this years or maybe NOT.diz is the result of my horrible attitude.my perangai yang undescribale.[[forgive me]].fer letting u down.fer not being such a great example fer adek2.fer not making u proud.i noe,i was MALAS lyk hell.&&, yess.im STUPId..bodohh..STUPId.bodohh..its jz i hope u can accept what i've been putting fer all diz while..i've worked.maybe the effort wasnt enough.i wish i can turn back time,&& stadi smpai saket pown I DON'T MIND.bt,its too little too late.bt,please..stop comparing me with [daeng-10a1]...[kak tiha-8a]..or whoever else.blame me,i dont mind.bt,have a lil symphaty on me.i cant promise anything,mama..sumhow,i need u to trust me on being org yg SUCCESS.i will try.no matter what.its not YET time fer giving up.or fer full stop.its not yet time.."

now,i was so ashame too meet people.cz,im from science school,SBP,they thought i could do better.to simply pass with flying colours all the time.hey,i am NOT perfect.&&,sayer bkn budak pandai...tidak segenius enstein.tidak sebijak saidina Ali..the matter of fact,i did tried..i TRIED...please,stop judging me.its not dat i register in science school cz i was guaranteed to get all a's in those subjects!hey..its not like that,people......

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&& here's the reveal...they're HORRIBLE.dont say [ok larr tu] to me.i noe,KO!dont lie...plz..

BAHASA MELAYU 1A

BAHASA INGGERIS 1A

MATEMATIK 1A

SEJARAH 1A

PENDIDIKAN ISLAM 1A

MATEMATIK TAMBAHAN 4B

FIZIK 3B

LUKISAN KEJURUTERAAN 2A

KIMIA 4B

over 9,i got 6a3b...[5A1+1A2] + [1B3] + [2B4]

see?dreadful!!!&& aweful.............[away]...............

i wasted my 5 years of learning...others,dont be like me!

there is still time to change it all.trust me,if i read this kind of entry back then.i wont be here writing this entry...wif cries...

Tag!!!

My Top 10 Most Favorite Love Songs

tagged by:...tyrah...

Not an actual tag usually, but it's more to getting know which tunes can make you smile whole day and thinking about your love. All you have to do is do a list, like I did, and describe, and tell why you love that love songs. Heartbreak love songs can also counts.

Warning: LOVE SONG,OKAY..

p/s: and count it backwards like 10,9,8...because I think it's fun to read that way.

[10]tShirt : Shontelle

i think diz song is sooo sweettt...wee^^...wif nuting bt, ur tshirt on...lalala

[9]hot N cold : Katy Perry

why diz song??cz hey,boys!diz is how u guys are!..i shud noe,dat ur no gud fer me...yeah!

[8]gives you HELL : aLL American Rejects

lalala..d music vid was sooo funny!&& d lyrics was SUPER!&& of course,dedicated fer my [ex]^^

[7]7 things!!! : Miley Cyrus

7 stand fer 7,ryte?haha.i lyk diz song cz it jz feels lyk its fer me!i juz noe...

[6]So Small : Carrie Underwood

1st,i loveee country!2nd,diz song gives me hope...heart-broken-ers,giv a listen...

[5]Good Enough : Amy Lee

Amy lee is my FAV!i jz feel im gud enaf...fer him..

[4]MR. Curiousity : Jason Mraz

again,its country..plus,jason mraz..&& d words are sooo deep...hev a listen!&& tell me,wutd u think?hey,mr curiousity..

[3]Droplets : Colbie Caillat + Jason Reeves

Short bt, yet meaning full && reliatable!!!he left the mark..&& i dont need it!haha..

[2]Invisible :Taylor Swift

diz gal is my no. 1!!!&& diz song...invisible...diz is how most gals out there feel..&& so am i!

[1]♥ ♥ ♥ LOVE STORYYYY.... : TAYLOR SWIFT!!!♥ ♥ ♥

waaaaaah!!!diz song is catchy yet AWESOME!told ya,she's my no.1!!hehey..taty,knal lgu niyh??

remeo && juliet..never really end..!wee^^

...to be tagged...

