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Saturday, April 4, 2009

.crush.forever.and.ever.

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waaah!mesti korg wonder naper sayer letak pix jiwang2 sumer nih..ekeke!the tittle explain it all.
suda read my last entry belom?kalau bacer,korg phm sket lar..sayer wat entry nih cz ader byk gak feedbacks[lebeyh 5 org,byk r tuhh!hihi] psl nk tawu siapakah my 'CRUSH' tuh..ader gak yg misunderstood..ader gak yg ader same experiences!&& ader gak yg pth ati..wakaka!ader kew?nahh..sajer jew ngarot2...:)sbbkn byk yg dunno lagi pasal my forever crush nih, aka [legolas]..skunk,im gonna expose some trivia about him!haha.kalo dyer bace,mamposs sayer!adeyy!takpe larr,hunnie..identiti drhsiekn!muahaha..so,where's to start,huh?em...

the story goes lyk this...once upon a tym,when i was still in form 5[in d early year].out of a sudden,authorities sekolah nk held up a camp.leadership camp,larr lbey kurg.tak lamer sgt,dlm 2hari smalam,cmtuh...hoho.so,pown pegi larr.cz nk hev fun!mcm biaser larr,im a party gal!mmg suker sronok2 jer..so,dkt saner sayer 1 group ngan [legolas]...mmg da tawu da before pegi camp tuh.erkk..bkn sajer2 taw nk 1 grup ngan dyer.mmg tym tuh,xder feel lagi..act.,sayer xsuker dye tym tuh!seriously!haha.knape???em,sbb tym form dlu,girls byk yg dtg kt sayerrr,"fyn!!!****** tuh baek larrr!alemmm..suker ah!""fynn!****** tuh cute ar,jatuh ati,i!"duhh..i mmg sengal sket kalo boys yg byk girls mnt nihh..i anti!meluat ar asyik dgr dye kena puji...then, i was lyk,"huhhh...lyk i care!mencikk ar!"pastuh,tym camp tuh,sayer cm ader some kind of magnetic attraction kt dyer!haha.i dunno..bt, i keep pndg dyer larr all d tym kt kem tuhh!ahaha!tym tuh,i was still single,so xpelarr.its not afterall a sin!!!muahaha[suker nyer i bile dpt ckp cm org british nih!aww]em,pastu..my fav part!~skip~skip~skip~skip~haha...sampai larr dkt school..can't really remember larr hows the hell i got the idea bt,i did accept my friends' challenge!dorg srh sayer jadik secret admirer dye!cm kirim2 srt gitu...haha!childhood..mmg funny!tym tuh pown,still sayer xmnt g!alarr..sayer mmg pantang kalo org kasik challenge nihh!pkai accept jer!so,bermula larr sebuah epilog baru in my life...haha!sbb tanak org tawu psl rhsier nih,so ktorg perah otk msg2 nk kasik nick aper gak dyer..memandangkn i love 'lord of the ring' lyk hell,so i chose "LEGOLAS".y?i dunno.tgk cam suit him jerr.plus,namer legolas tu pown da ader aura semcm...agaga^^so,i keep on tulis surat larr...incase korg nk tawu.those letters bkn srt chenta yg gwang2,taw!erkk..dlm most srt tuh,mmg larr,sayer tny kaba...kasik advice2 sket..ahakz!&& i ader include motivation quotes...xpown,sumthing yg inspirational lar..sayer decorate kasik santekk sket!huhu!smangat wooo tym tuh!i still remember first surt yg i anta,dye reply!bt,bkn reply surt larr...he jz bgtaw dkt org tgh ktorg aka [my fren yg mencabar sayer sumer tuhh] reply dyer..not bad larr,at least dpt gak reply!haha.nk tawu pe dyer ckp?i igt sket2 je larr..




1st=dlm byk2 laki,knaper dye?


2nd=dye ckp,dye xpenah reply srt gal.so,dye xkn rply srt ku.tgk r cmne


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haha!tym dpt feeback tuh,mmg ktorg gelak rmai2!adeyy..sayer bkn nk flirt pown..nk tawan2 jer..hikhik!2nd msg tuh.mmg agk dissapointed ar..bt,u noe me!strong && tough!this is a challenge fer me.so,i keep on larr wrote those letters..(:so,tnpa disedari,feeling tuh started to grow...days by days,i feel like"OMG!i am sooo into this guy!"seriously..mmg xsedar biler perasaan tuh start ader,bt biler da sedar,its just too little too late..(:korg phm,an..kalo shari xjumper,mmg x sah!i mean,sayer jer larr yg usha2 dr jaoh..i am still a SECRET!ahaha..there was this day,skewl ktorg wat SORU..cm hari kntin larr..dyer ader gak bukak gerai..so am i!gerai rumah...eventhough just tlg2 jer,i suker dok situh coz dpt usha dyer!!!muahaha!gataiii(:ader mlm tuh,i said in my letter yg he will look better kalo pakai baju kaler gelap2 cm hitam ker..huhu!guess what?besok tuh i saw him wear black!!!OMG!tym tuh,tuhan jer tawu takat maner i sinyum...hihi..besh!besh!FYI,if i ever jump into hi ker,selisih ker,ader dkt dgn dyer pown lah...automatically,my volume yg mmg high tuh,jadik MUTE!heartbeat tym tuh,phewww...kalo korg dgr lah!mmg tgn sayer pown gigil semcm!ahaha...kelakar,ryte??




