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Thursday, April 9, 2009

first love

yeah,mood swing...i took dayss to recover!!!duh~leave it down under.haha.now,lets move on to the next topic,shall we?daa...


hell yeah!nice guess...im in the mood of LOVE...huhuhu.what got into me,huh?nothing.its just out of a sudden terkenang this someone...yup,someone special...veryy...veryyy speacial!*winks..siapekah?haha.wont tell u!the truth is,i've been tracking him fer years!hoho.bkn jejak kasih,yaa..alright,u win.he's my sweetheart.at least,used to be.he could possibly was no,he was my FIRST LOVE!god,i miss him soo...em,do u guys still remember,in my older entry...a very old one,,the conversation between me && kamarulnizam?haa..i did admit that my nuwest [ex] was the best among them,ryte?well,let just say,he's not.chill larr [my ex],i put u on the second,eh?huhu.so,FYI he's my first crush ever!yeah,i noe!he's my senior..he's form 5 when i was in form 1...&&,just like satu kewajiban,he got his own nick!given by no one else other than,me!wuuhuu!noty me...wawawa~apekah?introducing....[berok]!!!agaga^^..y?x sweet ker?adeyy!but,i think its cute!weehu again![abg berok]aww!syumell larh tuh!muahaha!p/s:dye tataw!ngee~

above all my crushes,he's the only one yg i manage to tackle!hakhak!fun!lps dyer kua skewl,i mean after form 5 larr..tym tuh x confess lagik.i waited fer almost 3 years!until i finally have the guts to tell him bout my feelings..haha.guess,things really went as planned.believe it or not!ktorg jadik couple jugak finally~~~weee^^.mmg hepyy sgtt.bt,hepyy xlamer...mmg sgt2 xlamer!u noe,i was soo immatured lagik tym tuh...ktorg ader konflik sket..there was a bitch yg interfere!!!damn uuu!mmg aku xkn luper kau larr bitch plus slut!shittty tol..kaco my cinderella story.bt,she's not flirting with him or such.tp,mmg dye ruin everything lar!!!every SINGLE thing!bt,he said,darl its okayy.i dont mind...tapi,i was stupid by then!yelarrr,i was fifteen!urghh...i always regretting things up kn?(:bt,i really want him.bt,tataw lar,what was im thinking tym tuh!biol arr ko nihh,fynn!afta that,mmg ader contact gak,bt not often lar...at last,lost contact tros!mmg i did mcm2 gak maw carik him...bt,xpenah jmpa...until now.nk jumpa!nk jmpa!nakkkk!naakkkkkkk!yup,aku gila((:


korg tanak tawu ker,y sayer suker dyer?well,cmnih...cam besa,ciri2 guys yg i suker,he is so ALEM!y i said so??korg tawu histeria?haha.dye yg slalu tlg incase this thing happen.aww!sweet kn,my saviour??i noe!hero skewl tuh!dolu,tym takowt2 i slalu mintak advice dyer...*weehuut!rase protected sgt tym tuh..sgt!sgt!huh,,how i miss tym dolu2...wendu...(:k,second...he own such a lovely voice!im not kidding u,nihh...mmg i suker dgr dye nanyi!waalaa...raser cm terbang wo...seriously!hakhak...gatai!ok larr...sampai sinih jer...cus the more i talk bout him,the more i fall in love,the more i miss him.hoho.duh..now,im on a mission of tracking him,yet again!em...wish me luck,guys!!!i really looking forward of meeting him again~

p/s:if i really like the boy like sooo much!i will let him know.so far,i did it twice.i guess,i prefer kalau im the yg start flirting dulu.ya,most gal xsuker wat first move eventhough proved guys mmg prefer gals making the first move..i just ove to be the FIRST!

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