[nurfarahliyana]

[missy dette]

[missy ainee]

[miss fatymah]

anxiety

hey guys!!miss me?haha.after quite a loads of tags..i,once again finally discovered the mood to write.so,hey?u must be wondering what d heck am i gonna write fer this tym,huh?.&& here comes d broken eng + bad grammars..hihi.du excuse me fer dat ?thanx!now we're on..

since my spm exams,i've been at home fer almost 3 months!hey,its jz feel lyk yesterday..&& FYI i've spent my whole 5 years in SM SAINS TUANKU SYED PUTRA!yupp.from form1 until form 5.its not dat im tryin' to brag bout me being in residential skewl or wutsoeva..ya,maybe a lil bit..bt,dat doesnt mean anything!students skola sains,is NOt dat genius..true,fer some nerds they r brilliant..bt,TOTALLY [not] me!walaaaweyy..suda sasar drpd topic neyh..so,nk jdkan citer..suda alomost 3 bulan[uhh..f**king hate diz word] sayerr stuck kat rumah.&& lyk wut i've told dlm posts before diz,sayer penah jadik salesgal kat one op d boutique in town..harhar..gaji lumayan gakk..bt,u noe me..BOROSSS..hehe..nk wat cne,natural!lol.nak di conclude kan,fuhh..amat larr BESH dapat keje situh..its not the job,its sumthing else..my nuw frens...experience..&& i got d chance to meet [von dutch]!ya..even he's someone else hubby..bt,dat gossip,i shall say,haven't proved YET!means,i still hev d chance..em,did i mention dat last tym i went to kangar fer my payment,he is actually [STARING] at me!!!!ahhh..sweet!bt,duhh..tym tuh,sayer tgh chat2 ngan [ayam],&& by d tym i realise,i was lyk..[tgh ckp nihh]..bla..bla..[i saw him staring]..hey,yg laki nih tgk ku pasai pa ntah..huhh..-datz wut happen!don't blame me!bkn tanak kasik respond positip bt,wut if d gossip is true??x pasal,dorg call me slut!huhh..man,my pride lagi worth it utk dijage yerr..haha.ok,next..!&&,bout 2 weeks lps benti kije,out of d sudden,peeps around me start to talk && spreading nuws bout result SPM!huh?good...i cant even breathe.those three month feels like 3 hours!or can i say,three ticker..damn!everything seems to move as fast as ferreri nowadays..so,i was busy updating my matrix's application..&& UPU too...yea,had to choose d field yg sayer nk further in future...do SWEAT me!i was lyk [blanked].i can hardly make my decision.guys,its about my life we're talking about..salah wat decision,habess..so,im praying fer d best.

[DECISION WAS MADE].

no more words.maybe,i'll reconsider bout my choice afta tawu result?or after hangin out wift my skewlmates,bFF...tgk larr opinions dorg cne..em,we'll see..btw,don't u think im a bit relax..yea,u noe..other students mostly tgh shiver habess plus gigil lagik..&& i was lyk,hey!result nk klua 12 mac neyh..lps amek result,jom hang out?..im lying if i said i don't feel d thrill inside me.bt,nahh..it wasnt so bad after all..im worried,yess.bt,i just noe dat my result wont be a good one.huhh.dunno how to face my mum..she's been expecting real HIGH on me..sumhow,i du hope fer miracles to happen..huhu,,i've been thinking whether or not i go to school fer d result's announcing day.FYI,12 march is on KHAMIS!its still a school day.so,juz imagine...with lots of juniors yg i penah scold before..[fer a strong good reasons,fer sure]...dgn teachers yg expectation dorg tinggi from the [EVEREST]...&& friends yg fer sure akan dapat stret A's dlm sumer subject...[HOW ON EARTH I WOULD BE GLAD TO GO THERE?]u tell me..?whats worst!my [ex] will be there.haha.&& did i ever mention yg one of his girlfriends is my junior,which make her to coinccidently being ALSO a student of my school??!no,dont worry,i'll be all [FINE].dude...how could i ever be there...?mm,think im done..sajer nk membilang hari2 yg lepas..seems so cepat la weyyh..!sungguh tida sgke..i wont talk about result anymore afta diz..&& d nest tym i'll be writing d post bout result,will be on 12 march && ahead!!

...[free my mind]...