kalau balek plg bermalam[i kan dok hostel..],sure i'll text him punyer..tym tuh,my msgs,dlm spuloh minit baru ar dye reply!dh larr jrg2 on sim!hadeyy..mmg merana jiwa raga!tp,i determined wo...keep it going lagi..haha.kalo org len sure fed up..tularhh,kalo sayer nih da mmg tersuker kt sorg tuh,mmg i sygg betol2 punyer..ok larh,smbg blk story..my cinderella story nihh pown continue larr sampai jerr titbe he told my org2 tgah sumer yg dyer da dpt taw da sape sayer!erk...mmg creepy!mmg dpt tgk ah tym tuh dye pandang2 len mcm jer!seriously...maluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...sayer biar jer,wat tataw wlupon tym tuh mmg raser cm nk pkai topeng jer pegi skewl!mmg i x jln lansong klas dyer!sanggop turun naik tangga wooo!dahsat x???ahaha..tu larr,brani buat brani tanggung...sampai larr the next pulang bermalam,i branikan text him..i tanyer..i still smpan taw,per yg dye jwb!hiihii..



fynna:nape x bg anta srt?



legolas:sya bkn x mmbnrkn awk anta srt,bt if da lttr 2 utk sya,i advice u xyh ssah2...,k,sbb dn mnsbab nya,,,x yh thu la kt..myb if awk mgkji dgn mndlm,myb u can find out d answer.



fynna:sy xpndai nk kaji2 ny.bgtau jela..



legolas:angp x pntg dh la..spnjg hdp sya,x pnh g bls srat girl...,i try 2 cntrl myself from evrythng..



fynna:larh,dont worry.cuz i nvr xpectd more than jz fren..[yess,aku tpu!]



legolas:stu g,yg nk cntrl dri 2,bkn dr bnda yg awk pkrkn 2,tp ctrl dri sya dr smua prkra..i wnt 2 make chnges



[seriously,im speechless.raser nk nanes pown ader tym tuh..bt,soklan hot sayer xluper!]



fynna:tau ke aku saper?



legolas:dr awl dlu dh dpt dh..sja tgk bpa lm ang ble nk cover..fstly,ku ble bca owg pnya body language.scnd ku cri tnpa bntuan sspa...thrd,nxt time klu nk anta srt,jgn gna org tgh n last jgn gna no tpon sndri..no tpon ko ku gna last skali in my investigatn utk cnfrm ble ku dh btl2 sure i2 ngko..KANTOI!!!



[pes tym sayer tgk dye xcited cmni!dgn slambenyer mengantoikn aku!]



legolas:suma owg tau la..u bdk 5 LK..msuk frum..kwn bek sue,hjar..lg pe g..dk tpi tgkp..slalu dtg klas ku smbg dgn hjr..tme SORU u dk kt grai mkap,watching me..am i ryte?

haha!malu xyah ckp ah!mmg raser cm nk wat plastic srgry right away!!!hihi...tp,tgk pic nih,,tros

sayer cancel jer tros!haha...btw,did i mention yg [legolas] tuh sorg yg alem amt???nope?well,he is..tym sayer crushes dkt ye dlu,tym skewl lagi lar...mmg big changes he gave me!i klua emo..sayer jadik cam alem sket...bygkn lah!betape besaunyer impact tuh..dats y told u yg i leb him veryy the much!even my parents pown x penah make me change!huhuhu..dahsat,ryte?i noe...nak dijadikan citer..i was afraid yg i'll be frustrated klu sayer keep waiting on him.cus,he once tell me yg he wud neva kaple...so?dlm process keeping myself safe tuh.i keep myself away from him,,by...kaple ngan ***** aka [my ex].huhh..&& im regreting now!!!i cant forgive myself fo that.Once i thot i cu d forget him.but,hell no.. i was too affected by then..SERIOUSLY!!!
so,lps i break up with [my ex]..ktorg cm baek larr...i mean,BETTER!frankly,i was sooo hepyyy:)haha!lawak biler igt balek..dier ckp,dlu [my ex] penah pegi jmpe dyer ckp yg dye syok kt sayerr..haha!i was lyk...then?[legolas] ckp,ader gossip ckp yg ktorg kapel!wee^^amat larr beshh kalo benarrr!pastu [legolas] ckp,"unx nk dye,amek ar!].[legolas] ckp,dyer tamaw rmps hak org len!waaawwww!see what i mean?haha..pastu sayer mrh dyer len kali jgn sng2 jer kasik sayer kt org cmtuh![playboy].hihi..dye ckp soryy!waaah..then,we are on until now.bukan as couple,bt friends...bestfriend,shall i say?yeyy!u noe, wut?he's the first person whu wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!by phone plak tuh!mmg lamer ar gayott!weee^^epyyy...siap ckp ngan sis dyer agi!waalaaa!eventhough i noe yg he will never said he love me,or even ever feel so pown.im glad like hell suda!yelar,whu wud have thot i can made it this far???bestfriend will be just enough fer me!

p/s:at least fer now...haha!

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4 comments:

Syahirah Azmi said...

fyna!!
whaoo~brni doe wat confess..but,ske la u pnye cte!

ske..ske..ske..
pe2 pun..gudluck!
lama2 ade laa tu..=]

Fynn said...

hype!huhu..mmg xexpect bley brani btaw kt dyer..(:
tym tuh,sumer kwn2 masing2 nk tls srt kt org yg dorg admirer!!!haha...dahsatkn?
tengss,glad ur like it!^^
aminnn^^

niesah la! niesah!! said...

heeeee~~~ jenuh bace...
habis gak akhirnya...
heee~~ my story is sweet-er!
;)

Fynn said...

Niesah!
my story nih xsweet AT ALL.
it hurts.
oh,really?
tell me!tell me!