HURTS

[my heart] hurts so mac now.cant really tell u y.bt,trust me,its HURTS so bad.dunno how to describe it in words.luckily i found these avatar.view them,then u'll understand...

tag ohh tag...

ANOTHER TAG FROM IEKA the DEAREST...hey gal,du umrah wif all ur heart,yeah?pray 4 me too!&&im luking forward fer ur safe way back + my request!^^ngee....

1. Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you
2. At the end, choose a few people to be tagged
3. If i tagged you, its because i want to know more about you

6teen things^^

[1]i love to cry

[2]i heart music...

[3]im a dreamer!

[4]still finding my way

[5]owez ter-felt in leb wif guy

[6]&& finally dpt taw dey all suda MARRIED

[7]craving fer a guitar lesson!

[8]miss my besties terribly!

[9]hate playboys so damn much

[10]imma bad gal

[11]loveeee SHOPPING!dude..hihi

[12]org ckp sayer manjer,bt me mysep cant really tink op d rezen y.huhh..

[13]org ckp,whenEVER i talked there will be a melody..haha!u got me?

[14]my heart is already broken && cannot be fixed.done

[15]i LOVE chocolates!hot choco,choco bars...urghh!yummie!

[16]now im HAPPY

nk tag saper sihh..huhu.itz ur lucky day![NO ONE].phew..slamat korg eh..agaga^^

first tag!!!

HERE ARE THE RULES :
Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog
Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours
Tagged & people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as link to their blog
Link the person who tagged you

Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog
[1]im a GEEK!haha
[2]8teen!!!
[3]shophaholic^^
[4]been into EMO once
[5]being stiched TWICE!
[6]hemophobia!penah faint taw!
[7]slalu ter-felt in love dgn hubby org!huhh..wut am i thinking?*______*

Tell 6 unspectacular quirks of yours
[1]fragile!muker ganaz wooo...
[2]chocolates && teddies drive me INSANE!
[3]imsonia!!!sayer larr burong hantuuuw!wee^^
[4]sukerr berangan!!!
[5]*drama queen*
[6]i've lost one of d teeth PERMANENTLY!no sweat..gigi gerahamm baa..agaga

Tagged & people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as link to their blog
>>>anyone yg ader bce tag neyh!!!muahaha...rasekannn!ekeke

Link the person who tagged you
....cik taty...suda di linked,kan??[~_^]
....miss nurfarahliyana...nuwest tagged from diz babe^^!

sleepy post

sleepy...ngantok...satu mlm tida tido!edit layout ney ajew...kinda tiring.bt,FUN!&&,now i need some rest.pheww...still cant figure out how to hev tagboard yg amat cunnn && santekk lyk taty && mumun...duhhh!help me out,guyzz??tata larr dlu..mawu tidoooo...nantokkk...weee!!!

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first tag!!!

1.Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kissed?by whum?
>>> pipiii larrr!!suweeet^^.my hubby to bee...agaga
2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
>>> with a BIG smile on my face!haha
3.Who was the last person you take a photo with?
>>> my bFF!![sue]
4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
>>> no way!!imma gud person..heee
5.Would you donate blood?
>>> did i ever mention,i have hemophobia??
6.Have you ever had a best friend who is of the oppossite sex?
>>> yup.&& it turn up to be soooo wrong!
7.Do you want someone dead?
>>> of course!du grant it,babe
8.What does your last text message said?
>>> selamat mlmm..
9.What are thinking of right now?
>>> SPM results coming up!!pheww
10.Do you wish someone was with you now?
>>> yepp.[von dutch]!hakhak
11.What time did you go to sleep last night?
>>>around 4..a.m. yea..
12.Where did you buy the tshirt you are wearing now?
>>> the store
13.Is someone on your mind right now?
>>>haha.yup.my [ex]
14.Who was the last person who text you?
>>>nuw friend op mine.[afiq faiz]
15.Peoples tagged to do this quiz:
>>>taty
>>>tyrah
>>>kak lyn
>>>ieka
16.Who is you are having relationship with?
>>>no one officially
17.Is no.3 is male or female?
>>>female larr!
18.If no.7 and no.10 get together,will it be a good thing?
>>> damn!no way on earth larr sayunkk.
19.What is no.1 studying about?
>>> medic.hihi.or maybe architecture.whu noe?lol..
20.Is no.4 single?
>>> huhh?sayerr kew?yep.&& available.wakaka
21.Say something about no.2
>>> laguuu 'gives u hell' nyer lyric,duhh
22.What do you think of no.3 and no.6 get together?
>>> haha!gud thing!i lyk.
23.Describe no.9
>>> tataw nk pegi bile..dgn saperr.&&naek aper..adoiyaii!
24.What will you do if no.6 and 7 fight?
>>>r u serious??i'll be lyk..hoooray!yippie!beat him!ROTFL
25.Do you like no.8?
>>>nope.sorry.^^

hope it gives you HELL

recently,i'm addicte to blogshop && Utube,mannn!ROTFL..yep..i noe..hev u ever heard of Venetian Princess???nope?well,where hev u been?she's hottie there at Utube,guyzz!haha.bet u dont noe dat she beat MILEY CYRUS fer heving d most viewers ever!haha.but datz not wut i wud lyk to post about.emdu u well known of All AMerican Reject??ever heard of their nuw single??"GIVES YOU HELL"i f**king love dat song!ddicated specially fer my [ex]!!haha.wut?d grudge suddenly comes back.&& i say,y not?lol..so,here's a vid a found quite interesting.one among all yg enter d contest.ouh?did i mention dat there is a contest fer d 'gives u heel' music video?nope?well,there is!&&,i found diz one hot guy.huhhu.he's HOT!i meant it.yup,kinda slow && boring at pes..bt,continue watching...it'll sooth ur eyes!trust me on diz.hihihhihihi..one hunkyyy coming up!!!

me VS outfits

What Your White Outfit Means

You're a natural beauty - and you never let your fashion steal the show. You have a quiet confidence that you'll look great in almost anything. While you may feel understated, men are attracted to your mystery. Designer match: Gucci Signature accessory: A cashmere scarf

How Your Favorite Outfit Tells What Kind of Girl You Are

...a trip to kem PLKN timah tasoh...

act diz trip was not planned by me.i jz join in ajer!haha.yelarh nk jmpe kengkwn punyer pasal..
at pes ktorg plan nk pegi about 2 in d aftanun kann..bt then,tgh sayer siap2 nk pegi mandy,i got a call from [ainaa].she said dat those at plkn ade sum kind op xtvt 2.3o...so, i was lyk rushing gler larr as kne be at skewl right away!sooo..i was lyk,smpai jugak akhernyee...weee^^can't wait![p/s:sayerr mandy taw!oltho kerbau style..hikhik.]pastuh..kat saner,besh sgt!rupenyer,boys pown ikowt..tp,dorg g nek moto...antra yg dtg tuhh,si yady,charnack,bonet ameq&&his fren...sape ntah namer??hihi.dowg siap bwk kek g!haha.tym sampai tuh..phew!dramatis tahap rr...ader ker pakat2 jerit budak2 tuh..siap nanges2 lagik!maybe cz terharuu pe ktowg pegi mlawat!wee^^&& so,here some pix yg i sempat candid && colek from dowg...PLKN!!!

trip ini amat heavennn!!!sronok dpt jmpe kwn lps skola...ouh,btw.11 march dorg suda bley balek!hihi.sian jugak,bru balek suda kne amek result SPM lak besoknyer tuhh.adooiyaii!handle it fine larr tawan2..result korg sure gempaqnyerr!oj lar,sue...ku suda grantedkan wish unx sowh ku p mlwat..t,lps plkn,kte kije sesamer pulak,k!hemmm.&&td,i jz got phone call from.ader brite neyh,yg wat sayerr sedeyh.ader a fren of mine neyh.a gal.plkn situh gak.dye kantoi [lezbo!]uhh...i shud hev expect diz.dye ader trauma dlu..kne touch ngan some boys a skewl.damn it!boys!asal korg kijammm sgt...tgk larr..skunk tataw nk wat cne ngan dyer...i really hope dat she can think wise.nk advice?she wont listen larr...i noe her.one op my besties jugak...nway,my friend...i always luk forward to help u.nnt ko ku,get ready!maw brainwash!plz...dun ruin urlife...sayer sayang kamuu...